Frozen
Awall A.K.A. 2Piece Lyrics
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No playground for children here
This has a lot to do with you
You, ex-mother and ex-wife
Leaving behind those who held you dear
Killing the seeds inside with no queen left to woe
I still dream of you, my memory works well
I wake up with a smile, you're still nearby
And chase that ghost called "peace of mind"
For 30 years, you've breathed a different air
You agree that it's unfair
It doesn't get lighter with the years
Thoughts of you do decrease my fears
But is this trip really worthwhile
Wish I could discuss this with you
Wish I knew where you ran off to
Tell me: How much do you miss your child?
I love to live this life, I've never seen hell
In this heap of ruins, I get by
I am safe & sound, though you're not around
A steady rhythm's so hard to find
Joy's to be found, could you show me where
Your absence is hard to bear
In the first verse, the lyrics express the singer's decision to not become a father in their current life situation. They mention that there is no suitable environment for children, which implies that their relationship with their ex-mother and ex-wife is unstable or troubled. The line "Leaving behind those who held you dear" suggests that the ex-wife has abandoned not only her partner but also the people who cared about her. The singer also mentions that this decision has affected them personally, referencing the seeds inside them, possibly symbolizing their own desires for a family or a future.
The second verse reflects on the memories of the ex-wife and expresses the singer's longing for her. Despite the pain or difficulties they may face, the singer still dreams of her and wakes up feeling her presence nearby. They convey their determination to stand strong amidst the waves of emotional pain and seek a sense of peace of mind, which they metaphorically refer to as a "ghost."
Moving into the third verse, the lyrics address the ex-wife directly, mentioning that she has lived a different life for 30 years and acknowledges that she considers it unfair. The singer wonders if this journey they are on is worth it and expresses their longing to have a conversation with her, indicating a desire for understanding and closure. They ask how much she misses their shared child, highlighting the impact her absence has had on their lives.
In the final verse, the singer conveys their appreciation for the present moment and expresses their ability to find some semblance of safety and stability despite the ex-wife's absence. They note that joy can still be found, but they yearn for her guidance in finding it. The lyrics end with the acknowledgment of the difficulty in bearing the absence of the ex-wife, suggesting that her absence has been emotionally taxing on the singer.
Line by Line Meaning
I'll be no father in this life
I will not fulfill the role of a father in this lifetime.
No playground for children here
There is no nurturing environment for children in this situation.
This has a lot to do with you
Your actions and choices have played a significant role in this outcome.
You, ex-mother and ex-wife
You are both my former spouse and the mother of my child.
Leaving behind those who held you dear
You have abandoned those who loved and cared for you.
Killing the seeds inside with no queen left to woe
You are destroying the potential and future by neglecting your responsibilities.
I still dream of you, my memory works well
I continue to have dreams about you, and my memory is sharp regarding our past.
I wake up with a smile, you're still nearby
Even though you are physically absent, your presence and impact are still felt.
I will stand my ground when waves of pain are around
I will remain strong and resilient in the face of emotional turmoil.
And chase that ghost called 'peace of mind'
I am constantly seeking inner tranquility and contentment.
For 30 years, you've breathed a different air
You have lived a life separate from mine for three decades.
You agree that it's unfair
You acknowledge that the situation is unjust.
It doesn't get lighter with the years
The weight of the situation does not lessen over time.
Thoughts of you do decrease my fears
Thinking about you helps alleviate some of my anxieties.
But is this trip really worthwhile
Yet, I question if the journey and experiences are truly meaningful.
Wish I could discuss this with you
I desire to have a conversation about these matters with you.
Wish I knew where you ran off to
I long to know your whereabouts and why you disappeared.
Tell me: How much do you miss your child?
I am curious about the extent of your longing for our shared offspring.
I love to live this life, I've never seen hell
I enjoy my existence and have not experienced extreme suffering.
In this heap of ruins, I get by
Despite the chaotic circumstances, I manage to survive.
I am safe & sound, though you're not around
I feel secure and in good condition, even in your absence.
A steady rhythm's so hard to find
It is challenging to establish a consistent and stable pattern in life.
Joy's to be found, could you show me where
There is happiness to be discovered, and I wonder if you can guide me to it.
Your absence is hard to bear
The lack of your presence is emotionally difficult to endure.
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Written by: Sebastien Kellner
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