In You
Bethany Lyrics

I've been stuck in the coldest time
I've been going through a tough phase in my life and feeling emotionally drained.

Trying to find peace of mind
I've been striving to find inner peace and calmness amidst all the chaos and turmoil.

Makes ya wonder why
It's natural to question the reasons behind everything happening in life.

I should let you in
I am contemplating whether to trust and allow someone to get close to me emotionally.

Give me one, good reason why
I need a solid reason to believe that someone is worthy of my trust and affection.

Cause I know it always ends
My past experiences have taught me that relationships don't always last forever and tend to fall apart eventually.

Maybe I'm better on my own
Perhaps being alone is better for me and prevents me from getting hurt or disappointed.

But I don't trust myself
I lack confidence in my own judgment and decision-making abilities, especially regarding relationships.

Oh god I think I need help
I am in need of guidance and support to make the right choices in life.

Anytime you walk into a room
Whenever you are around, I feel a mix of emotions, both positive and negative.

It's cold inside
My heart feels empty and cold, lacking warmth and affection towards others.

And I'm just electrified
At the same time, I feel a spark of energy and excitement at the thought of being with you.

I don't wanna lose you
I am afraid of losing the connection we share and the possibility of a future together.

But I don't wanna walk this road with you tonight
However, I am not ready to fully commit and take the next steps towards a committed relationship yet.

Can't I just let you in
I wish I could trust and open up to you without any reservations or doubts.

Without having to pretend
I don't want to put up a facade or hide my true feelings for the sake of pleasing or impressing you.

I don't know what people mean
I am confused by the mixed signals and unclear intentions of others towards me.

When they tell me, they want me
When someone expresses their interest or attraction towards me, I don't know whether to believe them or not.

I guess I'm just numb to it now
I have become desensitized and emotionally detached from such situations due to past disappointments and heartbreaks.

I try not to make any sounds
I keep my thoughts and emotions to myself and avoid expressing or sharing them with others.

Cause I don't want you to put me down
I fear being rejected, criticized, or judged by others, especially someone I am interested in or care about.

Leave before I'm done
I prefer to leave or end things on my own terms rather than being rejected or abandoned by others.

There's always a chance
There is a possibility or risk involved in every relationship, and I am afraid of being hurt again.

That you could walk away
You might choose to end the relationship or leave without giving me a chance to connect and build something meaningful.

Before I get to hold your hand
Before we can establish a genuine connection and start building something meaningful and lasting.

And call you my man
Before I can commit and call you my partner or significant other.