Disappear
Bad Daughter Lyrics


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You're at the window
Parliament smoke
Just letting in the cold
Pass me the bottle
It keeps me warm
When you won't
No trust in our eyes
Talk turns to a fight
Throw my hands in the air
When you claim I don't care

'Cause it's all I do, love
It's all for you
But you're so unaware
It's all about you, love
My world revolves around you
When it comes to me
You disappear

We're on the rooftop
Indica smoke
The sun melts the snow
Pass you the bottle
Only thing left to hold onto
'Cause we're no longer close
You swear that you'll try
As I quietly cry
I'm so tired of pushing, pulling, guessing what you want

'Cause it's all I do, love
It's all for you
But you're so unaware
It's all about you, love
My world revolves around you
When it comes to me
You disappear
Yeah it's all I do, love
It's all for you
But you're so unaware
I'm all about you, love
My world revolves around you
When it comes to me
When it comes to me




When it comes to me
You disappear...

Overall Meaning

The song "Disappear" by Bad Daughter is a raw and emotional portrayal of a one-sided relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid image of the singer and her partner, smoking and drinking on a rooftop, isolated from the rest of the world. The opening lines, "You're at the window, Parliament smoke, just letting in the cold," set the scene for the melancholic tone of the song. The singer's partner is physically present but emotionally distant, as they sit in silence, drinking and smoking to numb their feelings. The singer's reliance on alcohol to keep her warm, further highlights the cold and distant nature of their relationship.


The chorus of the song reveals the main theme, which is the singer's unrequited love for her partner. Despite her efforts to please and make her partner happy, she feels unappreciated and ignored. Her world revolves around her partner, but she remains invisible and insignificant in their eyes. The line "my world revolves around you, when it comes to me, you disappear” encapsulates the song's message perfectly. The singer's partner disappears emotionally and leaves her feeling lonely, isolated, and abandoned.


In the second verse, the singer is seen crying silently as her partner swears to try harder. However, the cycle of pushing, pulling, and guessing what her partner wants leaves her exhausted and tired. The final lines emphasize the singer's feelings of invisibility and insignificance, as she repeats the same line, "when it comes to me, you disappear," three times, symbolizing the repetition of the same pattern in their relationship.


Overall, "Disappear" is an emotional and powerful song that explores the theme of unrequited love and emotional neglect in relationships. It captures the pain of feeling invisible and insignificant in a one-sided relationship.


Line by Line Meaning

You're at the window
You're standing by the window


Parliament smoke
You're smoking Parliament cigarettes


Just letting in the cold
The wind is blowing in, making the place cold


Pass me the bottle
Hand me the bottle of alcohol


It keeps me warm
The alcohol helps keep me warm


When you won't
When you won't keep me warm


No trust in our eyes
We don't trust each other


Talk turns to a fight
Our conversation turns into an argument


Throw my hands in the air
I raise my arms in frustration


When you claim I don't care
When you accuse me of not caring


'Cause it's all I do, love
I do everything for you, my love


It's all for you
Everything I do is for you


But you're so unaware
You don't realize how much I do for you


It's all about you, love
My life revolves around you, my love


My world revolves around you
Everything in my world revolves around you


When it comes to me
When it comes to me and my needs


You disappear
You don't acknowledge me or my needs


We're on the rooftop
We're on the rooftop together


Indica smoke
We're smoking Indica marijuana


The sun melts the snow
The sun is melting the snow on the rooftop


Only thing left to hold onto
The only thing left to hold onto is the bottle of alcohol


'Cause we're no longer close
Because we're no longer emotionally close


You swear that you'll try
You promise to try to fix things


As I quietly cry
As I silently shed tears


I'm so tired of pushing, pulling, guessing what you want
I'm exhausted from trying to guess your needs and desires


I'm all about you, love
Everything I do is for you, my love




Lyrics © DistroKid, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: ARUN BALI, SIERRA KUSTERBECK

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Act The Fool

Can't believe this song is not popular, it's pure art.

RcGuitarCovers

nowadays art like these is concidered boring and trashes like wap is concidered classic.

Jesse Hurt

Still listening to this 2 years later. You were my teenage crush growing up and you still tug those heartstrings with that voice! Awesome song

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sierra is literally incredible

Donna Adams

Wow! What a beautiful voice! There is so much heart and emotion in her songs. This girl is a class act!!!

si

the vibes of this song and video are beyond perfect

Marie Salcedo

I’m getting late 60’s early 70’s vibes! I love it ✨♥️

Valeria N

The outfit 🔥 the music 💗💫

ada1320

I didn't even know how much I needed this 🤩😍💙 SO amazing. Thank you Sierra, love you ♡ :')

Brooke Lucas

So proud of you bby. I loved this so much and it gave my heart so many butterflies 😭🖤

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