Overdose
B.E.A.R. Lyrics

This tension
The stress and anxiety I am feeling at the moment

Running through my bones
Is coursing through my entire being

Reflections
My past mistakes and experiences haunt me

Coming for my own
As if they're about to take or destroy what I hold dear

Connections
My relationships with others

Fading all away I know
Are slowly disappearing and falling apart, leaving me feeling isolated

Infectious
My negative emotions are spreading and causing harm to myself and possibly others

My bloods drippin down cause I'm
My self-destructive behavior is putting me in harm's way

Reckless
I'm not thinking logically or considering the consequences of my actions

Im Tired of these clowns on my check list
I'm fed up with the people who are bringing me down and causing me harm

You're shading all away but I don't
You're distancing yourself from me but I'm not ready to let go yet

But I don't
Despite everything, I'm not willing to change

Take me away from this
I want to escape from my current situation

Heaven I know
To a place where I can find peace and happiness

I need my own blessings
I need to focus on myself and my own growth

Or I will not grow
Otherwise, I won't be able to move past my problems and become a better person

I've died for you endlessly
I have sacrificed so much for you without any regard for myself

How should I know
I didn't realize the toll it would take on me

My worlds coming down with me
My problems are weighing me down and affecting everything else in my life

I overdosed
My self-destructive behavior has finally caught up with me

I can see your face
I am aware of your presence in my life

Your Out of touch in outer space
But you seem to be emotionally disconnected and distant

You say your time awaits
You claim that you have a plan for the future

But I don't see enough of you thinking straight
But I don't think you're thinking rationally or responsibly enough to enact it

So
Therefore

You start manipulating
You begin to use your power or influence in a negative way

This little heart I'm breaking
And it is causing me pain and heartache

you think You're elevated
You believe that you are better than others in some way

But you're still demonstrating
But your actions are proving otherwise

How to not be so jaded
You are showing me how to be more optimistic and open-minded

How to get all frustrated
But you're also causing me to become angry and resentful

When you have it all
Even though you seem to have everything going for you

I overdosed (Yeah)
I've reached my breaking point and can no longer continue my harmful behavior

(Maybe I, maybe I)
(Perhaps I, perhaps I)