Make-up Smeared Eyes
Automatic Loveletter Lyrics


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Left your t-shirt in my room
Still smells of you
And the picture you hung on the door
Lay smashed, picture perfect
Explains now, clearly
Nothing left but a memory
We only made out, you never kissed me
That's how I learned to hold back all feeling

Wait, please don't go
I won't stay
All these words on replay
I'm okay
It's all right
Good to know that you're fine
Pretending everything is right to make it better
I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes to show that I'm fine

Somehow you have managed to get under my skin
More than anyone ever did
And if every hole makes a scar and every scar marks its place
Then I will never live freely without your trace
And it'll never be fair
I wrote my songs for you and you never even cared
So I'll forget you, I'll wash your t-shirt and kill the pillow
And cut you out of pictures

Wait, please don't go
I won't stay
All these words on replay
I'm okay
It's all right
Good to know that you're fine
Pretending everything is right to make it better
I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes

This drama sat shotgun
My eyes rained like autumn
Only the glove box knows how the story goes
Now that this bandage is broken
And the cuts left in open




I'll tell you just one thing
This wasn't worth the sting (x3)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Automatic Loveletter’s song β€œMake-up Smeared Eyes” depict the aftermath of a failed relationship, where only remnants of faded memories and shattered objects remain. The opening lines refer to physical objects left behind by the ex-lover, including a t-shirt that still smells like them and a picture that was hung on the door - now shattered, ruining its perfect image. The chorus expresses the singer's reluctance to let go and feelings of denial, pretending to be fine despite the evident heartbreak. The verse "Somehow you have managed to get under my skin / More than anyone ever did" reflects on how much of an impact the ex-lover has on the singer. The scars left behind serve as a constant reminder of their presence, making it hard for the singer to move on.


The second verse reveals a deeper emotional trauma the singer is going through. They have written songs about the ex-lover who never cared about the effort put into them. The singer is now determined to forget, erase all physical traces of the ex from their life, and move on. However, the pain still lingers, and the singer admits to hiding their "make-up smeared eyes" as an attempt to reclaim their independence and convince themselves that they are okay.


The bridge refers to the emotional turmoil and sadness caused by the failed relationship, which is described as "drama sat shotgun" and the singer's tears being likened to autumn rain. The pain is so intense that only the glove box knows the secret story of heartbreak. The song ends with the singer reflecting that, while the experience was painful, it was not worth the significant sting.


Line by Line Meaning

Left your t-shirt in my room
I still have something from you, a t-shirt that you left behind


Still smells of you
The t-shirt still holds onto your scent


And the picture you hung on the door
I kept the picture of us you hung on my door


Lay smashed, picture perfect
The picture is ruined but it once captured a perfect moment


Explains now, clearly
The broken picture shows that our relationship is also broken


Nothing left but a memory
All I have now is the memory of what we had


We only made out, you never kissed me
We didn't fully connect emotionally, we only had physical intimacy


That's how I learned to hold back all feeling
Our lack of emotional connection taught me to hold back my feelings in other relationships


Wait, please don't go
I don't want you to leave


I won't stay
But I also won't stay in this unhealthy relationship


All these words on replay
I keep replaying our conversations in my head


I'm okay
I'm trying to convince myself that I'm okay without you


It's all right
I want to believe that everything is alright


Good to know that you're fine
But it hurts to know that you're doing well without me


Pretending everything is right to make it better
I'm pretending that everything is alright to ease my pain


I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes to show that I'm fine
I'll hide my tears behind make-up to avoid showing my true feelings


Somehow you have managed to get under my skin
You've gotten deep into my emotions


More than anyone ever did
You've impacted me more than anyone else ever has


And if every hole makes a scar and every scar marks its place
Every emotional wound leaves a permanent mark on our lives


Then I will never live freely without your trace
I'll always carry the pain of our relationship with me


And it'll never be fair
It's not fair that I still have to deal with the consequences of our relationship


I wrote my songs for you and you never even cared
I put effort into this relationship but you didn't reciprocate


So I'll forget you, I'll wash your t-shirt and kill the pillow
I'm going to try to forget our relationship and get rid of anything that reminds me of you


And cut you out of pictures
I'll also physically cut you out of any pictures I have of us


This drama sat shotgun
Our relationship was full of drama and it was always present


My eyes rained like autumn
I cried a lot during our relationship


Only the glove box knows how the story goes
The only person who truly knows what happened in our relationship is me


Now that this bandage is broken
Now that our relationship is over


And the cuts left in open
The emotional wounds are still fresh and painful


I'll tell you just one thing
I have one thing to say to you


This wasn't worth the sting
Our relationship wasn't worth the pain it caused




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@Sara-ny3sg

Love this band... why am I just discovering them now?!

@emotionaldarksoul5290

X2....yo la conoci mediante bvb ..o mejor dicho por su vocalista Andy biersack..esposo de Juliet

@nataliamasan

Omg, listened to this as a teenager 😭 Love Juliet/Lilith πŸ‡§πŸ‡·

@laurenaka5120

Remember seeing then at Warped circa 2009... AMAZING TIMES πŸ€©πŸ˜­πŸ’”

@justthatpm

her live performances are amazing! i've seen her twice live.

@GlitteredDelirium10

I love this song. Is deep :D <3

@bellamorrison3455

My favorite band from MySpace. This was my profile song in high school πŸ–€πŸ–€

@ryandavidtrapasso

Elder emo flashbacks here

@i3ee689

2021 still listen

@beensandfranks

@lostluvr86 I don't understand how her voice sounds super computerised as they don't like editing software. I also don't understand how Julia's got a 'thin voice'. It's bloody brilliant and She has 10x more talent than this stereotypical 'Oh no, I'm gonna beg him to come back like the Scene baby I am' type of song.

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