caterpillar
Birth Control Lyrics


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I still see you leaving, platform number 9
Bleary-eyed, almost asleep
You looked straight through me, I gave you a sign
A whistle and out the train began to creep

And my caterpillar, time could change a thing
Must admit, I hoped it might
You've been gone so long now, meant to have a fling
Just like a real butterfly in flight

Oh, caterpillar, I love you still
I always wanted you to change
But caterpillar, I meant no ill
You seemed so awkward
And I felt so strange with you

Now I see you standing in the station yard
Independent and alone
Smiling as you see me and so self-assured
Yes, now I see how you have to grown

Oh, my caterpillar, you put me to shame
Do you think I should have known
Yeah, the way I see it, you have won this game
But please don't go and leave me on my own

Oh, caterpillar, I love you still
I always wanted you to change
But caterpillar, I meant no ill
You seemed so awkward
And I felt so strange with you

Oh, caterpillar, I love you still
I always wanted you to change
But caterpillar, I meant no ill
You seemed so awkward
And I felt so strange with you

Oh, caterpillar, I love you still
I always wanted you to change
But caterpillar, I meant no ill
You seemed so awkward
And I felt so strange

Oh, caterpillar, I love you still
I always wanted you to change
But caterpillar, I meant no ill




You seemed so awkward
And I felt so strange with you

Overall Meaning

The song "Caterpillar" by Birth Control is a nostalgic reflection on a past relationship in which the singer saw themselves as a "caterpillar" desiring change and growth, while their partner had already undergone a transformation and moved on. The opening lines describe a farewell scene at the train station, where the singer perceives their former partner as bleary-eyed and almost asleep, indicating a sense of detachment or disinterest. The singer gives a whistle, to which the train begins to slowly move away and the partner leaves, seemingly oblivious to their presence.


Throughout the song, the singer refers to their former partner as a butterfly, using it as a metaphor for their transformation and newfound independence. The singer is conflicted between their desire for their partner to change and their acceptance of them as they were, feeling uncomfortable and awkward in their company. As the song progresses, the singer acknowledges their own shortcomings and admires their partner's growth and confidence, while still expressing love and regret for what could have been. The repeated choruses of "caterpillar, I love you still, I always wanted you to change, but caterpillar, I meant no ill" convey the singer's conflicting feelings and an unfulfilled desire for transformation and growth in their own life.


Overall, "Caterpillar" is a poignant and introspective song that acknowledges the challenges of relationships and personal growth. Its use of metaphor and vivid imagery creates a sense of longing and nostalgia, while its sincere lyrics and emotional delivery capture the bittersweet nature of love and loss.


Line by Line Meaning

I still see you leaving, platform number 9
I can still picture you leaving from platform number 9


Bleary-eyed, almost asleep
Your eyes were tired and almost closed


You looked straight through me, I gave you a sign
You didn't notice me even though I tried to get your attention


A whistle and out the train began to creep
The train started moving slowly as the whistle blew


And my caterpillar, time could change a thing
I used to hope that with time, you would change like a caterpillar changes into a butterfly


Must admit, I hoped it might
I have to confess that I had high hopes for our relationship


You've been gone so long now, meant to have a fling
You've been away for a long time and I thought I would move on and have a casual relationship


Just like a real butterfly in flight
I thought you would transform into a better version of yourself, like a butterfly flying away


Oh, caterpillar, I love you still
I still love you, my dear


I always wanted you to change
But I always thought you could be better


But caterpillar, I meant no ill
I didn't mean to hurt you


You seemed so awkward
But you did seem uncomfortable and uneasy


And I felt so strange with you
And I didn't feel comfortable around you either


Now I see you standing in the station yard
Now I see you at the train station


Independent and alone
Being on your own, self sufficient


Smiling as you see me and so self-assured
You're smiling at me now and seem so confident


Yes, now I see how you have grown
I can see how much you have matured and developed as a person


Oh, my caterpillar, you put me to shame
I feel embarrassed and ashamed around you now


Do you think I should have known
I'm wondering if I should have seen this change in you earlier


Yeah, the way I see it, you have won this game
I think you have come out on top in our relationship


But please don't go and leave me on my own
But I still need you in my life, please don't leave me alone


And I felt so strange with you
Being with you made me feel uncomfortable




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Comments from YouTube:

Katin Ka

It‘s the sound of my youth at the beginning of the eighties...Love you so much Birthcontrol...

Sabine Katja Schebur

Ich liebe dieses Album! Seit Anfang der 8O er höre ich die Songs von Birth Control und kann mich nicht satt hören.

Константин Мста

Sehr gut😎

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