Matthew Tyler Musto (born November 27, 1990), professionally known as Black… Read Full Bio ↴Matthew Tyler Musto (born November 27, 1990), professionally known as Blackbear (stylized as blackbear), is an American musician, singer, songwriter, and record producer. He has released six studio albums, six EPs, one mixtape and two collaborative albums. Musto is also a member of the alternative hip hop/R&B duo Mansionz with singer-songwriter Mike Posner.

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Blackbear Lyrics

Yeah

This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally
I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends could be the death of me
I'm not ready, I'm not ready

Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name
I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe

The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me? Could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?

Yeah
Don't try to call, do not disturb, I do not want to speak
This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies
I'm just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories
I'm not ready for you to forget me

I know that I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name
I'm prayin' to a God, a God I don't believe
I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me? Could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?

This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse

Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me? Could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?

But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?

This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me

Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

Written by: Andrew Maxwell Goldstein, Matthew Tyler Musto

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Bambi732

1y↑3

Yeah. This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally
I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends could be the death of me
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name
I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe
The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me? Could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
Yeah
Don't try to call, do not disturb, I do not want to speak
This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies
I'm just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories
I'm not ready for you to forget me
I know that I'm the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so fuckin' beautiful when you say my name
I'm prayin' to a God, a God I don't believe
I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me? Could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me? Could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you're beautiful, then stab you in the back
You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me

All comments from YouTube:

shelbysushi

2y↑472

the way his voice cracks ever so slightly when he says " it sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name" sends literal shivers down my spine.

Amie Johannes

2y↑7

I heard it 😞😔

Depressive Shadow

1y↑2

@Amie Johannes Me as well.

Stacey With An E

1y↑3

I thought I was the only one

Colleen McCoy

1y↑3

The best thing is it fits into the song

GOEZY

39w

Same, it's like part of his agony in the overall song.

Iza Mils

2y↑1.8K

This song is my inner emotions. Thank you so much. I am leaving this comment here, so that in the future when someone likes or replies to it, I can be reminded of this song and how much I relate(d) to it. <3

Wild Bear♫︎✔︎

2y↑11

same

Renee

2y↑17

This comment reminds me of my ex lol

Iza Mils

2y↑7

@Renee tbh, same.

Vitsi_KuoTz

2y↑7

Come back 😁

Iza Mils

2y↑4

@Vitsi_KuoTz okay! 😍

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Mary Red

2y↑373

This song hits so hard for me... It exactly portrays my feelings about the relationship with my boyfriend. I am suffering from depression and an anxiety disorder and a lot of the time I just feel like I am bad for him because of all this negativity that comes from me...
If you have similiar problems... Stay strong, I think we'll get through this somehow<3

Iza Mils

2y↑7

I feel you. You're not alone. <3

Jme Tay

2y↑5

I get it big time!

Ian Smiley

2y↑4

Wow wow

RamaPlayz

2y↑8

hey you
yep you!!
your hope and courage are never gonna leave you
ik u can fight and push away all the problems.....u r strong enough.....stronger than your previous versions
get well soon!!
take care
god bless you!😄

Thisguygenius

2y↑3

I get it

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KiriaQuebrada

3y↑378

I love this song!! Blackbear is one of the few rappers I actually like. His songs are amazing and I wish him great success in the future.

NOVA

3y↑5

He is not a rapper tho

Dexter Pun

3y↑34

@NOVA I guess he's kinda a mix between rapper and pop singer. But does it really matter? His songs are great.

NOVA

3y↑3

@Dexter Pun kam karna

Opono

3y↑1

smack my a like a drum

Iza Mils

2y↑1

What are some other rappers that you like? You obvs have good taste if you like Blackbear. :)

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Mylissa Hall

2y↑38

This is my go to song when I take my late night drives to think about everything!! Definitely sing my heart out to it with all my windows down in the car.

Ał

This is so fucked up at least close the windows.

Devil spirit

2y↑38

This song showed me that true love can never be broken, even if their opposites ❤️

Lollipop Dragon

2y↑4

That's one of the biggest lies ever told.

Hailey Norris

3y↑241

Him singing sent chills down my spine

Puzzling Vibs

Same here

Bintho Tep

Every part of body

Majeed

3y↑384

the meaning behind this song is so deep. for people who do not listen to the lyrics on a deep level please do when you listen to this.

Miiro

3y↑32

The meaning is even different if you lived that situation. Actually hit really different, actually like a knife in the chest

Hidden Scars

3y↑13

Living through this situation myself. My ex (who I still love) sent this to me

Johnnyblox _7255

3y↑9

Im 14 and this is deep

skainzzz

3y↑13

r/Im14andthisisdeep

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Veronica Ogle

2y↑17

Trying hard to stay strong an be empathetic through watching a loved one struggle with addiction in and out of hospital and this song hit home

Smiley Yuu

3y↑495

I thought it was going to be a normal song, which I listen to and like, then I leave, but ... omg, I fell in love with this song in just a few seconds, it's so amazing, it leaves me speechless 😭❤

Urfav.💋Aliyah💋

3y↑5

Same my mom just played it in the car and I'm just like I love the song

TheDeliGames

3y↑6

@Urfav.💋Aliyah💋 OMG literally same just sitting in the car and just hearing the slightest sound and I started to listen and never stopped watching!

Jannat Ahmed

3y↑2

fr fr

minecrafter moore

3y↑4

I was listening to random songs and this song came on and I thought I should give it a chance

madi

2y↑2

haha me too!

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An Akatsuki Fangirl

2y↑28

Never in my life would this have been the first song I ever listened and guessed that he was a rapper. Even knowing this, it still shocks me he could write something so deep and meaningful.

SimplyDom

2y↑19

Love this song, hits me deep in my feelings

hu tao best gril

2y↑38

This song is relatable but also very toxic, I hope if you relate to the song and you have someone with you, you have to make sure that you're doing your best to heal yourself and do not take your special someone's love for granted. They may love you at your worst but they only have so much patience 😭

C C

2y↑18

Love this song 💜 been nonstop playing, ill never stop loving her.

Nirmala Khadka

2y↑83

"I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see" hits different!😍

nyordanova28

2y↑1

I screamed at that part fr

laddo2225

@nyordanova28why did u scream haha 😂

nyordanova28

1y↑2

@laddo2225 because it reminded me of something that make me very emotional💀But im just like that I love to listen to songs that make me sad and miserable

Braden

48w

That part made me cry

Shivam Chandra

2y↑40

That's what " love me at my worst " means, it tell all the issues like an open book. This whole feeling is on other level

manic mechanic

3y↑25

One of the most amazing songs I've ever heard , I feel like it explains my life

Koyaaaaaaaa

2y↑15

This is the song which I can totally relate to.. It just makes me feel i'm not the only one. <3

Drive637

3y↑95

Blackbear is at his best, we can't stop him and it doesn't get better than this.

F

3y↑5

Your gonna say that then he makes an album

Phntom R3APER

2y↑14

This song just amplifys my emotions and makes me feel good but sad kinda both but feels good makes me feel better then I have

Eve Nelson

1y↑10

You can hear the pain in his voice while he sings, i love this song though

Ms_Apocalypse

2y↑10

I made my scars on the inside, thinking of the fact how I'm a bleeding solider still fighting my own battles. 🖤

Sharon Hayward

3y↑21

I can definitely relate to this as I listen to the lyrics; awesome song!

Jay Parmar

2y↑21

"One day someone will hug you soo tight that all your broken pieces will stick back together"
And here i am alone, broken, depressed but still have a hope to find that one person who will say "fuck it idk what you were I love you and I'm here"

nathan kauffman

1y↑2

I prayed and prayed and prayed to find someone to love me at my worst… last year around Christmas I asked this girl to be my girlfriend and now we’re engaged and about to be married. I never thought I’d find someone that I could actually talk about my issues to and listen. But she does so much more than listen. She understands me and loves me for it. She tells me all the time that I’m so much more than her fiancé, that I’m everything to her. All I’m trying to say is just try. Sometimes in life all you can do is just try. There’s so much baggage I’ve had in my past but the one will come and make you feel special. Just simply try.

Ashley Darosa

3y↑14

What a bop im so obsessed with this track. Its relatable but its also just a beautiful song in and out every note is magic

Fin

3y↑17

This song doesn't need to be a breakup song or relationship song it can also be for a best friend type of song

sopademacaco💖

2y↑9

노래 잘 들었습니다 🥺

sarah clark

1y↑2

I love this song
SOON MUCH

the _leo child

3y↑135

I have this on repeat about 4 times or more............this sh*t is deep 😩

MalRetk

3y↑2

Hahahah me too bro! I love it! 💜

Tmi Lalthanmawii sailo

2y↑2

Me too,,,😒

idiot sandwich

2y↑2

Omg same!

Roshan Negi

just 4 ? I listened it over 1000 times😌

Marie Vulpes

3y↑60

When does Blackbear ever have a bad song. Super catchy song

Aidan Gola

2y↑1

I don't thinks he's made a bad song and I dont think he will

Jeannie Eilers

💯

Puchong Khiam

2y↑1

I love it!! It's a heart touching song🥰

Allison Ayers

2y↑3

This song is stuck in my head when ever I'm down this song cheers me up

MalRetk

3y↑9

Obsessed with this song! Love it! 💜

Manju G

I'm in love with his music and voice and the meaning just hit hard

Paul Ferris

Great song! 🎶

GeminiWolf526

1y↑3

I love this song Blackbear is awesome 😍

Dead Meat 69

3y↑2

Every song of black bear is just a hit for me

DAZZLING LIGHT

2y↑3

This song is beautiful 😊

Alicia Chapple

2y↑5

My fiancé is an addict and has relapsed. This song hits hard. I love him at his worst and hurts soo much because he doesn’t love himself at his worst and pushes me away!!!

Allison Ayers

2y↑2

Love this song!

Titanium

I can hear to this for a whole week and I would say it’s just a masterpiece

XxKikiWolffxX

2y↑2

This song says people inner feelings that they them self don’t even want to admit. This is what happens in life more than we want it to.

Blxxming Blxssxms

2y↑4

I've never related to a song this much it's so great and I listen to all Blackbeard songs ❤️❤️❤️

Lhunkhoson Haokip

3y↑4

Every song by him is hit for me

Random stuff

1y↑1

1:10- 2:05 are the best parts in my opinion❤

harleigh davison

2y↑6

This is how I feel every day of my life.

Loner Forever

Just heard this yesterday and OMG...had to play it on my system and show my son. My summer song right here!!!

VlogswithVy

2y↑5

Just finding out of this song??? Got me feeling deep emotions

LachieFN

2y↑6

From this song I feel like Blackbear is such a genuine person. 😀

The FLaRe

1y↑2

If somebody could mix this with Forget Me by Lewis Capaldi, I think it’d be insane.
Could mesh right at 1:20

Melissa Linden

2y↑4

No matter how much I listen to this song I never get bored. It is just a thing I do my fingers just go to this song I'm just addicted to it are you?

BeJOYasmr

2y↑2

I've never related to a song this much. My emotions are everywhere.

Bambi732

1y↑3

Em Cruz

3y↑7

I'm pretty sure this is my 10 time listening to this song today🖤🖤

sierra goforth

2y↑2

I love this song. It's one of my favorites. I'm leaving this comment here so when ever likes it or comments I'll come back and listen to it<3

Alicia 🫶🏽

44w

It hurts so much to realize you relate to this song

Julia Ann Hutchinson

Lovin' it blackbear

Lisha Guillermo

1y↑1

People say this reminds them of their ex, but to me it reminds me of my "best friend". I recently broke off my friendship with them and even before we officially broke off i kept blaming myself and hating myself more. Still think its all my fault but thankfully there are people that are helping me get through this.

Wasay

3y↑8

Perfection ....Amazing music

grxvs

3y↑6

blackbear is severely underrated it hurts. He's so talented. Name 1 bad song, pro tip: you can't

Summertime472

2y↑3

My boyfriend gave me this song and I listened to it and immediately got addicted to it. This song is so relatable to me and him

𐦖Ducky𐦖

1y↑12

I can relate I’m never good enough and I’ll never be perfect I wish I could say something along the lines of I’m perfect to me but it’s hard when I hate myself.

7149

Pplpll😊llpp

Alicia Hernandez Creative Writings

3y↑23

Wow first time listening the title caught my attention. Loved it sum real deep lyrics. I can relate been there did love someone at His worst but ended up being my own demise. Unconditional love is rare to bad he never noticed. Better to have loved n lost then to never loved at all . 💖💯💋

Ryden Henderson

2y↑1

I can't stop listening to this song!

axgellix

3y↑22

Blackbear is underrated! His songs are awesome and this song give me feels 🥺

axgellix

Mary Chang hello

itzAbziee

i love this song so much

Koyaaaaaaaa

2y↑14

"you prayin' i'm the one, but maybe i'm the curse" this sounds so deep and relatable. <3

Jachike Ezeudemba

2y↑2

blackbear knows how people feel

Dawn k

3y↑1

❤️❤️❤️❤️ love this song , hits deep

Juless

2y↑4

"Maybe I'm the worst,the worst you ever had tell you your beautiful then stab you in the back"hits so hard on me

Gus🪐

3y↑8

Masterpiece 🙏

No one Know's me

2y↑3

All. Thank to Spotify for recommending me this amazing song 😔❤️

Demon Killer777

2y↑3

I can feel it !😳 I have listen to so many song but this is the one im looking for

Kira Death

2y↑1

Literally me when people try getting close with me. This usually happens

Logan Sears

2y↑2

I believe in the Lord. I really like the song. How it is sang, and the music. I like the rhythm as well. I'm not an aggressive guy. Annoying I am but I also am someone who doesn't like saying no [and I never like cussing]. I don't like letting people down.

Sarah Martinson

3y↑10

My new favorite song from Blackbear !!!

Chumlano Yanthan

Me too

hjuoowou560

YESSSS

Daniel Archer

2y↑1

“I showed you all my scars that I let no body see” I can relate to that

hjuoowou560

Same i let my boyfriend see my scars bc i love him

minecrafter moore

3y↑9

I swear black bear could describe any emotional state

shaz aijaz

2y↑1

I love ur songs keep it up

Cloudy_bubbles

2y↑5

I cant stop listening to this song it's so me and I'm in love and such a good song

CBB_JOKER24 DP motor sports

3y↑101

I had to love her at her worst everyday but as soon as i had a hard time she left everytime

Destroyer RW

3y↑1

What is the tine stamp of this verse?

Christian

3y↑5

@Destroyer RW it’s not it his own life 🤦‍♂️

Destroyer RW

Oh ok mb

𝔏𝔬𝔰𝔢𝔯𝔐𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔠..

Wow

Allison Ayers

Cheers me up and calms me down

Taco

1y↑1

My boyfriend broke up with me recently and he called me beautiful every single morning, and then he broke up with me randomly without an explanation to fix himself and I tried to help when he needed me, so this song reminds me so much of him. My bff showed me this song to help me get over him

Stephanie Williams

2y↑1

When you love someone, you can always love them at their worst and best and everything in between. Trying to fix, hurt, or stab them in the back is never ok though.

Aimen

3y↑27

Hits harder when you're not around ~

INFIE_Games

2y↑2

This song Inspires me I don't know what for or anything it just does.

Lara Lluch

2y↑8

If someone can love y at your worst, then they really love u...

Aidan Gola

2y↑3

Going through a breakup rn and this helped for some reason so thanks ❤

that mobile player

2y↑1

He wrote best songs ngl

SpaceVibes

3y↑4

Ele nunca erra mano

SpaceVibes

Concordo Anna do passado

Your Canadian Artist

2y↑1

This song is a killer..I was not expecting this!

NNN

2y↑2

blackbear is so underrated

qwerty lowbubble

3y↑3

Love it.

xluvbootsx

This is the best song ever, I love it!

Ninja Randy

3y↑5

This song is sooooo amazing 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

syed kabir

3y↑234

"i showed u all my scars that i let nobody see " uff this line hit hard

Urfav.💋Aliyah💋

3y↑1

I agree

Urfav.💋Aliyah💋

@2664k Wtf he is not

Shelly Landry

It hurted

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Cloudy_bubbles

2y↑3

I'm playing over and over and over again

Priscilla D S

3y↑2

All believing in his voice came here to share love✌️

quibblcredit

2y↑2

LOVE THIS

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