Time Machine
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Every now and then I think of you
Occasionally, thoughts of you resurface in my mind

I think of all the things we’d do
Recalling the various activities and experiences we would engage in

Drinking Diamond White and Malibu
Enjoying drinks like Diamond White and Malibu together

And then when it run out, Taboo
Switching to Taboo when the previous drinks finished

We would stay up late and fool around
We used to stay awake until the early hours and engage in playful activities

Caught up in deep and meaningfuls
Engaged in conversations that were profound and significant

I told you things I’d never told myself
Sharing secrets and personal information that I had never admitted to myself before

I grew up right in front of you
You witnessed and played a role in my personal growth and maturation

I forgive you, forget me
I release any resentment towards you and let go of any memories related to me

That’s just how it’s meant to be
This is the natural course of our relationship

My nostalgic time machine
Reminiscing through a metaphorical device that transports me to the past

Transporting me back to you (and you to me)
Returning to the memories and emotional connection we shared

Voices
Internal thoughts or conflicting emotions within me

Seven of them inside of me
Several distinct thoughts or emotions coexisting within my mind

Each requiring autonomy, autonomy
Each demanding their own independence and individuality

Hostage
Feeling trapped or held captive

Trapped forever in a prism
Permanently confined within a complex and distorted reality

Nothing’s truly ever what it seems
Things are often deceptive or misleading, not reflecting their true nature

Nirvana playing in your room
The band Nirvana's music resonating in your personal space

Choking on the ashes of her enemy
Experiencing the aftermath and negative consequences of a conflict or rivalry

You'd sing out of tune
You would sing with a lack of accuracy or inability to hit correct notes

I’m not like them but I can pretend
Although I don't identify with them, I can imitate their behavior or characteristics

You would often say to me
You would frequently express this sentiment to me

And I knew exactly what you meant
I understood your intention or message perfectly

We could never be completely free
Our connection always had limitations or constraints

Took a little time to be without you
It required a short period to adjust to your absence

Musicality - it nearly left me
My ability to appreciate or engage with music almost disappeared

We were intertwined like fire and water
Our connection was contrasting and conflicting, yet inseparable

The reason I was shook - because of you
You were the cause of my emotional disturbance or unease

You took all my yearning and all of my hunger
You consumed my desires and aspirations completely

I was like a child without a mother
I felt abandoned, lost, and dependent in your absence

I can’t forget the cassettes
I still remember the cassette tapes you gave me

That you made for me everyday
The personalized mixtapes you created for me regularly

I mistook your sad look
I misinterpreted your expression of sadness

For the end, maybe I was too hasty
Thinking it signaled the conclusion of our connection, perhaps I acted too quickly