Tried
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Painted a flower
Painted the sun
The lavender woman
Blocking my vision
My aching feeling
Killing the fun
Oh my, oh my
The pain inside

Fields of lilac
I'm undecided
Love defied that won't grow
Need you so
Fields of lilac
Our worlds divided
Sky decided to fall
I need you so

I tried to find joy
I tried to find ease
When will the storm desist
August of rain
Who is my pleading
The pain inside of me
Lord I have tried
Been holding it in
Both my hands were tied
I tried
I tried
I tried

Moon mirror
Make a new start
She's losing her fever
Make him believe her
Silver ribbon
Take me apart
This lavender woman
Blocking my vision
Seeing you smiling
Playing the part
Oh my oh my
The pain inside

Fields of lilac
I'm undecided
Love defied that won't grow
Need you so

I tried to find joy
I tried to find ease
When will the storm desist
August of rain
Who is my pleading
The pain inside of me
Lord I have tried
Been holding it in
Both my hands tied
I tried, I tried
Lord I tried

I tried to find joy
I tried to find ease
When will the storm desist
August of rain
Who is my pleading
The pain inside of me
Lord I have tried
Been holding it in
Both my hands tied
I tried




I've tried
I tried

Overall Meaning

In "Tried", BADBADNOTGOOD explores the complexities of love, loss, and sadness. The song starts with an image of a flower and sun being painted, representing the beauty and brightness that is present in the world, but then it is obstructed by the lavender woman, who blocks the singer's vision, causing an aching feeling and killing any fun. This woman represents a relationship that is not working out, and it is causing pain and heartbreak. The singer is undecided about whether this love can grow, as their worlds are divided, and the sky has decided to fall, with a sense of hopelessness.


The chorus repeats the singer's attempts to find joy and ease, but a storm of sadness and pain still rages on. The pain inside is too much to bear, and the singer is pleading to an unknown source to help ease the struggle. The second verse continues with more imagery, with a moon mirror reflecting the need for a fresh start, but the lavender woman is still blocking the vision, causing more pain. The singer sees the subject of their affection smiling and playing a part, further highlighting the divide and confusion in their relationship.


Overall, "Tried" is a melancholic yet beautiful portrayal of the struggles of love and loss, using vivid imagery to evoke a sense of longing and sadness.


Line by Line Meaning

Painted a flower
I created something beautiful


Painted the sun
I brought light into my life


The lavender woman
Someone important to me


Blocking my vision
Preventing me from seeing clearly


My aching feeling
The pain inside of me


Killing the fun
Taking away the joy in life


Oh my, oh my
Expressing shock and distress


The pain inside
The emotional pain I am feeling


Fields of lilac
An area of beauty and peace


I'm undecided
I am unsure of what to do


Love defied that won't grow
My love is not being reciprocated


Need you so
I require your presence


Sky decided to fall
Something terrible happened


I tried to find joy
I made an effort to feel happy


I tried to find ease
I attempted to find peace in my mind


When will the storm desist
When will my troubles end


August of rain
A difficult and sad time


Who is my pleading
Who can help me


Lord I have tried
I have done my best


Been holding it in
I have been suppressing my feelings


Both my hands were tied
I was helpless to change the situation


Moon mirror
Reflecting on myself in a different light


Make a new start
Begin again with a fresh perspective


She's losing her fever
The passion is fading away


Make him believe her
Convincing someone of the truth


Silver ribbon
A symbol of hope


Take me apart
Breaking me down emotionally


Seeing you smiling
Knowing that you are happy


Playing the part
Acting how I'm expected to


I've tried
I have made an effort


Lord I tried
I did everything I could




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Hakan Wirenstrand, Yukimi Nagano, Erik Bodin, Kaellgren Wallin

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@vigil_.

Painted a flower
Painted the sun
The lavender woman
Blocking my vision
My aching feeling
Killing the fun
Oh my, oh my
The pain inside

Fields of lilac
I’m undecided
Love defied that won’t grow
Need you so
Fields of lilac
Our worlds divided
Sky decided to fall
I need you so

I tried to find joy
I tried to find ease
When will the storm desist
August rain
Who is my pleading
The pain inside of me
Lord I have tried
Been holding it in
Both my hands were tied
I tried
I tried
I tried

Moon mirror
Make a new start
She’s losing her fever
Make him believe her
Silver ribbon
Take me apart
This lavender woman
Blocking my vision
Seeing you smiling
Playing the part
Oh my oh my
The pain inside

Fields of lilac
I’m undecided
Love defied that won’t grow
Need you so

I tried to find joy
I tried to find ease
When will the storm desist
August rain
Who is my pleading
The pain inside of me
Lord I have tried
Been holding it in
Both my hands were tied
I tried I tried
Lord I tried

I tried to find joy
I tried to find ease
When will the storm desist
August rain
Who is my pleading
The pain inside of me
Lord I have tried
Been holding it in
Both my hands were tied
I tried
I tried
I tried



All comments from YouTube:

@danieldorasamy7406

This song is probably one of the greatest songs Iv'e ever heard in a long time. Wow this is timeless.

@vigil_.

Painted a flower
Painted the sun
The lavender woman
Blocking my vision
My aching feeling
Killing the fun
Oh my, oh my
The pain inside

Fields of lilac
I’m undecided
Love defied that won’t grow
Need you so
Fields of lilac
Our worlds divided
Sky decided to fall
I need you so

I tried to find joy
I tried to find ease
When will the storm desist
August rain
Who is my pleading
The pain inside of me
Lord I have tried
Been holding it in
Both my hands were tied
I tried
I tried
I tried

Moon mirror
Make a new start
She’s losing her fever
Make him believe her
Silver ribbon
Take me apart
This lavender woman
Blocking my vision
Seeing you smiling
Playing the part
Oh my oh my
The pain inside

Fields of lilac
I’m undecided
Love defied that won’t grow
Need you so

I tried to find joy
I tried to find ease
When will the storm desist
August rain
Who is my pleading
The pain inside of me
Lord I have tried
Been holding it in
Both my hands were tied
I tried I tried
Lord I tried

I tried to find joy
I tried to find ease
When will the storm desist
August rain
Who is my pleading
The pain inside of me
Lord I have tried
Been holding it in
Both my hands were tied
I tried
I tried
I tried

@ThePrelude2life

I looked up the lyrics myself but thank you unsung hero!

@pebofatso

@Vigil you the realest MVP right here

@JesusGarcia-xi3du

I don't know why but I always hear "With both my hands tied" instead of "My both hands were tied"

@juanjosehurtadonunez9318

Thx 💪💪

@trailsharkmtb2622

This track blew my mind... those vocals... incredible

@rubipie

Finally. Two of my favorite artists did a song together.

@hungrychance14

I don't listen to alternative music, I found this in someone's playlist, but this has a lot of soul in it. Wish I could find more like this.

@wacodraco1558

Try Moonchild, Jordan Rakei, Tom Misch, Mac Ayres, Hiatus Kaiyote, IVAN AVE., Robert Glasper and Alex Isley for starters. Such good music in recent times but not always easy to come across

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