They DJ'd extensively together from 1994-1999 but have now gone their separate ways creatively: Bill F records as part of the following production teams: Warp Technique, Friends Electric, Freeq Unique (Bitasweet Records), Makako Project (Trama/SambaLoco/Nova Vida - Brazil) & Future Mystics while Ben has found fame as Benny Ill of Horsepower Productions (Tempa).
http://billandben.bandcamp.com/album/south-of-the-river
Keep On
Bill & Ben Lyrics
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But sometimes my thoughts be making me go numb
They say I should be happy I'm a real swell guy but I'll fake a smile cuz I know that's a Lie
I been living my life like everything's alright but I promise that everything isn't black and White
I've been fighting these demons, they trouble my spirit, but I won't say nothing cuz no One wants to hear it
But really let's be honest if I'm talking bout the darkness
You would turn your head sideways and think that I was heartless
And so, I'll keep quiet, I'll keep quiet
And I don't wanna live but I don't wanna die
Imma keep on pushin' and I'll it give it my best try
Ohhhhh- Ohhhhh-
So what's the use, oh baby what's the point
It's an endless cycle and I know I'll disappoint
And so I, I'll keep quiet, I'll keep quiet
I don't have ill intentions but imma keep lying
And I don't wanna live but I don't wanna die
Imma keep on pushin' and I'll it give it my best try
Ohhhhh- Ohhhhh-
So what's the use, oh baby what's the point
It's an endless cycle and I know I'll disappoint
Why do I feel like this, why do I feel oh so pointless,
Why do I feel oh so helpless, why can't anybody help this?
The lyrics to Bill & Ben's song "Keep On" express a deep sense of inner turmoil and struggle with one's emotions and mental health. The first verse addresses the conflict between one's true feelings and the pressure to appear happy and well-adjusted. The singer acknowledges the facade they put on, faking a smile despite knowing it's not genuine. They admit that everything in life is not as simple as it seems, and they are battling their own demons silently, without anyone noticing. The fear of judgment and being labeled as heartless keeps them from openly discussing their darkness, so they choose to keep quiet and continue lying to maintain a sense of normalcy.
The chorus emphasizes a feeling of hopelessness and confusion. The singer questions the purpose and point of their existence, feeling trapped in an endless cycle of disappointment. Despite not wanting to live, they also express a reluctance to die and a determination to keep pushing forward and trying their best.
The final lines convey a sense of desperation and frustration, as the singer wonders why they feel so lost and helpless, unable to find anyone to understand or help them.
Overall, "Keep On" delves into the internal struggles that many people face, highlighting the pressure to appear happy while battling inner demons and the longing for support and understanding.
Line by Line Meaning
I know who I am and I know who I'll become
I have a clear sense of my identity and where I want to go in life.
But sometimes my thoughts be making me go numb
Occasionally, my thoughts overwhelm me to the point where I feel emotionally detached.
They say I should be happy I'm a real swell guy but I'll fake a smile cuz I know that's a Lie
Although others expect me to be constantly happy and cheerful, I pretend to be okay because I recognize it as a falsehood.
I been living my life like everything's alright but I promise that everything isn't black and White
Externally, it seems like I lead a normal life, but the reality is more complex and filled with shades of gray.
I've been fighting these demons, they trouble my spirit, but I won't say nothing cuz no One wants to hear it
I struggle with internal battles that deeply affect me, but I choose to remain silent because I believe nobody is interested in hearing about my problems.
But really let's be honest if I'm talking bout the darkness
You would turn your head sideways and think that I was heartless
Truthfully, if I were to open up about my inner struggles, you would dismiss me as cold-hearted and indifferent.
And so, I'll keep quiet, I'll keep quiet
Therefore, I will continue to keep my pain and struggles to myself.
I don't have ill intentions but imma keep lying
I do not wish harm upon anyone, but I will continue to deceive others.
And I don't wanna live but I don't wanna die
Imma keep on pushin' and I'll it give it my best try
I feel conflicted about my existence, but I will persevere and give life my utmost effort.
So what's the use, oh baby what's the point
It's an endless cycle and I know I'll disappoint
I question the purpose of it all, wondering why I should bother, as it seems like an unending cycle of disappointment.
Why do I feel like this, why do I feel oh so pointless,
Why do I feel oh so helpless, why can't anybody help this?
I struggle to comprehend the reasons behind my overwhelming feelings of emptiness, helplessness, and the lack of support from others.
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: William Benoit
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Beatnik_at_ease
did i just find my favorite dub song on Earth? wait till my homeplanet hears this
martinlach.ca
That bassline is SOO GOOD... it's beyond comprehension
Sarsy
This tune is absolute quality, a classic, but this wasn't on the South of the River LP? Bit confused
Sarsy
@Dubmission Records any more info on this 12"? Read it was an unreleased comp. called Sound of London or something like that. Nothing on discogs about it either.
Dubmission Records
You're right, not on South of the River, but came out on 12'' around that time