Chocolate
Birote The Musical Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴

I wont amount too much to them
I held it in what have I done
I knew it I'd miss you what have I done
I hang out in front of the laundry machine
I watch the clothes swirl around and scream
My blank stare fills in the spaces you left
My heart breaks and the world makes sense
I feel you in my sweater holes
I feel you in my shoes and toes
I feel you in my gross ass hair
I feel you in the time passed by
I'll throw huge ice bags through my neighbors car doors
And chase all the mangy pigeons outside




I'll set fire to San dimas baseball field
And share chocolate in my pocket I want to share with you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Chocolate" by Birote The Musical depict a sense of disillusionment and emotional turmoil. The singer expresses a feeling of inadequacy and a fear of not meeting the expectations of others, leading to self-doubt and regret. The lines "I wont amount too much to them, I held it in what have I done" reflect a struggle with inner feelings and external pressures.


The singer reminisces about a past relationship and the pain of missing a significant other. The lines "I knew it I'd miss you what have I done" convey a sense of longing and regret for not fully appreciating the person when they were present. The act of watching clothes swirl around in a laundry machine becomes a metaphor for the chaotic and turbulent emotions swirling within the singer.


As the singer processes the absence of their significant other, they feel their presence in mundane and everyday things. The mention of feeling the person in their sweater holes, shoes, toes, and even in their hair signifies a deep emotional connection that lingers despite physical separation. This highlights the profound impact that the person had on the singer's life and their struggle to cope with the void left behind.


The lyrics take a darker turn as the singer expresses feelings of anger and recklessness. The imagery of throwing ice bags through their neighbor's car doors, chasing pigeons, and setting fire to a baseball field suggests a desire to act out and release pent-up emotions. However, amidst this chaos, there is a desire to share something as sweet and comforting as chocolate, symbolizing a yearning for connection and intimacy with the person they still hold dear in their heart.


Line by Line Meaning

I wont amount too much to them
I don't believe I will ever be valued by others like I want to be


I held it in what have I done
I kept my feelings bottled up, leading to regrets


I knew it I'd miss you what have I done
I was aware I would miss you, but I didn't act on it


I hang out in front of the laundry machine
I spend time in mundane activities, trying to distract myself


I watch the clothes swirl around and scream
I see the chaos and noise around me, reflecting my inner turmoil


My blank stare fills in the spaces you left
I stare into nothingness, feeling the void you left behind


My heart breaks and the world makes sense
Despite the pain, finding some clarity in the chaos


I feel you in my sweater holes
Finding memories of you in unexpected places


I feel you in my shoes and toes
Sensing your presence in every step I take


I feel you in my gross ass hair
Your influence lingering in every aspect of my life, even the unappealing ones


I feel you in the time passed by
Reflecting on the memories shared in the past


I'll throw huge ice bags through my neighbors car doors
Expressing anger and frustration through destructive actions


And chase all the mangy pigeons outside
Seeking a distraction from the overwhelming emotions


I'll set fire to San dimas baseball field
Feeling a desire to destroy what once held significance


And share chocolate in my pocket I want to share with you
Yearning to share simple joys with you, despite the distance between us




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Chandler Howie, Frank Macias, Neil Gross

Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
To comment on or correct specific content, highlight it

Genre not found
Artist not found
Album not found
Song not found

More Versions