I Was Wrong
B.T.C. Lyrics

It's not about control
The song is not about exerting control over others

It's not like he wants to kill
He doesn't have a desire to harm or kill anyone

He just doesn't want to die
He simply wants to stay alive

You know what I'm saying
Do you understand the message he is trying to convey?

It's that situation when you got
It's a scenario where you find yourself

We all living in a war zone
The world feels like a constant battle

I feel like I can represent my generation so much because I honestly did not care Whether if I live or die
He strongly believes he can embody his generation because he used to be indifferent towards his own life

But now I cannot die
But now he no longer wants to die

I can't leave
He can't leave this world

Until this sh*t straight
Until things are sorted out

You know
You understand

I'm not suicidal
He does not have suicidal thoughts

I can't go
He can't leave

Until y'all really know what time it is
Until everyone understands the truth

And then after that
Once that happens

Boom it's all over
Everything will come to an end suddenly

And we can see you know how this sh*t fall
We can witness the consequences and outcome of the situation

But that's how it is
That's the reality

Reason being is because if I can't live free
The reason is that he refuses to live without freedom

If I can't live with the same respect as the next man
If he is not treated equally and with respect like others

I don't want to be here
He doesn't want to exist in such a situation

Because God has cursed me to see what life should be like
He believes he is unfortunate to witness the disparity between his life and the ideal life

Get the crust outta ya eyes
Open your eyes and see the truth

And peep the real world viewpoint
Observe the perspective of the real world

Traffic violations leading to being held up at gunpoint
Minor offenses resulting in dangerous encounters with law enforcement

Law enforcement killing us
Police officers causing the deaths of civilians

Creates so much disappoint
Causes immense disappointment

Or is it kids knowing how to make a tiktok but not a powerpoint
Are young individuals more knowledgeable about creating social media content than essential skills like making a presentation?

Had to pinpoint
Had to identify accurately

Let me double back
Let me revisit and explain further

How we pay for our college diploma
How we finance our higher education degree

Then work our whole life paying it back
And then spend our entire lives repaying the loan

Just stating facts
He is simply sharing the truth

Student debt we all in
We are all burdened by student loans

Stressing over a fucking job we ain't even get our degree in
We are stressed about jobs that are not related to our degrees

Who to believe in
Who can we trust or have faith in

I guess you call em friends
These people are typically referred to as friends

Some wanna see you do good in life, just not better than them
Some want you to succeed, just not more than they do

Fake love shown in the worst way
People displaying fake affection in the most negative manner

Maybe one text or call from em only on my birthday
Perhaps they only bother to message or call on his birthday

Real envy
Genuine jealousy

Short-term, no longevity
Short-lived and lacking lasting impact

That's another convo but I don't think you ready
That's a different topic, but he doesn't believe the listener is prepared to discuss it

Can't drive me crazy
Others can't make him lose his sanity

Not even in ya new mercedes
Not even in the listener's new luxury car

Because I carry it well, don't mean it ain't heavy
Just because he handles it well doesn't mean it's not burdensome

Toggle war of emotion, just looking for a single clue
Engaging in an internal battle of emotions, searching for a sign or hint

Praying, asking God
Seeking guidance and assistance from God

Man what the fuck to do
What should he do in this overwhelming situation?

He said
God responded

Let people do what they wanna do
Allow people to make their own choices

So you can sit back and actually see what they rather do
Then you can observe their true intentions and actions

But what we supposed to do
But what are we expected to do?

When our President bias
When our President is prejudiced and unfair

Allowing police violence
Permitting and enabling violence from law enforcement

Causing city riots
Resulting in protests and unrest within cities

No more silence
The time for silence is over

Racism been alive
Racism has always existed

Glad you can finally see
He is pleased that some individuals are finally recognizing the truth

Knee on my neck begging to the police, I can't breathe
Referring to the tragic incident where a person's life was taken due to excessive force by the police

Leader of our country, but minorities are his least concern
The President, who should prioritize all citizens, shows little regard for minority groups

I would, if I could vote Obama for a third term
He would vote for Obama to serve a third term as President if it were possible

If you ain't with Us, We ain't with y'all
If you are not on our side, we are not on your side

Pick a side
Choose your stance

Damn, world ain't been the same since Kobe died
The world has not been the same since the tragic death of Kobe Bryant

It's like
It feels as if

People now-a-days are more concern of looking like a good person
In current times, people are more focused on appearing virtuous

Rather than actually being a good person
Rather than genuinely embodying goodness

Listen lil homie
Listen, young friend

Be you and don't become something you not
Be true to yourself and don't pretend to be someone else

Sorry to tell ya but everybody ain't blessed with the Curry shot
Apologies for the harsh truth, but not everyone is gifted with exceptional talent like Stephen Curry

Finally getting in her pants ain't the only jackpot
Having a sexual encounter is not the only measure of success

Black man gets murdered on the news, all they show is his mugshot
When a Black man is killed, the media often focuses on his criminal record instead of his life

That's just a train of thought
That's just a stream of consciousness

Lemme feel ya thoughts, pick ya brain
Let him understand your thoughts, have a deep conversation

Don't be the same
Don't conform or be like everyone else

Don't sell ya should while you seeking fame
Don't compromise your values in pursuit of fame

Don't follow trace
Don't imitate or follow the same path

Give me sour taste
Leaves a bitter feeling

Quit the team for quick schemes, that's a talent waste
Abandoning a team for short-term schemes is a waste of talent

But the evolution brought you this far
However, personal growth has brought you to this point

Hoop star
Basketball star

Realize how close, you are
Recognize how near you are to success

To posting on IG surprising yo momma with her dream car
To sharing on Instagram the moment you surprise your mother with her dream car

You got it figured out, so tell me how
You seem to have everything figured out, so explain it to me

Sippin' lean, copped a face tatt, oh you a rapper now
Drinking codeine cough syrup, getting a facial tattoo, implying someone has transformed into a rapper

Sneaking out, robbing old ladies, oh you a thug now
Engaging in illegal activities like sneaking out and stealing from elderly women, suggesting someone has become a criminal

Fat crib, nice whip living with two loving parents
Having a large, luxurious home and a nice car, while also residing with caring parents

This guy's a gangster
This person is pretending to be a tough and dangerous individual

His real name is Clarence
In reality, his name is Clarence

And Clarence ain't the only one naive to this life shit
Clarence is not the only one who is ignorant about the realities of life

Even the girl you been pressing but forever playing hard to get
Even the girl you have been pursuing, who always acts uninterested

Bet if you had a "K" behind yo followers, she'll be willing to ride ya dick
If your social media followers count had a "K" (indicating thousands), she would be willing to engage in a sexual relationship

Damn shorty, is that the norm
Is that the usual behavior, young lady?

Can you count on your fingers how many n***** been in and out your dorm
Can you easily recall how many individuals you have been intimate with in your dormitory?

The more that had ya, the less that actually want ya
The more people who had you, the less they truly desired you

Yes, you have a body of the stallion
Yes, you have an attractive physique

More important a brain of Mrs. Obama
But more importantly, a highly intelligent mind like Michelle Obama

One semester left from being the first earning yo diploma
Only one semester away from being the first person in your family to earn a diploma

Came too far to throw it away by trying to model for FashionNova
You have come too far to jeopardize it by pursuing a modeling career for a brand like FashionNova

Not trying to cut ya heart
Not attempting to hurt your feelings

Just calling a spade a spade
Simply stating the truth bluntly

No knock to the ones dancing on stage to get her bills paid
No disrespect to those who dance on stage to earn money

But watch that route get unpaved
However, be prepared for that path to become difficult or unstable

When ya son comes of age
When your son reaches adulthood

Snooping around and come across ya onlyfan's page
If he starts searching and stumbles upon your page on the OnlyFans platform