Modesto
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You came, you went
My mind it got a dent
I couldn't make my rent
Cos all my cash was lent

This town is filled
With thousand-dollar-bills
Laminated songs
Contaminated lawns
Well we eat about fifteen times a day
Starin' through a bag of Frito Lay
And I play with the fire in the stove
When my eyes peel out and my fingertips get cold

Well it's real and it's fake
And it's flamin' like a steak
And she's puttin' out my face with the rake
Oh honey you knew
That you were my one and only blur

Unglued, depressed
The meatloaf in my chest
Personality test
I failed with the best
And I stomped and I stormed
And I passed out in your dorm
Then you hustled me outside
I couldn't catch a ride
But the subway trains speak to me now
I'm browsing through the supermarket town
And the girls don't talk when I'm around
And I'm feelin' bad even though nothing's wrong

Chokin' on a breath-mint





That's cool
Yeah, that's cool

Overall Meaning

The song “Modesto” by Beck is a reflection of his experiences and emotions during his visits to Modesto, California. The lyrics reveal personal struggles with depression and financial problems. Beck compares the laminated songs with the “thousand-dollar-bills” present in the town, suggesting that the pursuit of wealth has taken priority over creative endeavors. The line "Well we eat about fifteen times a day" might reflect the consumption-driven culture where people constantly eat as a source of comfort. Beck also talks about playing with the fire in the stove; this could be a metaphor for taking risks, while the lyrics "When my eyes peel out and my fingertips get cold" suggest that he feels exposed and vulnerable.


Beck reveals feelings of love and anxiety through the lines “Well it's real and it's fake, And it's flamin' like a steak, And she's puttin' out my face with the rake, Oh honey you knew, That you were my one and only blur” The persona seems to be struggling with the fear of rejection while satisfying his love interest's demands. He further portrays his hopeless state of mind when he says "Chokin' on a breath-mint," suggesting that he is trying to keep his breath fresh as he considers his future.


Overall, "Modesto" is a song about a common theme; struggling with identity, self-worth, and depression. Beck paints a picture of a town driven by materialism and consumption, leaving little room for creativity, and personal connection.


Line by Line Meaning

You came, you went
Someone left, and it left a lasting impact


My mind it got a dent
The person's departure had a negative impact on my mental state


I couldn't make my rent
The emotional toll was so great that it affected my monetary situation


Cos all my cash was lent
All of my financial resources were already allocated elsewhere


This town is filled
The setting is a town or city that is full of contradictions


With thousand-dollar-bills
There is wealth and excess all around


Laminated songs
The culture is artificial and manufactured


Contaminated lawns
The beauty is superficial and masking deeper issues


Well we eat about fifteen times a day
Consumerism and overindulgence are rampant


Starin' through a bag of Frito Lay
The person is engaging in mindless consumption to fill the void


And I play with the fire in the stove
The person is doing risky or self-destructive things, possibly to feel something


When my eyes peel out and my fingertips get cold
The person is pushing themselves to the brink of their limits


Well it's real and it's fake
The experience is both authentic and manufactured


And it's flamin' like a steak
The intensity is high and dangerous


And she's puttin' out my face with the rake
Someone is purposely causing harm to the person


Oh honey you knew
The person is addressing someone who took advantage of them


That you were my one and only blur
The person was so consumed with this person that they cannot see clearly


Unglued, depressed
The person is coming apart at the seams and feeling hopeless


The meatloaf in my chest
The person is experiencing intense anxiety or stress


Personality test
The person has been evaluated and found wanting


I failed with the best
The person wasn't even able to succeed at failing


And I stomped and I stormed
The person is expressing their frustration and anger


And I passed out in your dorm
The person is recalling a specific moment of weakness


Then you hustled me outside
The person was treated poorly and left exposed


I couldn't catch a ride
The person is stranded and alone


But the subway trains speak to me now
The only source of solace is through impersonal, artificial means


I'm browsing through the supermarket town
The person is aimlessly wandering, looking for something to fill the void


And the girls don't talk when I'm around
The person is isolated and cannot connect with others


And I'm feelin' bad even though nothing's wrong
The person is overwhelmed with emotion, without an identifiable trigger


Chokin' on a breath-mint
The person is struggling to breathe, possibly due to anxiety or emotional distress


That's cool
The person is trying to maintain a facade of nonchalance despite their struggles


Yeah, that's cool
The person is reassuring themselves that everything is alright




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Beck Hansen

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Comments from YouTube:

Dick Gozinya

These are the kind of Beck songs that I love the most. The dance stuff does not do it for me as much. “I am feeling bad even though nothing’s wrong.”

Dick Gozinya

Searching for “Beck albums ranked” will likely get results that this is both his best and his worst album. I think it is one of his best.

Dick Gozinya

@FatherTime Stereopathetic Soulmanure. Great songs on this album and other songs that you may only like if you are a big Beck fan.

FatherTime

What album is this song on?

D B

This takes me back to the mid to late 90s...me and a few buddies had this album and One Foot In The Grave, used to play them endlessly

quichenight

This is the Beck I like

David Kolmer

Old-School Beck is that rad deck jam.

George Jackson

This, Schmoozer, and Atmospheric Conditions have to be my favorite beck songs of all time

disco quebrado

Goddamn the way his voice sinks at 1:01 and 2:39 is incredibly nostalgic and saddening. I really hope Beck sticks around for a long time, I would never be able to deal with him passing away.

IRHONLINE

song was inspired by a shitty time he had following some chick up to washington, being totally broke and instantly breaking up with her. bummer subject, bummer song

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