An old soul with a timeless sound, Caruso made a name for herself as a founding member and the driving force behind the critically acclaimed alt-country ensemble Freddy and Francine, whose infectious melodies and heartfelt lyrics quickly became regular installations at LA's Hotel Cafe, McCabe's Guitar Shop, and throughout southern California.
Her freelance career includes touring nationally backing up 'Wicked' star Idina Menzel, performing in The Met Theater's hit revival of 'HAIR' with Original Broadway Producer Michael Butler, and collaborations with a growing list of LA's up-and-coming talent.
After three releases in as many years, featured rotation on LA's KCRW, and cultivating a madly loyal audience for Freddy and Francine, Caruso now steps into the limelight alone with "Bravado" - a new batch of songs and a sound too big, it turns out, even for Texas.
Lonesome At LAst
Bianca Caruso Lyrics
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I would bend my knees just to feel the breeze
On the back or front, I'd go anywhere
Long as lasting he will stop to stare
I am lonesome at last
A terrible past of searching for better halves and I
Am without a wing
I'm lonesome at last
I'm lonesome at last
Uncontrollably, oh it's come to this
Why should he with her or with him,
Goddamn I have paid my dues and received the man
I want something new
Not to hold a hand
I am lonesome at last
A terrible past of searching for better halves and I
Am without a wing
Under attack
I'm lonesome at last
I'm lonesome at last
Lonesome at last
A terrible past of searching for better halves and I
Am without a wing
Under attack
I'm lonesome at last
I'm lonesome at last
I'm lonesome at last
I'm lonesome at last
The lyrics of Bianca Caruso's "Lonesome at Last" are full of emotion and describe the feeling of finally being alone after searching for something meaningful for so long. The first verse describes the singer's past behavior of being irresponsibly and effervescently drawn to men who catch her eye, going anywhere as long as they stop to stare at her. However, now she has reached a point where she is content with being lonesome and without a partner. She reflects on her past and the time she spent searching for better halves, but now she has come to a realization that she is under attack and needs to take control of her life.
In the second verse, the singer is frustrated that the men she had been with in the past have moved on and are now with other people. She feels that she has paid her dues and deserves something new and meaningful, not just to hold someone's hand. The repetition of the line "I am lonesome at last" emphasizes the singer's acceptance of her situation and helps to convey a sense of relief.
The chorus reinforces the idea that the singer is finally at peace with being alone and no longer searching for someone to complete her. The use of the phrase "terrible past" suggests that the singer has gone through some difficult experiences in her search for love, but now she has found a sense of independence and strength.
Overall, the lyrics of "Lonesome at Last" convey a powerful message of empowerment and self-acceptance, encouraging listeners to embrace their independence and find contentment within themselves.
Line by Line Meaning
Irresponsibly, effervescently
In a carefree and bubbly manner
I would bend my knees just to feel the breeze
I would do anything to experience a moment of freedom
On the back or front, I'd go anywhere
I am willing to explore any direction to find fulfillment
Long as lasting he will stop to stare
As long as someone pays attention to me, I'll follow them anywhere
I am lonesome at last
I have finally realized that my constant search for companionship has left me feeling isolated
A terrible past of searching for better halves and I
My history of seeking perfection in relationships has been painful
Am without a wing
I feel powerless and unable to fly
Under attack
I am vulnerable and feeling threatened
Uncontrollably, oh it's come to this
I have lost control and my situation has reached a breaking point
Why should he with her or with him,
I am questioning why others are finding happiness in relationships when I am not
Goddamn I have paid my dues and received the man
I have done my time in relationships and have yet to find the right partner
I want something new
I am seeking a fresh start and a new perspective on love
Not to hold a hand
I am not necessarily looking for physical touch, but rather for emotional fulfillment
Lonesome at last
I have come to terms with my loneliness
I'm lonesome at last
I have come to terms with my loneliness
Contributed by Sebastian E. Suggest a correction in the comments below.