Inconsolable
Backstreet Boys (新好男孩) Lyrics

I close the door
I repeat the same cycle of shutting the door on you after every argument

Like so many times, so many times before
I've lost count of how many times we've gone through this

Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
Our love story seems like a rejected movie scene, cut and forgotten

I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word
I'm tired of fighting and I've given up, so I'll let you go without any more words

I try to sleep, yeah
Even though I'm exhausted, I can't seem to find any peace

But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
Every thought I have eventually leads back to you and me

A thousand more regrets unraveling
I'm overwhelmed by the regrets and mistakes that I can't undo

Oh, if you were here right now, I swear I'd tell you this
If you were here with me, I'd finally tell you what's been weighing on my heart

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
I can't keep pretending that everything is okay, and I don't want to waste any more time

Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Holding back my feelings and emotions is taking a toll on me

'Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you, to you
Everything I've ever wanted in life revolves around you

I wish that I could find the words to say
I'm struggling to express myself because I don't know how to put my feelings into words

No, no, no
I'm not okay, and everything is not alright

I don't wanna be like this
I don't want to keep living in this emotional turmoil

I just wanna let you know
I just want you to understand how much you mean to me

That everything I hold in
I'm hiding so much pain and heartache

Is everything I can't let go (oh, can't let go)
All of these emotions are consuming me, and I don't know how to let them go

I climb the walls, yeah
I'm feeling trapped and suffocated

I can see the edge,
I'm so close to breaking point

But I can't take the fall, no
I'm not ready to face the consequences of letting go

I've memorized the number
I know your phone number by heart

So why can't I make the call
But I can't bring myself to call you

Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
Maybe it's because I know deep down that you'll never really leave me completely

In the possibility
There's always a chance that we could make things work

Don't you know it baby
Do you not understand just how much you mean to me?

Yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm overwhelmed and can't find the right words to express myself

Oh, I'm inconsolable
I'm heartbroken and can't be comforted

Whoa yeah
This pain is so intense and all-consuming

I'm inconsolable
I'm so devastated that I can't even find solace or comfort anywhere