Sweet Surrender
Beyon-D-Lusion Lyrics

(you) play the game of life
Engage in the pursuits of life

Till you go undone
Until it leads to your demise

But it feels vain again
But the effort seems pointless and unrewarding

(you) gamble with your life
Take risks with your life

Till it's undone
Until it leads to your destruction

Do never plead, she would let you beg
Never ask for mercy as you will only receive humiliation

Do never shriek, she would never hear
Screaming for help is futile, it falls on deaf ears

Do never keep, she will have you share
Do not withhold anything as she demands that you share

Do never weep, she would never care
Crying out of sadness won't make a difference because she doesn't care

No light, no air to live in
A state of darkness and suffocation

You nestle into your own hell
Seeking comfort in misery

No time, no space to live in
A feeling of being constrained and suffocated

You fondle every ache
You become fixated on your every pain

How come it feels like there's somebody else inside
Feeling like there's another person controlling you

Moralizing
Constantly being judged and scrutinized

How come it feels like there's somebody else
Feeling like there's another being influencing you

For i can feel it
Acknowledging the presence of the external force

Glows below
A sense of power emanating from within

All i need now is to feel it
The desire to fully embrace this power

Grows
The power continues to expand and strengthen within

Some light, some air to live in
A desire for relief from the suffocating darkness

Why nestling into your own hell?
Questioning the decision to find comfort in misery

Some time, some space to live in
Yearning for freedom and breathing room

And caressing every ache?
Asking why one would be fixated on pain and suffering