Trauma
Ayüü Lyrics
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Tell your bitches not to come for me
First it was good yeah we were family
All of a sudden it was agony
No
Yeah you abandoned me
Now it's gon take a fucking calvary
Before i give back or i hear another apology
Nooo
I tried
So hard to be by your side
Lotta lies just to ride or die
Baby this wasn't plan just understand you tried to change me
I cried
So far from a wrong or right
Denying myself a life
Baby this wasn't plan just understand i let you play me
I be smoking marijuana
Just to deal with all trauma
Can't believe i met your mama
Baby this wasn't the plan just understand
All i ever want from you
Is Ayüü keep me comfortable
Me nuh care if you're in the mood
This bout me this is not about you
All i ever want from you
Is Ayüü keep me comfortable
Me nuh care if you're in the mood
This bout me this is not about you
Where do i start
Breaking hearts
That ain't my thing though
But shawty always wanna play games like we nintendo
She told me that she a nympho
Before we were friends no tv show
In the bando with my dick rose
That's a bad hoax you don't mix those
They prolly should've passed me the info
Cuz
Now i'm that i'm into
Don't wanna continue
There's no flavour or kick random dish on the menu
I'm like
Pardon me
We was never gonna be
Fucked you outta pity
Now you fucking my economy
Told you i was hurting you took it as opportunity
Twitter finger bitches it's fuck you and your hypocrisy
No apologies
Don't apologise
Low energy
Tired of all the lies
Done with your shit
Burn with your flies
Manipulative
Oh manipulative
All i ever want from you
Is Ayüü keep me comfortable
Me nuh care if you're in the mood
This bout me this is not about you
I cried
So far from a wrong or right
Denying myself a life
Baby this wasn't plan just understand i let you play me
I be smoking marijuana
Just to deal with all trauma
Can't believe i met your mama
Baby this wasn't the plan just understand
You making heads turn till there's no point
Other boys hear them whipsering don't point
Full stop and ting looking on point
Pull up in Oniru just to sex her at Four Points
Four past nine is the
Time
When she walked in with her friend who I
Timed
In the past nailed her and left with a
Sign
Hit her with a wink wink she looked back and sighed
Now she tripping
Sipping
Baby listen
Uh
I don't need no prison
Got me locked down like a victim
Sitting thinking about you
Sitting thinking about you
This is all about me this is not about you
The lyrics of Ayüü's song "Trauma" delve into the complexities of a tumultuous relationship and the emotional aftermath of betrayal and heartbreak. The artist expresses feelings of abandonment, hurt, and disappointment as they navigate the pain caused by someone they once considered family. The opening lines reflect a sense of disbelief and frustration towards the individual who has caused them so much anguish, with a confrontational tone that stems from a deep sense of betrayal.
The lyrics further delve into the internal struggles and conflicts faced by the artist, as they grapple with trying to salvage a relationship that has soured beyond repair. There is a sense of resignation and acceptance of the reality that the relationship has taken a dark turn, and the artist struggles with the emotional toll of trying to maintain a connection that is no longer healthy or sustainable. The juxtaposition of longing for comfort and stability while also acknowledging the need to prioritize self-care and self-preservation adds depth to the emotional journey portrayed in the song.
The use of vivid imagery such as smoking marijuana to cope with trauma and the mention of meeting the other person's mother highlights the depth of the emotional scars left by the relationship. The artist is trying to make sense of the pain and confusion they have experienced, seeking solace in vices while grappling with feelings of disillusionment and loss. The repeated refrain of seeking understanding and acceptance underscores the artist's need to come to terms with the reality of the situation and find closure.
Towards the end of the song, the artist addresses the dynamics of power and control in the relationship, highlighting instances of manipulation and emotional exploitation. There is a sense of empowerment and reclaiming of agency as the artist asserts their independence and asserts their right to prioritize their own well-being over toxic relationship dynamics. The defiant tone of the lyrics conveys a sense of resilience and strength in the face of adversity, showcasing the artist's resolve to move forward and prioritize their own emotional healing and growth.
Line by Line Meaning
What you want from me?
What are your expectations from me?
Tell your bitches not to come for me
Warn your friends not to provoke me
First it was good yeah we were family
At first, everything was great, we felt like family
All of a sudden it was agony
Suddenly, it turned into pain
No
No, I'm not okay with this
Yeah you abandoned me
Yes, you left me behind
Now it's gon take a fucking calvary
Now it will require a huge effort to fix things
Before i give back or i hear another apology
Before I return or accept another apology
Back on my bullshit baby pardon me
Returning to my old ways, sorry about that
Nooo
No, I can't accept this anymore
I tried
I made an effort
So hard to be by your side
It was difficult to support you
Lotta lies just to ride or die
Told many lies just to stay loyal
Baby this wasn't plan just understand you tried to change me
This wasn't the plan, please understand that you tried to change me
I cried
I shed tears
So far from a wrong or right
So distant from what's wrong or right
Denying myself a life
I suppressed my own desires
Baby this wasn't plan just understand i let you play me
This wasn't what I intended, please understand that I allowed you to deceive me
I be smoking marijuana
I smoke marijuana
Just to deal with all trauma
To cope with all the emotional pain
Can't believe i met your mama
Can't believe I met your mother
All i ever want from you
All I ever ask from you
Is Ayüü keep me comfortable
Is to ensure my comfort
Me nuh care if you're in the mood
I don't care about your mood
This bout me this is not about you
This is about me, not you
Where do i start
Where should I begin
Breaking hearts
Causing emotional pain
That ain't my thing though
But that's not something I enjoy
But shawty always wanna play games like we nintendo
But she always wants to play games like we're characters in a Nintendo game
She told me that she a nympho
She informed me she is sexually promiscuous
Before we were friends no tv show
Before we were friends, not a scripted television program
In the bando with my dick rose
In the bando with an erection
That's a bad hoax you don't mix those
It's a bad trick, you shouldn't combine those things
They prolly should've passed me the info
They probably should have given me the information
Now i'm that i'm into
Now I'm invested in something
Don't wanna continue
I don't want to carry on
There's no flavour or kick random dish on the menu
There's no excitement in any random option on the menu
Now you fucking my economy
Now you're negatively affecting my financial situation
Told you i was hurting you took it as opportunity
I told you I was in pain, and you saw it as a chance to exploit
Twitter finger bitches it's fuck you and your hypocrisy
People who talk tough online, it's a rejection of their insincerity
No apologies
No apologies accepted
Don't apologise
Don't offer excuses
Low energy
Lacking enthusiasm
Tired of all the lies
Exhausted from all the deceit
Done with your shit
I'm finished with your behavior
Burn with your flies
Take the consequences of your actions
Manipulative
Engaging in manipulation
Oh manipulative
Oh, so manipulative
You making heads turn till there's no point
You draw attention until it's meaningless
Other boys hear them whipsering don't point
Other boys hear the rumors and don't intervene
Pull up in Oniru just to sex her at Four Points
Arriving at Oniru just to engage in sexual activity at Four Points
Four past nine is the
At four minutes past nine it is
Time
The time of day
When she walked in with her friend who I
When she entered with her friend and I
Timed
Had a brief fling with
In the past nailed her and left with a
Had a previous sexual encounter and moved on
Sign
Indication of completion
Hit her with a wink wink she looked back and sighed
Sent her a flirtatious gesture and she responded with a sigh
Now she tripping
Now she's confused
Sipping
Drinking slowly
Baby listen
Listen closely
Uh
Expressing uncertainty
I don't need no prison
I don't want to feel confined
Got me locked down like a victim
Feeling trapped like a victim
Sitting thinking about you
Reflecting on you
This is all about me this is not about you
This is focused on my feelings, not yours
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