Never Enough
BinXX Lyrics

You didn't really know, know, know, know me
You had no true understanding or knowledge of who I really am

I ani't really know, know, know, know you
I also didn't truly know or understand who you were

You didn't have clue you didn't really know
You were completely clueless and had no genuine understanding

How the fuck it go iced out feeling cold
Feeling isolated and emotionally numb despite outward appearances of success and wealth

Keep a lil bih yah she on my phone
I have a girl who keeps in contact with me through my phone

Keep it on the low, keep it on the low
Maintain secrecy and discretion about the relationship

Teardrops in my eyes I admit that
I acknowledge that I have tears in my eyes

You didn't even cry that's why I'm mad
I'm angry because you didn't shed any tears

But I keep it all
I hide and internalize all my emotions and pain

All behind me
I try to leave all my past behind

Suicide doors keep me driving
The allure of dangerous and risky behavior keeps me moving forward

Arriving to the cash
My actions lead me to financial success

Keep me living fast
The fast-paced lifestyle I lead keeps me alive and engaged

I'm just praying I don't crash
I have fears of everything falling apart and ending disastrously

Fuck it I'm attached
I'm emotionally entangled and unable to let go

I'm a psycho from my past
My past experiences have led me to have unstable and irrational tendencies

I don't need advice bitch
I don't want or require any guidance or suggestions from others

No love on my right wrist
There is no affection or love shown towards me

I'm nothing but a dream I created in your mind bitch
I am merely an illusion or figment of your imagination

I'm tracing through my my tragedies
I am revisiting and analyzing the painful events from my past

I keep on dragging fantasies to keep my mind afloat
I hold onto unrealistic dreams and imagination to maintain my sanity

Sometimes I feel like I'll never see
At times, it appears that I will never achieve or experience what I desire

Aye they keep a steady finger 'cause they always go for paintings
Others are quick to pass judgment and criticize because they only focus on surface-level impressions

Hide behind my shadows 'cause they really can not paint me
I conceal my true self and identity because others fail to understand or capture who I am

These demons come to see me but there not here just to save me
Negative influences and inner demons are present in my life, but they are not here to rescue or help me

Every-time I try, it just ends
Each time I attempt something, it ultimately leads to failure or disappointment

So
Consequently

I can't try no more, nah
I can't continue to make efforts or attempt things anymore

Every-time I just fall
I consistently stumble and experience setbacks

But I'm trying
Despite the difficulties, I am making an effort

Always on my mind I just want it to end
I constantly have thoughts and desires for everything to come to an end