Sh*t People
Avery Lynch Lyrics

I’m pretty good at being last in line
I often find myself putting others before me and ending up at the bottom.

I blame myself I do it every time
I take responsibility for always putting others first and neglecting my own needs.

I’m so busy trying to please people, I leave me on the side
I prioritize making others happy and often neglect myself in the process.

But I have some people who’d hear that and cry
There are a few individuals who would feel hurt and empathize with my situation.

I finally found it so exhausting it’s been so long
After a long time, I have realized that it is draining to constantly please others.

That I’ve been who everybody takes it out on
I have become the scapegoat for everyone's frustrations and anger.

Yea I’m stuck with some shit people in my life
I am surrounded by individuals who constantly bring negativity and toxicity.

Don’t get me wrong the good ones make it fine
I acknowledge that there are also good people in my life who make it bearable.

But it still gets hard sometimes
However, there are still challenging moments and situations.

And I always internalize
I tend to internalize and blame myself for the negativity.

And I hate that I’m never on my side
I despise the fact that I rarely prioritize my own well-being and stand up for myself.

Cuz I got these shit people in my mind
The negative thoughts and influence of these toxic individuals constantly linger in my mind.

And they never treat me right
They consistently mistreat and disrespect me.

And I’m so tired of justifying
I am exhausted from always trying to defend and justify their actions.

Cuz I’m stuck with some shit people
I feel trapped and unable to escape from these toxic individuals.

Sometimes I catch myself still missing them
Occasionally, I find myself longing for the relationship I had with them.

But all of the good times we just played pretend
However, I realize that the positive memories were merely illusions and not genuine.

And really they just needed me to be who they always preferred
In reality, they only wanted me to conform to their expectations and desires.

But that was me when I was at my worst
I was only able to fulfill their expectations when I was in a negative state of mind.

I’m finally done with putting up and second chances
I have reached a point where I no longer tolerate their behavior or give them additional opportunities.

All it’s done is shown me that I’m too forgiving wish them all the good but I’m done it’s been so long
Giving them chances has only demonstrated that I am too forgiving, but now I have decided to cut ties after a long time.