Vertigo
BertieBanz Lyrics
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Yuh
Aye
Now wish me well
Six
Feet
Till I erode
Can't
That's all I know
Keep
Revolving 'round got vertigo
Aye
Tried to pull the covers
Over my true colors
Every time it left me in the dirt
Yeah
Yeah fuck a healthy vice
I'll be adding gas to mental fires in my mind until I
Rot
Rot
Rot
Rot
Rot
Rot
Rot
Yeah bitch you
Thought
Thought
Thought
Thought
Thought
Thought
Thought
Thought
Never been the one
Yuh
Never had a seat up at the table so I fed up on the crumbs
Bertie been a runt
Always been a mutt
Always been the one to get a little bit involved with the
Middle of the wrong didn't have my dad but I had my mom
Should've been enough but I couldn't stop with the
Needles in my arm and the withdrawals that would hide me from myself
Yuh
Aye
Now wish me well
Six
Feet
Till I erode
Can't
Stop
That's all I know
Keep
Revolving 'round got vertigo
I keep on wasting
My days with
Energy that burns deep inside
Need a savior
I'm out of patience
Feel the spiders crawling up my spine
Now let me
Rot
Rot
Rot
Rot
Rot
Rot yeah bitch you
Thought
Thought
Thought
Thought
Thought
Thought
Thought
Thought okay my
Mind state is spiraling
Blood cells are rioting
Can't change it's set in stone
Walk away and just let my body turn to gray
Grab your things
Leave the scene and drive away
Turn your head
Towards the sky
Watch another star sprout from the dark
The lyrics of BertieBanz's song "Vertigo" delve into themes of self-destructive behavior, feelings of inadequacy, and a longing for freedom from internal turmoil. The opening lines, "Bitch I've been runnin' from myself, Now wish me well," reflect a sense of running away from one's own demons and hoping for a better outcome. The repetition of "Six Feet Till I erode, Can't Stop, That's all I know" suggests a constant state of self-destruction or entrapment, where the singer feels unable to break free from destructive patterns.
The line "Keep revolving 'round, got vertigo" adds to the imagery of feeling trapped or dizzy in a constant cycle of negative emotions or behaviors. This could represent a turbulent mindset or a lack of stability in one's life. The mention of pulling the covers over true colors may suggest hiding one's authentic self, possibly out of fear of judgment or rejection. This has resulted in the singer feeling "in the dirt," or emotionally and psychologically drained.
The lyrics continue to explore the singer's struggles with addiction and a troubled upbringing. Phrases like "Needles in my arm and the withdrawals that would hide me from myself" allude to substance abuse as a means of escapism or self-medication. The absence of their father and dependence on their mother introduces a sense of abandonment or a lack of guidance in the singer's life. Despite their circumstances, they acknowledge their involvement in risky situations, referring to themselves as a "runt" or someone at the center of the wrong crowd.
The chorus repeats again, emphasizing the cyclical nature of the singer's struggles. Lines such as "I keep on wasting my days with energy that burns deep inside" express a frustration with their self-destructive tendencies. They long for a savior or a way out of their perpetual state. The imagery of spiders crawling up the spine adds to the sense of discomfort and unease they experience, perhaps representing the intrusive thoughts or anxieties that plague them.
In the final section, the lyrics take a more resigned tone. The mention of the mind state spiraling and blood cells rioting showcases the singer's feelings of being out of control or overwhelmed. They acknowledge their inability to change their circumstances, and the metaphor of turning their body to gray suggests a desire to detach from their current reality. The urge to leave and drive away signifies a longing for freedom and a fresh start.
Overall, "Vertigo" explores the deep-seated emotional and psychological struggles of the singer, touching on themes of self-destruction, addiction, and a longing for escape from their inner turmoil. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of their troubled mindset and the cyclical nature of their experiences, ultimately leaving an impression of yearning for a better life.
Line by Line Meaning
Bitch I've been runnin' from myself
I have been avoiding facing my true self
Now wish me well
Now hope for my well-being
Six feet till I erode
I will deteriorate until I am buried
Can't stop, that's all I know
I can't break free, it's all I understand
Keep revolving 'round got vertigo
Continuously moving in circles, experiencing dizziness
Tried to pull the covers over my true colors
Attempted to hide my real nature
Every time it left me in the dirt
Every time it resulted in me feeling worthless
Yeah fuck a healthy vice
I disregard positive influences in favor of destructive habits
I'll be adding gas to mental fires in my mind until I rot
I will continue fueling the destructive thoughts in my mind until I decay
Yeah bitch you thought
You were mistaken in your assumptions
Never been the one
I have never been the chosen one
Never had a seat up at the table so I fed up on the crumbs
I never had a significant place in society, so I settled for meager opportunities
Bertie been a runt
I have always been insignificant and weak
Always been a mutt
I have always been an outsider
Always been the one to get a little bit involved with the middle of the wrong
I always find myself engaging in questionable situations
Didn't have my dad but I had my mom
I lacked a father figure, but my mother was there for me
Should've been enough but I couldn't stop with the needles in my arm
My mother's support should have sufficed, but I couldn't resist my drug addiction
And the withdrawals that would hide me from myself
The painful effects of withdrawal would temporarily distract me from my true self
I keep on wasting my days with energy that burns deep inside
I continuously waste my time and emotional energy on destructive endeavors
Need a savior, I'm out of patience
I crave someone to rescue me, as my patience has run dry
Feel the spiders crawling up my spine
Experience the sensation of fear and anxiety creeping up my back
Now let me rot
Now let me decay
Okay my mind state is spiraling
My mental state is descending into chaos
Blood cells are rioting
My body's cells are rebelling against me
Can't change, it's set in stone
I am unable to alter my fixed situation
Walk away and just let my body turn to gray
I should leave and allow myself to fade away
Grab your things, leave the scene and drive away
Pack your belongings, escape the situation, and depart
Turn your head towards the sky, watch another star sprout from the dark
Look upwards and witness the emergence of new success or hope amidst darkness
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Bert Villena
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@KalenvS
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