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Beach Bunny Lyrics

I'm tired of being anxious, broken, choking on my tears
I'm exhausted from constantly feeling anxious, shattered, and suffocated by my own tears.

I let the same old problems steal away my years
I allowed recurring problems to rob me of precious time and experiences.

'Cause I'm somebody's dolly when a lover's near
I become someone's plaything or object of affection whenever I have a romantic partner.

But tend to crumble slowly when they disappear
However, I gradually fall apart when they inevitably leave or vanish from my life.

Like nothing matters after natural disaster
It feels as though nothing holds significance anymore, similar to the aftermath of a devastating natural calamity.

And I wonder, "Where's my happy ever after?"
I question why I haven't found my perfect ending or fairy tale-like happiness.

I'm obsessed, depressed, can't seem to find no closure
I am consumed by my thoughts, feeling down, and unable to find any resolution or sense of closure.

What's the point in getting dressed If the two of us are over?
I question the purpose of putting effort into my appearance if our relationship has come to an end.

'Cause he's not the problem
The issue lies not with him.

The problem is you think you're only viable for love When someone makes you feel complete
The problem lies in your belief that you are only worthy of love when someone else makes you feel whole.

You're a diamond Wish you could see you the way I see
You are precious and valuable, and I wish you could perceive yourself as I do.

You can't blossom if you keep growing gardens out of weeds
You cannot thrive and flourish if you continually cultivate relationships that are rooted in negativity or unhealthy patterns.

I'm tired of giving, giving, living like a lady in distress
I'm exhausted from constantly giving my all and living as if I am a damsel in distress.

But I don't need someone to save me
However, I don't require someone else to rescue me.

Not your Polly Pocket in your lover's locket
I refuse to be a small, easily manipulated object kept within someone else's token of affection.

You can't hold me down I'm a bursting bottle rocket
You cannot restrict or suppress me; I am like a firework ready to explode.

If you want to know me Start by trying to show me that you're worthy, baby
If you genuinely want to understand me, begin by proving that you are deserving of my attention and affection.

Prove that you can earn me
Demonstrate that you have the ability to deserve my love and trust.

'Cause I'm sick of playing games
I am tired of engaging in manipulative or deceitful behaviors.

Let's leave puzzles on the top shelf
Let's abandon complex and confusing situations.

Begging a boy to come for help when I could just learn to love myself
Instead of desperately seeking a boy's assistance, I should focus on developing self-love and self-sufficiency.

Lie awake, I ruminate all the friction that I've been feeling
When lying awake, I dwell on all the tension and conflict that I have been experiencing.

'Cause they never felt like healing
Because those situations never brought about a sense of healing or resolution.

And you keep taking another piece of me
And yet, you continue to take away fragments of who I am.

Not your problem
This is not your issue.

Not my problem
This is not my problem either.

You keep taking another piece of me
You persistently take away more of my identity.

Not your problem
This is not your responsibility.

Not my problem
This is not my responsibility either.

You keep taking another piece of me
You continue to snatch away another part of who I am.

Not your problem
This is still not your concern.

Not my problem
And this remains not my concern as well.

You keep taking another piece of me
Once again, you seize another fragment of my being.

Not your problem
This continues to be of no relevance to you.

Not my problem
This continues to be of no relevance to me either.