Wasted Love
BenZel Lyrics

So I'm a ghost, someone they froze
I feel like an unnoticed and forgotten spirit, someone who has been ignored and left alone by those around me.

Tell me you'll think of me again
I want you to remember me and think about our relationship again, even though it's ended.

I am a space, a distorted face
I feel empty and without substance, as if I've lost my identity and become distorted and unrecognizable.

You have replaced me with nothing
You've moved on and left me with nothing, not even a memory or thought of me.

I can't relate, to any of this
I'm unable to understand or connect with what's happening around me, including my own feelings.

All that I ever breathe is you
My thoughts and emotions are consumed by you and our past relationship, to the point where it feels like you're all I can focus on.

I wanna stage, every performance you ever gave
I wish I could relive every moment we spent together, as if I were watching a performance or show that I never wanted to end.

But it was over way before tonight
Our relationship had already ended long before this moment, and I'm only realizing it now.

Come close, don't touch
I want you close to me, but I don't want to be physically touched or hurt by you again.

My wasted love
The love I felt for you was wasted because our relationship ended and you moved on without me.

It's all for him
Everything I did and felt was for you, but you never reciprocated those feelings.

He knew this much
You were aware of my love and devotion to you, but you didn't feel the same way.

I'm so caught up
I'm completely consumed and overwhelmed by my own emotions and feelings, unable to escape them.

Out with the old, in with the new
The old version of myself, the one who was in love with you, has been replaced by a new version who is moving on without you.

The saying has taken full effect
The common phrase about new beginnings has come true for me in this moment.

Who are you now, will you conclude
I don't know who you are anymore, and I wonder if you feel the same way about yourself.

There was only a girl I've never met
The person I thought I knew and loved never really existed, it was all a facade.

I feel used, battered and bruised
I feel like you used me for your own purposes and left me feeling hurt and damaged.

All the memories you could not protect
The memories of our relationship are still painful and difficult to deal with, and you didn't do anything to make them easier for me.

I was your first, your universe
I was the most important person in your life, the one who mattered more than anything else.

They summoned a curse
Something negative and harmful has been brought upon us, or maybe just me, and it feels like a curse.

Love, love, wasted, wasted love
This phrase serves as a chorus, repeating the same idea that my love for you was wasted and we can't go back.

Love, love, love, love
A final repetition of the word 'love', perhaps as a way of ending on a positive note or reflecting on the meaning of the word.