Am I Wrong
B.Ford Lyrics

It's not about control
This is not about having power over others.

It's not like he wants to kill
He doesn't have the desire to take a life.

He just doesn't want to die
He simply does not want to face death.

You know what I'm saying
Do you understand the message I'm trying to convey?

It's that situation when you got
This refers to a circumstance where one is faced with

We all living in a war zone
Every day feels like a battleground for all of us.

I feel like I can represent my generation so much because I honestly did not care Whether if I live or die
I feel connected to my peers because I once felt indifferent about my own well-being.

But now I cannot die
However, now I cannot leave this world.

I can't leave
I cannot simply depart.

Until this sh*t straight
Until things are set right.

You know
You understand, right?

I'm not suicidal
I am not inclined towards taking my own life.

I can't go
I cannot simply leave.

Until y'all really know what time it is
Until everyone comprehends the reality of the situation.

And then after that
Following that

Boom it's all over
Rapidly, everything will come to an end.

And we can see you know how this sh*t fall
We will witness how things fall apart.

But that's how it is
However, that's the way things stand.

Reason being is because if I can't live free
The cause is that I cannot live without freedom.

If I can't live with the same respect as the next man
If I don't receive the same level of respect as others.

I don't want to be here
I do not wish to exist under those circumstances.

Because God has cursed me to see what life should be like
It feels like a curse to witness the injustice in the world.

Get the crust outta ya eyes
Open your eyes to reality.

And peep the real world viewpoint
Take a look at the harsh truth of the world.

Traffic violations leading to being held up at gunpoint
Minor infractions escalating to dangerous situations.

Law enforcement killing us
The police force causing deaths in our community.

Creates so much disappoint
It generates great disillusionment.

Or is it kids knowing how to make a tiktok but not a powerpoint
Is it that young people spend more time on social media than on academics?

Had to pinpoint
Had to find the exact issue.

Let me double back
Let me revisit the topic.

How we pay for our college diploma
How we invest in our education.

Then work our whole life paying it back
Then spend our career repaying that debt.

Just stating facts
Simply presenting the truth.

Student debt we all in
We are all burdened by student loans.

Stressing over a fucking job we ain't even get our degree in
Worrying about a job unrelated to our area of study.

Who to believe in
Whom can we trust?

I guess you call em friends
You would refer to them as friends.

Some wanna see you do good in life, just not better than them
Certain individuals don't wish for your success to surpass theirs.

Fake love shown in the worst way
False affection displayed in harmful manners.

Maybe one text or call from em only on my birthday
Perhaps they only reach out on your birthday.

Real envy
True jealousy

Short-term, no longevity
Fleeting and lacking long-lasting impact.

That's another convo but I don't think you ready
That's a different discussion, but you might not be prepared for it.

Can't drive me crazy
You can't push me to madness.

Not even in ya new mercedes
Even with your new luxury car.

Because I carry it well, don't mean it ain't heavy
Just because I handle it gracefully doesn't mean it isn't a burden.

Toggle war of emotion, just looking for a single clue
Fighting emotional battles, seeking a hint of guidance.

Praying, asking God
Begging, seeking answers from a higher power.

Man what the fuck to do
What should I actually do in this situation?

He said
In response, I heard

Let people do what they wanna do
Allow individuals to make their own choices.

So you can sit back and actually see what they rather do
Then observe their true intentions.

But what we supposed to do
However, what are we expected to do?

When our President bias
When our leader is prejudiced

Allowing police violence
Permitting acts of violence by law enforcement.

Causing city riots
Leading to unrest and protests in urban areas.

No more silence
It's time to speak up and take action.

Racism been alive
Racism continues to exist

Glad you can finally see
I'm relieved that you are finally understanding.

Knee on my neck begging to the police, I can't breathe
Struggling for air while an officer restrains me.

Leader of our country, but minorities are his least concern
The president prioritizes minorities the least.

I would, if I could vote Obama for a third term
If possible, I would elect Obama for another term.

If you ain't with Us, We ain't with y'all
If you are not with our community, we are not with you.

Pick a side
Choose which group you stand with.

Damn, world ain't been the same since Kobe died
The world has not felt the same after Kobe's passing.

It's like
It feels as if

People now-a-days are more concern of looking like a good person
People nowadays prioritize appearing good over actual goodness.

Rather than actually being a good person
Instead of genuinely embodying kindness.

Listen lil homie
Listen, friend

Be you and don't become something you not
Remain true to yourself, avoid becoming someone else.

Sorry to tell ya but everybody ain't blessed with the Curry shot
Not everyone is gifted with Steph Curry's basketball talent.

Finally getting in her pants ain't the only jackpot
Achieving sexual intimacy isn't the sole prize.

Black man gets murdered on the news, all they show is his mugshot
When a black man is killed, the media focuses on his criminal record.

That's just a train of thought
That's just a stream of consciousness.

Lemme feel ya thoughts, pick ya brain
Let me understand your perspective, discuss your ideas.

Don't be the same
Encouraging change and growth.

Don't sell ya should while you seeking fame
Don't compromise your morals in the pursuit of popularity.

Don't follow trace
Avoid conforming to the norm.

Give me sour taste
Leave a negative impression.

Quit the team for quick schemes, that's a talent waste
Abandoning hard work for short-term gains is a wasted potential.

But the evolution brought you this far
Your growth and development have led you to this point.

Hoop star
A basketball talent.

Realize how close, you are
Recognize your proximity to your goals.

To posting on IG surprising yo momma with her dream car
Sharing a social media post surprising your mother with a luxury vehicle.

You got it figured out, so tell me how
You seem to have everything sorted, so explain your approach.

Sippin' lean, copped a face tatt, oh you a rapper now
Using drugs and getting a facial tattoo, are you an artist now?

Sneaking out, robbing old ladies, oh you a thug now
Stealing from elderly people, are you now a criminal?

Fat crib, nice whip living with two loving parents
A large home, a luxury car, and supportive family.

This guy's a gangster
The individual appears tough and intimidating.

His real name is Clarence
In reality, his name is Clarence.

And Clarence ain't the only one naive to this life shit
Clarence isn't the only one ignorant about life's challenges.

Even the girl you been pressing but forever playing hard to get
Even the girl you've been pursuing who pretends to be disinterested.

Bet if you had a 'K' behind yo followers, she'll be willing to ride ya dick
If you had thousands of followers, she would be interested in you.

Damn shorty, is that the norm
Is that considered typical behavior.

Can you count on your fingers how many n***** been in and out your dorm
Can you tally the number of people who have visited your dorm room.

The more that had ya, the less that actually want ya
More individuals have had you, the fewer genuinely desire you.

Yes, you have a body of the stallion
Your physical appearance is impressive.

More important a brain of Mrs. Obama
However, intelligence is even more valuable, akin to Mrs. Obama's.

One semester left from being the first earning yo diploma
Close to achieving your degree and making history.

Came too far to throw it away by trying to model for FashionNova
Don't jeopardize your progress by pursuing modeling for a brand.

Not trying to cut ya heart
Not attempting to hurt you emotionally.

Just calling a spade a spade
Speaking the unvarnished truth.

No knock to the ones dancing on stage to get her bills paid
No disrespect to those working on stage to earn a living.

But watch that route get unpaved
But be aware that path may not lead to a stable future.

When ya son comes of age
By the time your son reaches adulthood.

Snooping around and come across ya onlyfan's page
When he discovers your adult content profile.