His undeniable musical strengths are sprung from a long bloodline of musical talents such as his grandmother, Rock and Roll’s Hall of Fame, Josephine Howard of “The Caravans”. She made history by having the first gospel song to play on secular radio. His mother, Miki Howard, a successful singer/songwriter was signed to Atlantic records and collected numerous accolades throughout her career. B. Howard’s musical proficiencies were further developed through his close ties with the legendary Jackson Family. From a very young age, this influential bond has been a part of what shaped his imminent career.
He’s been blessed to work with a wide range of mainstream artists as a producer and songwriter. The long list includes artists such as Ne-Yo, Chris Brown, Missy Elliott, Ginuwine, Emily King, Cheri Dennis, Trey Songz, Dru Hill, Jay Sean, Marques Houston, and Lupe Fiasco. He recently produced “Ke Nako” – a song that features Wyclef Jean, Jazmine Sullivan, and Nelson Mandela favorite J Pre. “Ke Nako” is featured on the Official World Cup Album releasing globally through Sony Music and more importantly, marks his official debut as a recording artist.
After working with so many talented solo artists, B. Howard has launched his own Entertainment Company, 6 Point Entertainment, with industry vet Jonnie Forster. Through 6 Point’s deal with Universal Records Japan, B. Howard’s heavily anticipated debut album, “Genesis” releasing July 7, 2010.
Addict
B. Howard Lyrics
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She a drug addict
Wastin' all her time
And I can't stand it
Swear she never sober
How does she manage
Now she took my heart
Like a fuckin' bandit
Tired of the stress got my foot out the door
Should I leave, should I go
Really hate I'm torn
Took my heart and she threw it on the floor
Fat ass
And pretty little face (little face)
Why don't you come my way
We can sit and write our fate (ok ok)
Slid into my phone, I don't need to contemplate (you know I don't)
She my little server, got me eatin' off her plate
Yuh uh
Not a stranger to drugs
Not a stranger to love
Drownin' problems in a buzz
Havin' dangerous fun
Talkin' all of the above
Huh
I was young once
But that's the old me
Past the days of rollin' blunts
And skippin' school
Because I think I'm cool
That shit's below me
I need a girl who can keep it lowkey
I need my god, I need my Loki
I don't need a girl, who is a druggie
I wonder why she's always running
Told her baby I get you
Like a priest and I bless you
Call me 911 because I'm comin' for your rescue
Shawty off them pills
She a drug addict
Wastin' all her time
And I can't stand it
Swear she never sober
How does she manage
Now she took my heart
Like a fuckin' bandit
And I don't know what to feel anymore
Tired of the stress got my foot out the door
Should I leave, should I go
Really hate I'm torn
Took my heart and she threw it on the floor
Cid
Shrooms
Coke
And weed
Don't need help
I got my therapy
Way too high it seems
I'll stop soon, one more before I leave
Poison in my veins
I drown in my depression
Won't alleviate my pain
Psychedelics made me go insane
So it's time to go
Served their purpose
Now it's time
Time to grow
Past the days of broken dreams
And climbin' trees
And bad hormones
Past lyin' to myself
And fuckin' with these hoes
Livin' in the now
And settin' me some goals
Sayin' all this shit as she packs another bowl
Shawty off them pills she a drug addict
Wastin' all of her time and I can't stand it
Thought we had love, I was wrong in the end
Should've known the drugs would fuck with your head
Hope you're doin' well but I no longer can fuck with you
All the trauma, all the pain, drugs were just a substitute
Knowin' that it hurts, you still need to hear the truth
I still think about you, so I put it in the booth
Yuh
And you fucked me over, I can't let you in
Already neck deep in problems got me representin' sin
And I know that you're fine
And I know you won't cry
So I won't even try
I'll just say my
Say my goodbyes
Fuck
And I don't know what to feel anymore
Tired of the stress got my foot out the door
Should I leave, should I go
Really hate I'm torn
Took my heart and she threw it on the floor
The lyrics to B. Howard's song "Addict" depict a tumultuous relationship with someone who is heavily reliant on drugs. The persona describes their partner as "off them pills" and a "drug addict" who wastes their time. They express frustration towards their partner's constant state of intoxication and question how they can manage to never be sober. The line "Now she took my heart like a fuckin' bandit" suggests that this person has taken a toll on the persona's emotions, leaving them feeling helpless and unsure of how to feel anymore. The persona contemplates whether they should leave or stay, torn by their love for this person despite the negative impact they have had on their life.
The second verse introduces physical attributes of the person, referencing their "fat ass" and "pretty little face." The persona invites them to come their way to "sit and write our fate." However, they also acknowledge that they are no longer interested in the party-driven lifestyle associated with drugs and seeks a partner who can keep things lowkey. The persona longs for stability and a relationship that is not influenced by substance abuse.
In the final verse, the persona lists various drugs and confesses to using them as a form of therapy, perhaps as a means to numb their pain and depression. They express the desire to stop, but still indulges in one more hit before leaving. They reflect on their past, acknowledging the destructive behavior and broken dreams that come with substance abuse. The persona ultimately recognizes that the relationship is unhealthy and decides to move on, leaving behind the pain and the drugs associated with it.
Line by Line Meaning
Shawty off them pills
She is addicted to medication
She a drug addict
She has a dependency on drugs
Wastin' all her time
She is spending her time in a futile manner
And I can't stand it
It is unbearable for me
Swear she never sober
I promise she is never in a sober state
How does she manage
I wonder how she copes with it
Now she took my heart
She captured my affections
Like a fuckin' bandit
Seemingly stealing it without warning
And I don't know what to feel anymore
I am confused about my emotions
Tired of the stress got my foot out the door
I am exhausted from the strain and ready to leave
Should I leave, should I go
Should I stay or should I depart
Really hate I'm torn
I deeply dislike being conflicted
Took my heart and she threw it on the floor
She broke my heart and discarded it
Fat ass
Prominent buttocks
And pretty little face (little face)
Additionally, possessing an attractive countenance
Why don't you come my way
Would you consider joining me
We can sit and write our fate (ok ok)
Together, we have the opportunity to shape our destiny
Slid into my phone, I don't need to contemplate (you know I don't)
Sent me a message effortlessly, no need for hesitation
She my little server, got me eatin' off her plate
She provides for me, like a server in a restaurant
Not a stranger to drugs
Familiar with substance abuse
Not a stranger to love
Well-acquainted with affection
Drownin' problems in a buzz
Using substances to escape from issues
Havin' dangerous fun
Engaging in risky enjoyment
Talkin' all of the above
Referring to all previously mentioned actions
Huh
An expression denoting a pause or contemplation
I was young once
There was a time when I was youthful
But that's the old me
I have changed since then
Past the days of rollin' blunts
No longer participating in rolling marijuana cigarettes
And skippin' school
Skipping classes
Because I think I'm cool
Due to a misguided belief of being impressive
That shit's below me
I consider those actions beneath me
I need a girl who can keep it lowkey
I desire a discreet partner
I need my god, I need my Loki
I require both spiritual and mischievous influences
I don't need a girl, who is a druggie
I do not want a woman who is addicted to substances
I wonder why she's always running
I question the reason for her constant fleeing
Told her baby I get you
Assured her that I understand and empathize
Like a priest and I bless you
Comparing myself to a religious figure who confers blessings
Call me 911 because I'm comin' for your rescue
Requesting her to reach out to me for help
Cid
Slang term for LSD
Shrooms
Mushrooms containing psilocybin
Coke
Street name for cocaine
And weed
Referring to marijuana
Don't need help
I do not require assistance
I got my therapy
I find solace and healing in these substances
Way too high it seems
Feeling excessively intoxicated
I'll stop soon, one more before I leave
Planning to quit soon, but indulging once more before doing so
Poison in my veins
Referring to the negative effects of drug use
I drown in my depression
Overwhelmed by feelings of sadness
Won't alleviate my pain
Drugs do not relieve my suffering
Psychedelics made me go insane
Hallucinogenic substances caused mental instability
So it's time to go
Therefore, it is necessary for me to leave
Served their purpose
The drugs fulfilled their intended function
Now it's time
Now is the appropriate moment
Time to grow
Time to mature and develop
Past the days of broken dreams
Moved on from aspirations that were shattered
And climbin' trees
No longer engaging in childlike activities
And bad hormones
Referring to tumultuous emotions
Past lyin' to myself
No longer deceiving oneself
And fuckin' with these hoes
No longer engaging in promiscuous behavior
Livin' in the now
Embracing the present moment
And settin' me some goals
Establishing personal objectives
Sayin' all this shit as she packs another bowl
Expressing these thoughts while she prepares to smoke
Thought we had love, I was wrong in the end
Believed we shared a genuine affection, but I was mistaken
Should've known the drugs would fuck with your head
Should have recognized the detrimental effect substances would have on your mental state
Hope you're doin' well but I no longer can fuck with you
Wishing you the best, but I cannot continue to associate with you
All the trauma, all the pain, drugs were just a substitute
Using drugs as a replacement for dealing with emotional distress and suffering
Knowin' that it hurts, you still need to hear the truth
Despite the pain it may cause, you deserve to know the truth
I still think about you, so I put it in the booth
You are still on my mind, so I express my feelings through my music
And you fucked me over, I can't let you in
You betrayed me, and I cannot allow you back into my life
Already neck deep in problems got me representin' sin
I am already overwhelmed by my own troubles, representing a state of moral corruption
And I know that you're fine
I am aware that you are doing well
And I know you won't cry
I understand that you will not shed tears
So I won't even try
Therefore, I will not attempt to console you
I'll just say my
Instead, I will express my
Say my goodbyes
Bid farewell
And I don't know what to feel anymore
I am uncertain of my emotions now
Tired of the stress got my foot out the door
Exhausted from the pressure, ready to leave
Should I leave, should I go
Should I stay or should I depart
Really hate I'm torn
Strongly dislike being in this state of conflict
Took my heart and she threw it on the floor
She broke my heart and discarded it
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Brian Peterson
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Rainbow Glue
I don't understand....where is B. Howard? You need to change ur name because there already is a B. Howard and he has been around for a while....sorry