After several member changes, the line up that took the name Axenstar in 2001 was Magnus Eriksson (Vocals & Keyboards), Thomas Eriksson (Lead & Rhythm Guitar), Peter Johansson (Rhythm & Lead Guitar), Magnus Ek (Bass) and Pontus Jansson (Drums).
In October 2002 Axenstar released their debut album Perpetual Twilight on the Spanish label Arise Records. The album got really good reviews all over the world and Axenstar got the chance to play at Motala Metal Festival, the biggest gig so far in their career.
The second album Far From Heaven was recorded during May of 2003 and just about a week after the recordings were done Axenstar played at the mighty Sweden Rock Festival, which was a great experience for the band. In January 2004 the opportunity was given to go ahead on their first European Tour as the opening act to Falconer, although Magnus Ek was unable to go on the tour, Joakim Jonsson (Skyfire, The Mist of Avalon) was found to be the stand-in bass-player on the tour, which turned out great.
The third album The Inquisition saw the light of day in 2005, but during this time and the time after the release there were some problems within the band and in late summer 2005 guitarists Peter Johansson and Thomas Eriksson left the band, not because of disagreements but for personal reasons.
After that third release the contract with Arise Records was over and Axenstar started looking for a new deal, now joining forces with Joakim Jonsson on lead guitar. In the autumn of 2005 a new deal was signed with German label Massacre Records and in the spring of 2006 the fourth album The Final Requiem was recorded as usual in Studio Underground.
After the release of the fourth album there were more changes to come within the band and
bassplayer Magnus Ek and drummer Pontus Jansson soon left the band due to lack of time.
But already within a few months after the setback the two remaining members Magnus Winterwild and Joakim Jonsson found a new drummer by the name of Thomas Ohlsson.
The search for a bassplayer started and Thomas contacted Henrik Sedell with whom Thomas
had played together with previously.
The chemistry with the two new members was great and everything is going well
on both a personal and professional level.
Now the main goal for Axenstar is to get out on the roads and play as many gigs as possible.
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Scars
Axenstar Lyrics
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Thousand miles away I see the light of day
A day that knows no tomorrow
Distant memories are buried in the past
They only bring me pain and sorrow
(BRIDGE)
Facing a wall of silence
(CHORUS)
The scars I have inside of me never leaving me alone
Forcing me to be on my own trusting no one but myself
I'm trapped in a barren reality where nothing ever stays the same
Trusting you was my last mistake but the scars they will remain
Many years have past and the soul never last
Tearing a hole in my heart
Falling down through life I'll never be the same
Sleeping while my mind rips apart
See myself living a lie inside a castle of treachery
The future's wide open for me but I walk down a dead end street
Feeling the demons arise my body is numb from the unspeakable fear
But still I cannot face the real me
The song "Scars" by Axenstar talks about the emotional pain and isolation caused by past experiences. The lyrics suggest that the singer is physically far away from the source of their pain, but the memories continue to haunt them. They are unable to trust others and rely only on themselves in a reality where nothing ever stays the same. The pain has caused a disconnect from their soul and has torn a hole in their heart. They are aware that they are living a lie and walking down a dead-end street, but cannot face the reality of who they are.
The first verse of the song sets the scene that the singer is a thousand miles away from the place where the pain originated. However, they are unable to escape the emotional scars left behind. The second and third lines suggest that the memories of the past cause only pain and sorrow. The bridge suggests that there is a story left untold, and the singer is facing a wall of silence. Finally, the chorus brings attention to the fact that the scars inside of the singer are a constant reminder of their pain, causing them to be on their own and trust no one. The scars are deep enough that they cannot be healed or forgotten, and thus they will remain.
Overall, "Scars" is a moving song about the emotional pain caused by past experiences, which still haunts the singer, even after years have passed. The lyrics are well-written, and the melody is beautiful, making it a great listen for fans of heavy metal.
Line by Line Meaning
Thousand miles away I see the light of day
Despite being physically distant, I can still see a glimmer of hope in the future
A day that knows no tomorrow
Tomorrow is uncertain; we cannot take it for granted
Distant memories are buried in the past
Memories from long ago are not relevant to present circumstances
They only bring me pain and sorrow
Reflecting on past experiences causes emotional distress
A story not yet told
There is still untold potential for the future
Facing a wall of silence
Communication is hindered, making it difficult to progress forward
The scars I have inside of me never leaving me alone
Emotional trauma has left permanent marks that cannot be ignored
Forcing me to be on my own trusting no one but myself
Self-preservation is the only means of feeling secure
I'm trapped in a barren reality where nothing ever stays the same
Life is unpredictable and constantly changing, creating feelings of isolation
Trusting you was my last mistake but the scars they will remain
Past trust has led to lasting emotional wounds
Many years have past and the soul never last
The passing of time does not heal spiritual wounds
Tearing a hole in my heart
Emotional pain is overwhelming and physically debilitating
Falling down through life I'll never be the same
Life's challenges have caused permanent changes in character
See myself living a lie inside a castle of treachery
Dwelling in an illusion of safety while surrounded by deceit and betrayal
The future's wide open for me but I walk down a dead end street
Despite potential opportunities, the path being taken leads to a futile end
Feeling the demons arise my body is numb from the unspeakable fear
Past trauma resurfaces, causing overwhelming emotions
But still I cannot face the real me
In spite of inner turmoil, self-reflection is too difficult to confront
Contributed by Amelia E. Suggest a correction in the comments below.