Even in My Dreams I Can't Win
Bad Suns Lyrics


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I fall asleep in the arms of July
Under the blanket of the night
This new light fills the sky
I don't recognize the pigment

My bed is spun by web
Cool breeze of night air, a silky nightmare
Fly by, the night, day light, it wakes me
Erase my memory

I lend a hand, it breaks, I see their heads shaking
Deja vu, return to blue
Find every way to make a crucial mistake and
Deja vu, return to blue

Even in my dreams, I can't win, I can't win
Even in my dreams, I can't win, I can't win

I feel as though I've lost touch
With the person who I once was as a child
Now the smoke helps to show me
My perfect, faded memories

My bed is cherry red
I found your love here, naive and sincere
Fly by (fly by), the night, day light, it wakes me
Erase my memory

I lend a hand, it breaks, I see their heads shaking
Deja vu, return to blue
Find every way to make a crucial mistake and
Deja vu, return to blue

Even in my dreams, I can't win, I can't win
Even in my dreams, I can't win, I can't win

Have you ever felt that thing?
It's like a thunder within
Have you ever had that dream
Where you couldn't swim?
The lightning, it strikes
In the darkness of night
I'm out in the middle of the sea
Suddenly I'm awake
But I'm still in that scene
In a storm lost at sea

Oh, my bed is sewn by thread
I found your love here, naive and sincere
Fly by, my life, daylight escapes me
It's just a memory

I lend a hand, it breaks, I see their heads shaking
Deja vu, return to blue
Find every way to make a crucial mistake and
Deja vu, return to blue





Even in my dreams, I can't win, I can't win
Even in my dreams, I can't win, I can't win

Overall Meaning

The song "Even In My Dreams I Can't Win" by Bad Suns is a haunting reflection on the artist's internal struggles and feelings of detachment from their former self. The opening lines suggest a feeling of being lost and displaced, unsure of who they are or where they belong. The image of falling asleep in the arms of July and being covered by the night sky creates a dreamlike, almost surreal atmosphere.


As the song progresses, the artist describes a sense of helplessness and frustration, as though they are unable to break out of a cycle of mistakes and failures. The repeated refrain of "Even in my dreams, I can't win" reinforces this feeling of defeat.


The final lines of the song seem to suggest that the artist is struggling to hold onto the memory of love and innocence from their past, as though it is slipping away from them. The contrast between the cherry red bed and the faded, imperfect memories further emphasizes this feeling of loss.


Overall, the song is a poignant reflection on the struggle to find meaning and purpose, and the internal conflict that often accompanies personal growth and change.


Line by Line Meaning

I fall asleep in the arms of July
I go to sleep during the summertime


Under the blanket of the night
It's nighttime and I'm sleeping


This new light fills the sky
The sun is rising and filling the sky with light


I don't recognize the pigment
The color of the sky looks different and unfamiliar to me


My bed is spun by web
My bed feels like a tangled, uncomfortable mess


Cool breeze of night air, a silky nightmare
The breeze feels nice but it's cooling me down too much


Fly by, the night, day light, it wakes me
Time passes quickly and soon it's morning


Erase my memory
I want to forget the unpleasant sensations I'm feeling


I lend a hand, it breaks, I see their heads shaking
I try to help but it doesn't work out and people are disappointed in me


Deja vu, return to blue
I feel like I've experienced this before and I feel down or sad


Find every way to make a crucial mistake and
I keep making important errors in judgment


Even in my dreams, I can't win, I can't win
Even when I dream, I don't come out on top or accomplish anything


I feel as though I've lost touch
I don't feel connected to the person I used to be


With the person who I once was as a child
I miss the qualities I had as a child


Now the smoke helps to show me
I'm using this substance to remember memories


My perfect, faded memories
I have fond memories but they are slipping away


I lend a hand, it breaks, I see their heads shaking
I try to help but it doesn't work out and people are disappointed in me


Deja vu, return to blue
I feel like I've experienced this before and I feel down or sad


Have you ever felt that thing?
Do you know what I'm talking about?


It's like a thunder within
It's like an intense feeling inside of you


Have you ever had that dream
Have you ever experienced this in your dreams?


Where you couldn't swim?
Have you ever dreamed that you couldn't swim in water?


The lightning, it strikes
Suddenly something intense happens


In the darkness of night
It's nighttime and hard to see


I'm out in the middle of the sea
I'm stranded in the water


Suddenly I'm awake
I wake up from the dream


But I'm still in that scene
I can still feel the sensations of the dream


In a storm lost at sea
The dream was about being in a difficult situation


Oh, my bed is sewn by thread
My bed is uncomfortably put together


I found your love here, naive and sincere
I fell in love here as a naive and innocent person


Fly by, my life, daylight escapes me
Time passes quickly and I don't feel like I'm making the most of it


It's just a memory
That love is just a memory now


I lend a hand, it breaks, I see their heads shaking
I try to help but it doesn't work out and people are disappointed in me


Deja vu, return to blue
I feel like I've experienced this before and I feel down or sad


Find every way to make a crucial mistake and
I keep making important errors in judgment


Deja vu, return to blue
I feel like I've experienced this before and I feel down or sad


Even in my dreams, I can't win, I can't win
Even when I dream, I don't come out on top or accomplish anything




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Miles Scott Atkins Kottak, Raymond Torrey Libby, Gavin Austin Bennett, Christopher Michael Bowman

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Michelle

this song is so relatable love it all of it and when this part comes out im like singing out loud lol
Have you ever felt that thing?
It's like a thunder within
Have you ever had that dream
Where you couldn't swim?
The lightning, it strikes
In the darkness of night
I'm out in the middle of the sea
Suddenly I'm awake
But I'm still in that scene
In a storm lost at sea



All comments from YouTube:

Brian Wilson

I'm 50 years old and I was standing in EXPRESS store at the mall returning some clothes that my wife bought online and heard this song in the store playing as "store music" I asked the clerk who the group was and he could not tell me, so I remembered the lyric and voila! FOUND IT!! Great music!

GERstarBROT

Stores really play some awesome music sometimes. It's crazy :D

nattyyyyy

I heard a different song off this album in a store and I remembered the lyrics and looked it up as well. Then it said it was by bad suns and I recognized the group.

WillyMcGoo

I’ve never heard of a cooler way to discovered such an awesome band bro

MRCLOWNFACE

You Tha 🐐 50 Years Old !!!!

Kimberly R

Needed this

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Mina F

How the heck do you guys pick out a favorite song so easily.
Like damn, i can't even pick one

Cesar Ruiz

What makes you want to move?

Adrienne Cheng

I SWEAR THIS ALBUM WILL SMASH THE CHARTS

OPUSXD

Man, your debut album was already solid, but wow! Amazing musicianship, filled with such creativity. You have such a unique sound that is signature, definitely set apart from all the other bands.

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