Tightrope
Awaken I Am Lyrics


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Fighting with violence on my mind,
Thoughts I can't define tell me I'm waiting here to die,
Running out of time I find myself wondering,
Why try when every ending is in sight?

Maybe I'm just scared to grow,
Too afraid of letting go,
And I confess I'm so alone,
I'm on a tightrope, scared to die young.
Every color fades to gray,
As the feeling fades away,
And I confess I've dug my grave,
I'm on a tightrope, scared to die young.

Now I'm ashamed what I gave then was not enough,
I'm not the same as the day that I'm talking of,
But I'm aware that I'm barely just hanging on,
I see my shame in the darkness I'm running from.

And I find myself wondering, why try when I'm on the edge of a knife?

And now it's clear I've come undone,
We said that what's done is done,




And I'm aware I'm drawing blood,
To settle what I've become.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Tightrope" by Awaken I Am delve into themes of inner turmoil, fear of change, and the struggle to find purpose in life. The song opens with the singer wrestling with violent thoughts and undefined thoughts that make them feel trapped and waiting for death. They feel like time is running out and question the point of trying when they can only see endings in sight. This highlights their sense of hopelessness and despair.


The chorus reflects the singer's fear of growth and their reluctance to let go of what is familiar and comfortable. They admit to feeling alone and being on a tightrope, symbolizing the delicate balance between life and death. Every color fades to gray, representing the loss of joy and passion in their life. They confess to feeling like they have dug their own grave, metaphorically meaning they have created their own problems and barriers. Their fear of dying young becomes a central theme, suggesting their desire to cling onto the present rather than facing the unknown.


In the second verse, the singer expresses shame for not giving enough in the past, acknowledging that they have changed since the mentioned day. They are aware that they are barely holding on and can see their shame manifesting in the darkness they are running from. The lyrics convey a sense of desperation, as they question why they should keep trying when they feel like they are teetering on the edge of a knife. The bridge of the song represents a moment of realization where the singer acknowledges their actions and the consequences of what they have become. They are willing to shed blood to settle the score with themselves, indicating their determination to confront their own demons.


Overall, "Tightrope" explores the complex emotions of fear, regret, and self-doubt that arise from the relentless struggle between staying stagnant and embracing change, ultimately leading to a desire for self-redemption.


Line by Line Meaning

Fighting with violence on my mind,
Engaging in a constant internal struggle, plagued by aggressive thoughts and unable to fully understand or articulate them, feeling trapped and resigned to a hopeless fate.


Thoughts I can't define tell me I'm waiting here to die,
Feeling overwhelmed by ambiguous and confusing thoughts that reinforce the belief of being stagnant in life, anticipating an inevitable demise.


Running out of time I find myself wondering,
Feeling the pressure of time passing while being lost in introspection and questioning.


Why try when every ending is in sight?
Questioning the purpose of making an effort when the outcome seems predetermined, seeing only negative outcomes.


Maybe I'm just scared to grow,
Considering the possibility that fear might be hindering personal development and progression.


Too afraid of letting go,
Feeling immense fear and unwillingness to release control or move on from a particular situation or mindset.


And I confess I'm so alone,
Bearing the weight of isolation and admitting to a deep sense of loneliness.


I'm on a tightrope, scared to die young.
Metaphorically existing in a state of constant balance and insecurity, fearful of dying before fully experiencing life.


Every color fades to gray,
The vibrancy and excitement of life gradually diminishing, leaving behind a dull and monotonous existence.


As the feeling fades away,
Sensing the gradual disappearance and fading of emotions or passion.


And I confess I've dug my grave,
Acknowledging personal responsibility and culpability in creating a negative and self-destructive situation.


I'm on a tightrope, scared to die young.
Continuing to exist in a state of constant insecurity and fear, afraid of an untimely demise.


Now I'm ashamed what I gave then was not enough,
Feeling regret and embarrassment for not having provided or contributed adequately in the past.


I'm not the same as the day that I'm talking of,
Recognizing personal growth and change since the referenced time period.


But I'm aware that I'm barely just hanging on,
Realizing the precariousness of the current situation, barely able to hold on and maintain stability.


I see my shame in the darkness I'm running from.
Perceiving personal guilt and humiliation in the metaphorical darkness or negative aspects of one's life, desperately attempting to escape them.


And I find myself wondering, why try when I'm on the edge of a knife?
Pondering the futility of making an effort when constantly teetering on the precipice of danger or harm.


And now it's clear I've come undone,
Realizing and accepting the unraveling and disintegration of one's mental or emotional state.


We said that what's done is done,
Acknowledging the irrevocability of the past and the impossibility of changing what has already been done.


And I'm aware I'm drawing blood,
Recognizing that one's actions or choices are causing harm or pain, both to oneself and potentially to others.


To settle what I've become.
Engaging in self-destructive behavior or making sacrifices in order to try and find resolution or closure for the person one has become.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Luke McKenzie, Ryan Oxford, Jimmy Alexander

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