Matrix
B.U.P. Lyrics
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Steppin' inside of my mind
You would never believe what I locked in the basement
What I conceive when I'm making a phase shift
Taking my time when I enter the matrix
Anamorph like racist
Never to see with a fuckin' statement
I'm chasing my dream but I ran out of pavement
Steppin' inside of my mind
You would never believe what I locked in the basement
What I conceive when I'm making a phase shift
Taking my time when I enter the matrix
Anamorph like racist
Never to see with a fuckin statement
Takin' em back to the basics
I'm chasing my dream but I ran out of pavement
Statements of Anger
That's all they want I'm in danger
On a broken protractor like when my dad whooped my ass for
7 years straight without a retainer no remorse
Just incepted everyday to make up a simpler story
I fell down some stairs and maybe they wouldn't
report me
I was 8 years old when I got a blaze my first 40
By the time I was 9 I would smoke a dime in a session
I ain't lookin' for glory I'm just here answering questions
You could guess when I was 10 I wasn't lookin' at my reflection
The bruises and black eyes could not have been through affection
And when I turned 11 all I wanted was the heaven
sent
Never defeated the demon inside of my mind but rose the benefit
Steppin' inside of my mind
You would never believe what I locked in the basement
What I conceive when I'm makin' a phase shift Takin' my time when I enter the matrix
Anamorph like racists
Never to see with a fuckin' statement
Takin' em back to the basics
I'm chasing my dream but I ran out of pavement
Steppin' inside of my mind
You would never believe what I locked in the basement
What I conceive when I'm makin' a phase shift
Takin' my time when I enter the matrix
Anamorph like racists
Never to see with a fuckin' statement
Takin' em back to the basics
I'm chasing my dream but I ran out of pavement
One more year passed before the universe answered hope
It's only for the hopeless apparently gettin' choked
I was 12 years old and both my parents were into dope
My father would sell her the shit my mother would smoke
I'm lookin' at the facts it's no wonder I like the coke
My father passed away and my life went in intervals
Gaps in my memories it's a life that I chose
A decade plus 3 years in the makin'
I wasn't fakin' I was lookin' at the past like I'm standin' under the pavement
A solid foundation for me to build on creation
Fight or flight attitude when I'm standin' complacent
So you know I'm never runnin' adjacent to a replacement
You could add in another 365 days since
You wouldn't expect that I would be in this mental
state bitch
Relating to everybody on earth with a hope
We would've never completed the dream if we would have ever gave into the scope
Steppin' inside of my mind
You would never believe what I locked in the basement
What I conceive when I'm makin' a phase shift
Takin' my time when I enter the matrix
Anamorph like racist
Never to see with a fuckin statement
Takin' em back to the basics I'm chasin' my dream but I ran out of pavement
Steppin' inside of my mind
You would never believe what I locked in the basement
What I conceived when I'm makin' a phase shift takin' my time when I enter the matrix
Anamorph like racist never to see with a fuckin' statement
Takin' em back to the basics I'm chasin' my dream but I ran out of pavement
The lyrics of B.U.P.'s song "Matrix" delve deep into themes of trauma, abuse, and resilience. The artist starts by inviting listeners to connect if they have experienced various forms of abuse, showing empathy and understanding towards those who may have gone through similar struggles. The repeated imagery of stepping inside the mind, locked basements, and entering the matrix suggest a psychological journey or exploration of inner turmoil and suppressed memories.
The artist reflects on a childhood marked by violence and neglect, with references to physical abuse from a parent and the emotional scars that result from such trauma. The mention of being incepted every day to fabricate simpler stories to hide the truth speaks to the emotional burden of masking pain and pretending that everything is okay. The artist shares personal experiences of substance abuse at a young age, using drugs as a coping mechanism to numb the pain and escape from a harsh reality.
As the lyrics progress, the artist delves deeper into the complexity of their upbringing, with revelations about parental drug use and the impact it had on their own relationship with substances. The loss of a parent and gaps in memories suggest a tumultuous and chaotic family life, where stability and security were scarce. Despite these challenges, the artist embraces a fight-or-flight mentality, using their past as a foundation for strength and resilience.
The final verses convey a sense of survival and redemption, with the artist reflecting on the passage of time and personal growth. The lyrics convey a message of perseverance and hope, emphasizing the importance of not giving in to despair or societal expectations. The repeated refrain of chasing dreams but running out of pavement encapsulates the struggle to move forward despite obstacles, echoing the artist's determination to break free from a cycle of trauma and find a sense of purpose and fulfillment.
Line by Line Meaning
Steppin' inside of my mind
Exploring the depths of my thoughts and consciousness
You would never believe what I locked in the basement
There are hidden traumas and experiences I've buried deep within
What I conceive when I'm making a phase shift
My perception changes when I undergo a transformation
Taking my time when I enter the matrix
Deliberately navigating through complex situations
Anamorph like racist
Transforming like a chameleon, adapting to survive
Never to see with a fuckin' statement
Truth can't always be expressed through words
Takin' em back to the basics
Returning to simplicity and essentials
I'm chasing my dream but I ran out of pavement
Striving towards my aspirations despite obstacles
Statements of Anger
Expressions of rage and hurt
That's all they want I'm in danger
External pressures seek to harm me
On a broken protractor like when my dad whooped my ass for
Revisiting past abuse and trauma
7 years straight without a retainer no remorse
Long-lasting pain without healing or regret
Just incepted everyday to make up a simpler story
Forced to create a false narrative to cover up the truth
I fell down some stairs and maybe they wouldn't report me
Fabricating stories to avoid consequences
I was 8 years old when I got a blaze my first 40
Early exposure to harmful influences and substances
By the time I was 9 I would smoke a dime in a session
Escaping reality through self-destructive behavior
I ain't lookin' for glory I'm just here answering questions
Seeking truth and understanding, not seeking fame
You could guess when I was 10 I wasn't lookin' at my reflection
Avoiding self-reflection due to internal turmoil
The bruises and black eyes could not have been through affection
Physical harm is not a sign of love
And when I turned 11 all I wanted was the heaven sent
Longing for salvation and relief from suffering
Never defeated the demon inside of my mind but rose the benefit
Overcoming internal struggles and finding strength
One more year passed before the universe answered hope
Finding hope after enduring more challenges
It's only for the hopeless apparently gettin' choked
Hopelessness leading to suffocation
I was 12 years old and both my parents were into dope
Experiencing addiction and instability at a young age
My father would sell her the shit my mother would smoke
Witnessing destructive behavior within the family
I'm lookin' at the facts it's no wonder I like the coke
Understanding the root of personal struggles and addictions
My father passed away and my life went in intervals
Experiencing loss and disruption in life
Gaps in my memories it's a life that I chose
Memory loss due to trauma and coping mechanisms
A decade plus 3 years in the makin'
Years of growth, transformation, and healing
I wasn't fakin' I was lookin' at the past like I'm standin' under the pavement
Confronting past pain and facing it head-on
A solid foundation for me to build on creation
Using past struggles as a basis for personal growth
Fight or flight attitude when I'm standin' complacent
Constantly ready for adversity and challenges
So you know I'm never runnin' adjacent to a replacement
Refusing to settle for substitutes or alternatives
You could add in another 365 days since
Reflecting on another year of progress and change
You wouldn't expect that I would be in this mental state bitch
Defying expectations and stereotypes with inner strength
Relating to everybody on earth with a hope
Finding common ground with others and sharing optimism
We would've never completed the dream if we would have ever gave into the scope
Success is only possible when we resist limitations and doubt
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Jeremy Barrellez
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