Here I Am
Blaze Ya Dead Homie Lyrics

Here I am
I am present and ready.

I'm right here dawg
I am here, and I am one of your own.

Well here I am
I am present and accounted for.

I'm right here nigga
I am here, and I am a black man.

I'm right here bitch
I am here, and I am unapologetically myself.

And I'm runnin' with a hatchet
I am a member of the Juggalo community and I am unafraid to defend myself.

Well here I am, a lunatic from head to toe
I am a crazy person through and through.

I sleep in caverns with the dead, but don't let nobody know
I have secrets that I keep from others, and I am comfortable with darkness and death.

That I'm not your ordinary, average, every day type person
I am unique and not like everyone else.

We keep it live while y'all niggas be rehearsin'
We are authentic and real, while others fake it.

Cursin' us, hopin' that we disappear
People dislike us and wish we would go away.

But we been in the game for so many, many years
We have been around for a long time and are not going anywhere.

That we never gon' stop and we never gon' fade
We will continue doing what we do and will never go away.

Twiztid in this bitch with the juggalo serande
Twiztid is one of us and together we create music for the Juggalo community.

Vampire, serial killa with an axe
I have a dark and dangerous personality, much like a vampire or a serial killer, and I carry an axe for protection.

I'm a maniac
I am crazy and unpredictable.

Scarin' niggas straight into a heart attack
I am so terrifying that I could give someone a heart attack just by being myself.

Life is like a relapse
Life is unpredictable and can always take a turn for the worse.

Can you see that?
Can you understand what I am saying?

My name is Jamie Madrox, represented by the bat
I am Jamie Madrox and I am represented by the image of a bat.

Dark night, dark skies
The night is dark and the skies are ominous.

Milk white eyes
My eyes are white, like milk, and may be indicative of blindness or a supernatural quality.

People of the sunlight better be advised
Those who are not like me, who are not creatures of the dark, should be wary of my presence.

There's a new breed of killa on the street today
I am a new type of killer, different from what has come before.

Where my dead thugs?
Where are my friends who have died violently?

Who jack fools and slang drugs
Who commit crimes and sell drugs.

And call each other blood and 'cause
Who refer to each other as family and who value loyalty highly.

Who ain't afraid to ride through the hood with a piece in they lap
Who are brave enough to drive through dangerous areas with a gun in their lap for protection.

I'm just a killa bitch, you don't wanna a nigga on the ground
I am a dangerous person, and those who try to cross me may regret it.

Life is cold like a 4-0-Z
Life is harsh and unforgiving, like the experience of drinking 40 oz beer.

Only thugs and killas be the ones down to ride with me
Only other dangerous people will want to associate with me, and I am okay with that.

Where my killas at?
Where are the other dangerous people like me?

Shootin' up right back
Engaging in violence and retribution.

And all you bitch muthafuckas, you can get the nutsac
I have no patience for weak and cowardly people.

Things change in the hood fast, can't think slow
Life in poor neighborhoods is constantly changing, and one must be quick-witted to survive.

Stay away from all the busta ass bitches and hoes
Avoid weak and promiscuous people who will only drag you down.

And for the 5-0
And for the police.

Gimme the slugs and the rifle
Give me ammunition and a gun.

I turn a pig into a sloppy joe
I will kill a police officer and make a mess of his body.

No bitch in blue gonna tell me shit
I refuse to comply with the authority of the police.

I hope your badge can protect ya from the shotgun, bitch
I am threatening the police, saying that even their badges may not be enough to keep them safe from me.

From the cradle to the grave and the end of time
For my entire life and beyond, I will be who I am.

I hold it down, ask me where I'm at nigga, you know the time
I am in control of my life and my identity, and those who know me understand who I am and where to find me.

I rock the wicked with my nigga big Blaze and Madrox
I make music with my friends Big Blaze and Madrox that appeals to those with a dark and wicked taste in music.

You can try to shake my gates and can't fade my padlocks
You can try to change who I am and what I stand for, but you will not succeed.

You see me represent my hood and my homies for mad blocks
I am loyal to my neighborhood and my friends, and will represent them for life.

Here to slaughter all you fake ass Biggie's and 2Pac's
I am here to defeat other rappers who pretend to be tough and violent, like Notorious B.I.G. and Tupac Shakur.

Two glocks, it ain't enough, you better hit the streets hard
Even two guns may not be enough to keep me safe, so I must be constantly vigilant.

And pray that I don't catch you and find you a graveyard
Those who cross me should fear for their lives, because I will harm them.

I'm a psycho thug
I am both mentally unstable and dangerous.

Fuck your iced out mug
I am not impressed by anyone's wealth or status symbols.

I spend my money on a casket and some fat ass buds
I invest in death and drugs, rather than traditional comforts or luxuries.

I slip your girl a little drug and now she's sleepin' with me
I have taken advantage of someone's girlfriend by drugging her and sleeping with her without her consent.

And when she finally came around, the bitch called the police
When the woman realized what had happened, she reported me to the authorities.

I'm a generation X reject from '85
I come from the generation known as X, and I have been rejected by society since 1985.

With a pack of 'Ports, a fresh ass mullet, and 9 lives
I smoke cheap cigarettes, have a stylish hairstyle, and have survived many difficult situations.

I'm disguised and disgusted
I am hidden behind a mask or other persona to protect myself, and I am sickened by society in general.

Don't get yo' shit busted
Don't get yourself into trouble.

And that one bitch that I trusted
There was one person I trusted, but even they let me down.

I bucked her with my musket
I killed her with my weapon.

Am I really hard to find? Well, here I am
I may be elusive, but ultimately I am present and not hiding from anyone.

Conjure like the spirits and Ouija's from other lands
I am connected to supernatural forces and have occult knowledge.

And I'm runnin' with a hatchet!!
I am a Juggalo, and I am always armed and ready to defend myself.