While occasionally collaborating with high-profile acts such as Nirvana and Joan Jett, Bikini Kill was well-known for shunning major labels and the mainstream rock press. After two full-length albums, several EPs and two compilations, the band disbanded in 1998.
The band reformed in 2019.
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Outta Me
Bikini Kill Lyrics
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It's about bein' in hate
It's about not wanting to miss you
It's about wanting you dead
Push the walls open
I wanna see my memories bleed
No I don't remember you ever loving me
I think that was your fucking fantasy
Push the walls open
I wanna see my memories bleed
No I don't remember you ever loving me
I remember the back of your head
Leaving
And now I am quite sure you want
Everything everything everything Everything
Everything everything everything everything
Outta me
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The song "Outta Me" by Bikini Kill delves into the complexity of an intense, tumultuous relationship. The opening lines - "It's about bein' in love, it's about bein' in hate" - immediately set the tone for a love/hate dynamic between two people. The singer is conflicted, torn between not wanting to miss the person and wanting them dead. This juxtaposition of emotions adds a layer of intensity to the song, as it becomes clear that the relationship was very passionate, but also very destructive.
The repeated line "Push the walls open, I wanna see my memories bleed" is particularly poignant, as it suggests that the singer is trying to come to terms with their memories and the emotions associated with them. They want to confront the past head-on, even if it means reopening old wounds. The line "No I don't remember you ever loving me, I think that was your fucking fantasy" powerfully illustrates the singer's feelings of betrayal and disillusionment. They feel like the other person was living in a fantasy world, and that their love was never real.
The chorus - "Outta me, everything everything everything" - is a plea for the other person to leave the singer's life completely. They want to be free of the memories, the pain, and the emotional baggage that the relationship has left them with. Overall, "Outta Me" is a raw and emotional exploration of a toxic relationship, and the complicated feelings that come with it.
Line by Line Meaning
It's about bein' in love
This song reflects on the confusing mix of emotions that come with being in love.
It's about bein' in hate
Alongside love comes the potential for hate, which this song addresses.
It's about not wanting to miss you
Despite feeling anger towards the subject of the song, the singer still struggles with the idea of losing them.
It's about wanting you dead
The artist's emotions are so intense that they yearn for the person causing them pain to simply not exist.
Push the walls open
The artist is so overwhelmed by their emotions that it feels like the walls are closing in on them, and they need release.
I wanna see my memories bleed
The singer wants to fully embrace their emotions and confront the memories that are causing them pain.
No I don't remember you ever loving me
The singer realizes that perhaps the love they thought existed was never there in the first place.
I think that was your fucking fantasy
The artist accuses the person of projecting their own fantasies onto the artist and the situation.
I think you want everything
The artist believes that the other person is greedy and wants everything all to themselves.
I remember the back of your head
Despite the previous line, the artist still remembers details about the person even after everything that has happened.
Leaving
The singer is portraying a memory of the person leaving as if it is happening in real time.
And now I am quite sure you want
The artist is convinced that the person wants more than they already have.
Everything everything everything Everything
The repeated 'everything' emphasizes just how much the singer feels the other person is demanding of them.
Everything everything everything everything
The repetition of 'everything' mirrors the previous line and reinforces the idea of the person being controlling.
Outta me
Ultimately, the singer wants the other person and everything associated with them out of their life.
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Ponkrock Momma
It's about bein' in love
It's about bein' in hate
It's about not wanting to miss you
It's about wanting you dead
Push the walls open
I wanna see my memories bleed
No I don't remember you ever loving me
I think that was your fucking fantasy
I think you want everything
Push the walls open
I wanna see my memories bleed
No I don't remember you ever loving me
I remember the back of your head
Leaving
And now I am quite sure you want
Everything everything everything Everything
Everything everything everything everything
Outta me
María
It's about being in love
It's about being in hate
It's about not wanting to miss you
It's about wanting you dead
Push the walls open
I want to see my memories bleed
No I don't remember you ever loving me
I think that was your fucking fantasy
I think you want everything
Push the walls open
I want to see my memories bleed
No I don't remember you ever loving me
I remember the back of your head
Leaving
Now I am quite sure you want
Everything everything everything everything
Everything everything everything everything
Out of me
Morríghean_ Mei
It's about being in love
It's about being in hate
It's about not wanting to miss you
It's about wanting you dead
Push the walls open
I wanna see my memories bleed
No I don't remember you ever loving me
I think that was your fucking fantasy
I think you want everything
Push the walls open
I wanna see my memories bleed
No I don't remember you ever loving me
I remember the back of your head
Leaving
And now i am quite sure you want
Everything everything everything everything
Everything everything everything everything
Outta me
Ally Dee
This is by far my fave bikini kill song. And that is hard to choose they are such an amazing band
Stephen Velez
such an amazing song, which i've leaned on every time heartbreak dropped by.
Michelle
Saaaame. One of my long time go-tos 🖤
Julie Rodriguez
It's about bein' in love
It's about bein' in hate
It's about not wanting to miss you
It's about wanting you dead
❤️ 💔
GhostWriter305
Favorite song from them ever.
LucyLawless
Are you kidding me!!!??? FAVORITE 😍
Outta my body euphoric loving feeling when hearing this
Ponkrock Momma
It's about bein' in love
It's about bein' in hate
It's about not wanting to miss you
It's about wanting you dead
Push the walls open
I wanna see my memories bleed
No I don't remember you ever loving me
I think that was your fucking fantasy
I think you want everything
Push the walls open
I wanna see my memories bleed
No I don't remember you ever loving me
I remember the back of your head
Leaving
And now I am quite sure you want
Everything everything everything Everything
Everything everything everything everything
Outta me
Jason Perrette
My favorite Bikini Kill song
Morríghean_ Mei
Same here
timbo slice
this song makes me cry