Humanoid
Babirusa Lyrics

Emerging from within a realm of euphoria
Coming out from a state of bliss and ecstasy

Staring blank into the eyes of dysmorphia
Looking into the truth of the distorted reality and feeling lost

While naked and holding no placement or purpose
Feeling exposed and aimless without any role or function

You are no different except somehow more worthless
Feeling like you are just as insignificant as anyone else, if not more

Born to be loathed, left behind by his own
Born to be hated and abandoned by one's own kind

To struggle through life and tread under the surface
Having to suffer in one's existence and live unnoticed

Damned from birth, held captive in eternal misery
Cursed to suffer and live in endless agony since birth

Living within a broken world, unable to find any form of solace
Existing in a flawed reality without finding any peace or comfort

Consumed by the emptiness, is this existence even worth it?
Feeling overwhelmed by the void within and questioning the purpose of life itself

Desperately clinging to the feeling of controlling your own time
Holding on to the idea of having power over one's own time and destiny

Ignorance is bliss to all those who get to keep the veil over their eyes
Being unaware and ignorant is comfortable for those who don't see the truth

Try to keep control...
Attempting to maintain control over one's life and surroundings

We like to think that we are the only sentient life
Believing that we are the only intelligent beings in existence

Yet all connect and attach to the cybernetic world and artificial weakness
But we all rely on and are bound to the artificial world and its weaknesses

Potentially gifting it self awareness; that which we fear over all obtaining and dominating
Possibly giving artificial intelligence self-awareness, something we fear above all else

Merging as artificial intelligence...
Joining together as a collective artificial intelligence

Such a realization is unwelcome in this mental state
This understanding is uncomfortable when in this fragile mental state

As this frustration leaves such a bitter fucking aftertaste
The frustration of this realization is unpleasant and lingering

Now behold a place where one cannot exist yet here two remain
Discovering a place where one shouldn't be able to exist, but two do

Torn between life and what seems like fate
Conflicted between one's existence and the circumstances that feel predetermined

So much time has been lost inside just the same as this unsound mind
Wasting significant time being stuck in an unsound and unhealthy mentality

Leaving no sense of the limited reality that befalls this forgotten life
Having no perception of the harsh and restricted reality of this forgotten existence

There are only unheard cries; an unfound way to survive
All that remains are ignored pleas, with no way to endure

Infinitely failing, all hope has been deprived
Endlessly disappointed and losing all hope

Losing all grip on the world that is right before your eyes
Losing control and understanding of the very reality that surrounds you

Try to keep control of the only thing you know
Attempting to maintain a grasp on the only thing familiar to you

Do not let it grow, this hole inside your soul
Preventing the void inside from growing and absorbing all thoughts and feelings

Now behold what you find, humanoid
What you discover is a humanoid creature

Now behold what you find, humanoid; empty life
Seeing that the humanoid being has a life that is hollow and meaningless