If Only
Battle Tapes Lyrics


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In the throes of boredom
We were lost
And together we began to fall
Through the years that followed
We grew numb
And together we began to fall

If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you
But it′s never enough until I lose my faith

If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you

With the wheels in motion
It was plain to see
Another kill from orbit
Another vein to bleed

I've been taking what they′re giving
Sins go unforgiven
Giants standing on the small
Having thoughts but never thinking
Truth losing its meaning, history deleting
Narrative bought and sold

If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you
It's never enough until I lose my faith

If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you
If only I could lose you
Together into the flames

If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you
Oh, but it's never enough until I lose my faith

If only I could lose you
If only I could look away
If only I could lose you




If only I could lose you
Together into the flames

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Battle Tapes's song "If Only" are an introspective reflection on a relationship that has gone sour. The song describes a sense of boredom and feeling lost, followed by a growing numbness and a feeling of falling. The repetition of the phrase "If only I could lose you" underscores a sense of regret and a desire to escape from the pain of the relationship. However, the lyrics also suggest that simply losing the other person may not be enough to truly move on, as the singer acknowledges that they need to "lose [their] faith" in order to truly let go.


The second half of the song shifts to a more societal level, describing a world where truth is losing meaning and history is being deleted. The imagery of "giants standing on the small" suggests a power imbalance, with those in power crushing the smaller voices beneath them. The final repetition of "together into the flames" could be interpreted as a shared destruction or a sense of letting go of the past in order to move forward.


Overall, the lyrics to "If Only" are a powerful commentary on the complexities of relationships and the difficulty of truly letting go of the past.


Line by Line Meaning

In the throes of boredom
Stuck in a dull and repetitive routine


We were lost
Feeling aimless and directionless in life


And together we began to fall
Our relationship started to deteriorate


Through the years that followed
As time passed and things remained stagnant


We grew numb
We became emotionally disconnected


And together we began to fall
Our relationship continued to spiral downward


If only I could lose you
I wish I could end our relationship


If only I could look away
I wish I could turn my back on this situation


If only I could lose you
I wish I could forget about you completely


But it's never enough until I lose my faith
Nothing will be enough to make me walk away until I lose all hope


With the wheels in motion
Things were set into action


It was plain to see
It was obvious


Another kill from orbit
Another attack from a distance


Another vein to bleed
Another source of pain to endure


I've been taking what they're giving
I've been accepting what's been handed to me


Sins go unforgiven
Wrongdoings remain unresolved


Giants standing on the small
Powerful people exerting control over the vulnerable


Having thoughts but never thinking
Having surface-level ideas but never delving deeper


Truth losing its meaning, history deleting
The concept of truth becoming ambiguous and the erasure of important historical events


Narrative bought and sold
The media and those in power controlling the narrative


If only I could lose you
I wish I could leave this behind


Together into the flames
Our destructive relationship will end in flames


Oh, but it's never enough until I lose my faith
I won't be satisfied until I lose all hope


If only I could lose you
I wish I could forget about you completely


If only I could look away
I wish I could turn my back on this situation


If only I could lose you
I wish I could end our relationship




Writer(s): Joshua Boardman, Josh D'elia

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Smokey McPot Productions

Duuuuude I can’t begin to put into words how stoked I am to see new material from you guys. Classic Battle Tapes sound, sick visuals, and a new record coming? What more could I ask for…?

Theo S B

Amen

みぎ

Battle Tapesガチ好きっす
これからも色々頑張ってください!
I'm Japanese high school student and I usually listen your songs in commute time.
It's difficult to comprehend the lyrics perfect because I'm studying English, but I love your song so much!!

Sara Aparicio

you got this!!1 ur english is pretty good

WA_I♪ / Battle Taper

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N C

BABE WAKE UP NEW BATTLE TAPES SONG JUST DROPPED

Kril

I can't believe it's been 3 years. Like, half the amount of time I've been listening to you guys. Well worth it for a new banger. It's unique but still has that distinct Battle Tapes sound. I fucking love it!

Bennyspaceman38

I only started listening recently but I had assumed I wouldnt be hearing anything from you guys in a long time. I am SO happy to be proven wrong! I've been listening to all your music on loop for the past 6 or so months lmao

Nick Meekham

My autistic brain finds it a comforting tradition to listen to you guys in the summer months. You have no idea how satisfying it is to have this new song in the summer.

Maestro J

One of the hidden gems of the music world, love it all.

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