Creep
Beth Mills Lyrics
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I couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful whirl
You're so very special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
No, no
He runs
He runs
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the am I doing here?
What the am I doing here?
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
You're so very special
The lyrics of Beth Mills's song "Creep" express the feeling of insecurity, self-doubt and unrequited love. The opening lines suggest that the singer is overwhelmed by the presence of someone they admire and that person's ethereal beauty. The singer wishes to be as special as the person they're addressing but feels they fall short. The lines "I wish I was special / You're so very special" echo this sentiment of inferiority and envy.
The chorus hits hard as the singer openly admits to being a creep and a weirdo, feeling out of place in the situation. The self-depreciation continues as the singer declares not caring about the consequences of their actions, seeking control over their life, and desiring a perfect body and soul. The singer longs for the approval of the person they admire, expressing their wish to be noticed and recognized.
The second part of the chorus repeats and intensifies the previous sentiments of not belonging and feeling confused about the course of their life. The final lines surface a theme of giving up control and running away from the situation, whatever the cost, as the singer feels out of place and unwanted.
Line by Line Meaning
When you were here before
When we were together in the past
I couldn't look you in the eye
I was intimidated by you and couldn't make direct eye contact
You're just like an angel
You are pure and heavenly
Your skin makes me cry
Your beauty is overwhelming and moves me emotionally
You float like a feather
You move gracefully
In a beautiful whirl
In a mesmerizing motion
You're so very special
You are unique and important to me
I wish I was special
I wish I could be like you, unique and special
But I'm a creep
But I am weird and behave inappropriately
I'm a weirdo
I am strange and abnormal
What the hell am I doing here?
Why am I even here? I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I don't mind the pain
I want to have control
I want to be in charge
I want a perfect body
I desire a flawless physique
I want a perfect soul
I aspire to possess a spotless conscience
I want you to notice when I'm not around
I crave your attention and affection
No, no
An expression of disagreement or refusal
He runs
Runs away from the situation
He runs
Runs away from the situation
Whatever makes you happy
I want you to be content and joyful
Whatever you want
I will do anything to please you
What the hell am I doing here?
Why am I still here? I don't fit in
I don't belong here
I am out of place and do not fit in
But I'm a creep
But I continue to behave peculiarly
I'm a weirdo
I act abnormally
What the am I doing here?
Why am I still here? I don't belong
What the am I doing here?
Why do I even exist? What is my purpose?
But I'm a creep
But I still behave weirdly
I'm a weirdo
I continue to be strange and peculiar
You're so very special
You are important and unique to me
Contributed by Isaiah R. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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Nervous Cigarette Count:
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5:14 (The "I'm Confused" Cigerette)
9:43 (The "Back 2 Back" Cigerette)
15:52 (The "Maybe I can smoke this guy away" Cigerette)
28:16 (The "Who is this man?" Cigerette)
47:21 (The "Walk to the Park" Cigerette)
57:48 (The "Longest Stare" Cigerette)
1:06:43 (The "I'll just smoke myself to death" Cigerette)
1:18:53 (The "5-0" Cigerette)
1:24:27 (The "Last Kiss" Cigerette)
Moral of the story - Only Losers smoke Cigerettes. 🚭🚭
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