Lost
Blackout Lyrics

You don’t care for me at all
Passion shows in how we fall apart
The tears sit upon your face again
But I’m talking mirror cause you left with him
How’d we get here now I’m lost within

Baby can we take this from the start
I’m begging you don’t close out your heart
To me you belong next me this is a mess I’ll clean we could never lose love cause baby you’re my ecstasy
It’s like I’ve hitchhiked my whole life from cold strife
And known lies but those eyes still showed ice that froze me in my tracks even Alaska shook twice
Pain dont begin to describe it
Still you brought it in uninvited
I even played pretend we’d get by it
Must be my fault cause I’m the only one trying
The sick part is you are the reason
You chose him as I chose the grieving
Now my pen exposes the scheming
That I hid in my brain I’m bleedin
Of course this from the heart I gotta settle the reason within the darkest of my thoughts I never seen you a demon
Maybe that’s blind love,
But how the fuck does that justify you cheating?

Why do I still want you back? There’s a knife in mine but I’ll still pardon the facts
Call me crazy for you I know were maniacs
Inception in tracks im pleading to the void baby just ask
Lets bend the truth and make the rules
We’ll make it through I hate lose
I’ll throw the game and give my name to you
Instead I’m screaming at the world
What the fuck have we come to

Guilt on my conscious feel unresponsive/ deal in the cautious reveal all the nonsense/ chose to kill what was built on the longest/ unveil what right or wrong is/ she said y’all called it a timeout/ I find out what she was lying about/ the time how doesn’t change all lying ‘round/ cuz she’s mine now I know it’s fucken with your mind now/ the death blow ‘suming your the best stroke/ nothing special even less though you chest froze/ from a threat so dead cold the best hold won’t let go of your neck slow/ tryna play the victim leaving her those nights sitting/ drowning in emotions ankle weights with no chance of swimming/ pretending then bringing her the taste of other bitches kisses and other niggaz Mrs/ fuck yes I’ve done some of the dirt too/ I hurt you as boys my thoughts occur to/ and circle ‘round a decision that was hurtful/ karma’s inertial moves different from a bird’s view/ shit ain’t what it seems to be when in between the right or wrong distinguishing/ certain things from your dreams faded reflections in the mirror when you sing/