Close To Me
Beyonce vs. The Cure Lyrics

I've waited hours for this
I have eagerly anticipated this moment for an extended period

I've made myself so sick
My excitement has caused me physical and emotional discomfort

I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I regret waking up and facing the day's challenges

I never thought this day would end
I am surprised by how slowly time is progressing

I never thought tonight could ever be
I am amazed by the possibility of the current situation

This close to me
So close that I can feel it almost touching me

Just try to see in the dark
Attempt to gain insight despite a lack of information or visibility

Just try to make it work
Do your best to achieve positive results

To feel the fear before you're here
Experience anxiety before confronting a situation

I make the shapes come much too close
I bring things too near for my own comfort

I pull my eyes out
I push myself to the brink of my abilities

Hold my breath and wait until I shake
Pause to collect myself before continuing

But if I had your faith
If I were as confident and assured as you are

Then I could make it safe and clean
I would be able to successfully navigate this situation with ease

If only I was sure
Only if I could be certain

That my head on the door was a dream
That the obstacles blocking my path were merely an illusion

But if I had your face
If I had your countenance and demeanor

Then I could make it safe and clean
I would be better equipped to handle this situation

Oh, if only I was sure
How I wish for unwavering conviction

That my head on the door was a dream
That this challenge was not truly standing in my way