Strange Apparition
Beck Lyrics


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Lord, please don't forsake me
In my Mercedes Benz
All the riches and the ruins
Now we all know how that story ends

Strange apparition
Haunting my brain
Standing on the last legs
Of a dream that walked away

When the Lord rings my front door
And asks me what I got to show
Besides the dust in my pockets
And the things that just eat away my soul

Strange apparition
Haunting my brain
There's some permissions
Of a dream that got cremated

The least I had to lose from
Is the most I seem to care
Anything should make you happy
Nothing could make you scared

We'll be on the shoreline
When that heavy ship goes down




Did you think that you were lucky?
You should see yourself now

Overall Meaning

Beck’s song “Strange Apparition” tells a story of a person who is trying to come to terms with their life choices and their consequences. The song starts with the singer asking the Lord to not forsake him. This can be interpreted as a plea for guidance or forgiveness for his past actions. The line “in my Mercedes Benz” suggests that the singer has had a life of luxury, but understands that riches and ruins are both part of life. He knows his story is one that has been told before.


The song’s chorus, “strange apparition haunting my brain,” suggests that the singer is haunted by something from his past. He feels like he is on the last legs of a dream that has walked away, meaning that he feels like he is at the end of something that he once had control of. The line “when the Lord rings my front door and asks me what I got to show” implies that the singer feels like he has nothing to offer spiritually or morally. The song ends with the singer wondering if he ever really was lucky and admonishing himself to look at his life and see what it has become.


Overall, “Strange Apparition” is a powerful reflection on the human soul and our desire to find meaning in life. The song prompts us to examine our own lives and the choices we’ve made, and to ultimately come to a place of acceptance and peace.


Line by Line Meaning

Lord, please don't forsake me
The singer is requesting spiritual guidance.


In my Mercedes Benz
The singer is highlighting their material wealth.


All the riches and the ruins
The singer is contrasting their wealth with their internal turmoil.


Now we all know how that story ends
The artist implies that wealth doesn't bring happiness.


Strange apparition
The artist is haunted by something.


Haunting my brain
The singer is being mentally tormented.


Standing on the last legs
The singer is facing the end of something important.


Of a dream that walked away
The artist has lost something they were striving for.


When the Lord rings my front door
The artist anticipates facing judgment.


And asks me what I got to show
The artist will be evaluated based on their actions.


Besides the dust in my pockets
The singer has nothing to offer in terms of material success.


And the things that just eat away my soul
The artist's internal struggles weigh heavily on them.


There's some permissions
The singer acknowledges having some autonomy over their situation.


Of a dream that got cremated
The singer's desires have been defeated.


The least I had to lose from
The singer has lost very little.


Is the most I seem to care
The artist realizes what is truly important to them.


Anything should make you happy
The artist recognizes that happiness is elusive.


Nothing could make you scared
The singer is not afraid of losing anything else.


We'll be on the shoreline
The singer and/or someone else will be present at a crucial moment.


When that heavy ship goes down
A metaphor for when something significant fails.


Did you think that you were lucky?
The artist is highlighting someone's previous sense of security.


You should see yourself now
The artist implies that someone's situation has declined.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: BECK HANSEN

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