Melancholy
Bilmuri Lyrics

No
This single word sets the tone for the entire song, suggesting a feeling of emptiness, a lack of something, and possibly a negative or sad feeling.

I can't hide 'cause I feel so alone
The singer can't hide from their loneliness, feeling like an outcast and wanting to escape their sense of isolation.

Anything to take the edge off, so low
The singer is looking for anything that can ease their pain or provide comfort in their despairing feelings.

As I'm thinking, no one sees me
The singer feels invisible and unnoticed, as if their thoughts and emotions go unacknowledged by those around them.

Or maybe they don't care
The singer questions whether other people simply don't care about them, deepening their feelings of loneliness and disconnection.

Got me feeling like a ghost
The singer feels invisible and disconnected from the world around them, as if they are a ghost wandering aimlessly.

All they wanna do is stare
Rather than offering support or connection, the people around the singer seem to simply stare at them, further amplifying their feelings of alienation.

When the clouds seem like they're made of stone
The singer's world feels heavy and oppressive, with even the clouds seeming to weigh down on them and make life more difficult.

Oh, and I'm sitting on my own, so low
The singer is completely alone in their misery, feeling low and unable to rise above their negative emotions.

This is who I am
The singer accepts their current state of being, acknowledging that they are struggling and that this is part of who they are.

Never wanted to be stable
The singer has never strived for stability or a predictable, steady life; instead, they may have a hard time finding balance and emotional equilibrium.

Making stories in my head
The singer tends to get lost in their own thoughts, sometimes even creating elaborate stories or mental scenarios as a coping mechanism during times of distress.

Lay my heart out on the table
Despite their isolation and discomfort, the singer is open and vulnerable, sharing their true feelings and emotions rather than hiding them away.

Get me out of my head
The singer longs to escape their own thoughts and emotions, hoping to find a more peaceful, less turbulent state of mind.

Get me out of my room
The singer may be trapped in a physical or emotional space that is exacerbating their feelings of loneliness and despair, and they want to escape this environment.

So I can save myself
The singer feels that only by getting away from their current situation can they find the strength and resilience to overcome their negative emotions and improve their mental health.

'Cause I can't save myself
Despite recognizing the need to escape and find peace, the singer feels powerless to change their state of mind on their own, and yearns for support and connection from those around them.