The Sleepwalkaz much like 2 Krazy Devils never really went anywhere and the group was forced to split up. Skrapz went on to do another project with the R.O.C and Blaze went on to hookup with Twiztid and form I.S.I. I.S.I never really did much, a few tracks were recorded by the group but when Violent J of the Insane Clown Posse approached Twiztid for a record deal on Psychopathic Records, they gladly took the offer. This was after the fact that I.S.I as recording artist were pretty much done with and basically had just become a crew of homeboys from the 7 Mile (Twiztid's old neighborhood).
Blaze kept doin his thing underground until Twiztid was able to offer him a solo career on Psychopathic. Blaze accepted and was soon on his way to underground stardom. He recorded his first self titled album on Psychopathic. Blaze has the sound of an old school hardcore ruthless street thug from the early 90's. Blaze's next album was his first length LP called "1 Less G In The Hood cuz i shot that guy in the face with an hatchet". This release was a little more experimental in Blaze's sound. Some guitar was thrown in the mix but all in all the album still stayed true to the "gangsta" image Blaze had created. After he released his 2nd album, he retired for about a year. He then came back into the business, becoming a member of the supergroup Dark Lotus and also recorded his third solo album 'Tha Undying' under his new name Colton Grundy.
Blaze and his label mate Anybody Killa are very close friends, and ABK has been Blaze's hypeman at numerous live shows. ABK and Blaze have since formed a group called Drive-By. Pony Down (Prelude) was released early October 2005. This album has extreme bass lines and has a slower old school sound.
Since ABK has left Psychopathic Records, it is yet to be seen what will happen with the project. As of the latest Gathering of the Juggalos (2006), it was officialy confirmed that Drive-By was 'dead'..
Discography
2 Krazie Devils
-Flipped Insanity (1996)
Blaze Ya Dead Homie
-Blaze Ya Dead Homie EP (2000)
-1 Less G N Da Hood (2001)
-Psychopathics from Outer Space 2 (2003)
-Colton Grundy: The Undying (2004)
-1 Less G N Da Hood : Deluxe G Edition (2006)
-Clockwork Grey (2007)
Drive-By
-Pony Down (2005)
Internet and Concert Singles
-Children of the Wasteland(2001)
-Foo Dang (2002)
-Dead Body Man (2002)
-Mama, I Ain't Changed (2004)
-Look Out (2006)
If I Fall
Blaze Ya Dead Homie Lyrics
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I always thought to myself what it would be like to die
Today I'm more dead than a doornail
Whether I succeed or fail, only time will tell
And if I ever fall short of the gold
I'll fall back on a nickel-plated chrome and take everything you own
I'm a pure-bred hustler, gang-bang affiliated
I pack a heater bitch, this ain't entertainment
[Chorus:]
If I fall only time will tell
And if I fall of out of control
My pockets is bound to swell
If I keep reppin' the cheese, will they feel me?
You know you know it my nigga'
That's treal best believe me
The shadow, back up in you like a pap-smear
No I'm not a player, wearing sweaters made of cashmere
With matching boots
I came for the loot, I'm riding shotgun and bitch
I'm prepared to shoot
Duck low unless you want to get hit with the blast
I'll blow a motherfuckers hair in and out his baseball hat
And if I catch him hard grinding with some shit that's fat
I'm gonna lay him on his back, you bitches better believe that
[Chorus]
Fall down, if I fall, get back up again
I'm gonna get back up again, when will this ride be over
Did it begin, no more slipping
Yo' I had it up to here, cause I've had enough
This s***'s all fucked up
When times get tough you need to pick yourself up, and brush off
I'm not afraid to fall, I fell, got up
Kept moving while my body repeatedly got shot up
I even tried to stand up
After taking a the clip and a half from a bitch-ass rocking a ski mask
In a dark alleyway, I was killed on a Sunday night
Body recovered on a Monday
News covered the gun play
The same dude that killed me,
Dead body discovered in the subway
[Chorus]
Madrox and I'm round like the earth
I done fell so many times, I'm accustomed to all the hurt
No work, and no jobs, and people are unemployed
Most of the people just filling the void
And I'm one of them
Just because I'm in front of them
Mean I'm ahead of the game
And when you clear away the shit, we basically all the same
All going against the grain and hope for some better days
In the meantime, we all just trying to maintain
[Chorus]
The lyrics to Blaze Ya Dead Homie's song If I Fall is about his life as a gangster, discussing his thoughts on life and death and the risks he takes in his dangerous lifestyle. He is a hardcore gang member who packs heat and is prepared to take down anyone who stands in his way. He's a hustler who if he falls, will get back up again and continue to climb to the top, and if he ever falls short, he'll make his money through thievery. The song is also about the struggles of everyday life, as shown through Madrox's verse, where he talks about how everyone is filling the void, trying to stay ahead and struggling to maintain.
The chorus of the song is a statement of resilience, a declaration that no matter what happens, he'll keep going. If he falls, time will tell whether he'll succeed or fail, but he's going to give it his all. He's going to keep repping the cheese, and his pockets are bound to swell this way. He knows people will feel him and that he's one step ahead of his competition.
Line by Line Meaning
Ever since back when I was alive
Since my days of being alive I've always thought about what it would be like to die.
I always thought to myself what it would be like to die
I always wondered about death.
Today I'm more dead than a doornail
I feel dead inside.
Whether I succeed or fail, only time will tell
I'm unsure of my future.
And if I ever fall short of the gold
If I ever fail.
I'll fall back on a nickel-plated chrome and take everything you own
I'll do whatever it takes to succeed and gain wealth.
I'm a pure-bred hustler, gang-bang affiliated
I'm a hustler who associates with gang members.
I pack a heater bitch, this ain't entertainment
I carry a gun and this is no joke.
If I fall only time will tell
If I fail, only time will tell.
And if I fall of out of control
If I fail completely.
My pockets is bound to swell
I'll succeed financially.
If I keep reppin' the cheese, will they feel me?
If I keep being successful, will people notice me?
You know you know it my nigga'
You know it's true, my friend.
That's treal best believe me
It's real, you better believe it.
The shadow, back up in you like a pap-smear
I'll return to you unexpectedly.
No I'm not a player, wearing sweaters made of cashmere
I'm not a player who wears expensive clothing.
With matching boots
My boots also match my clothing.
I came for the loot, I'm riding shotgun and bitch
I'm here for the money and I'll ride shotgun.
I'm prepared to shoot
I'm ready to shoot if necessary.
Duck low unless you want to get hit with the blast
Get down or you'll be hit with my gun.
I'll blow a motherfuckers hair in and out his baseball hat
I'll shoot someone so hard it'll blow their hair out of their hat.
And if I catch him hard grinding with some shit that's fat
If I catch someone with valuable items.
I'm gonna lay him on his back, you bitches better believe that
I'll take them down and you better believe me.
Fall down, if I fall, get back up again
If I fail, I'll keep going and try again.
I'm gonna get back up again, when will this ride be over
I'll keep trying, but when will it end?
Did it begin, no more slipping
When did this all start? I can't slip up anymore.
Yo' I had it up to here, cause I've had enough
I'm fed up with everything.
This s***'s all fucked up
Everything is messed up.
When times get tough you need to pick yourself up, and brush off
When times get hard, you need to keep moving and not give up.
I'm not afraid to fall, I fell, got up
I'm not scared of failure, I've failed before but got back up.
Kept moving while my body repeatedly got shot up
I kept going even though I was physically hurt.
I even tried to stand up
I tried to stand up after being shot.
After taking a the clip and a half from a bitch-ass rocking a ski mask
Someone shot me with a large amount of bullets.
In a dark alleyway, I was killed on a Sunday night
I was murdered on a Sunday night in a dark alley.
Body recovered on a Monday
My body was discovered the next day.
News covered the gun play
The media covered the shooting.
The same dude that killed me,
The same person who shot me.
Dead body discovered in the subway
My dead body was found in a subway station.
Madrox and I'm round like the earth
My name is Madrox and I'm widespread.
I done fell so many times, I'm accustomed to all the hurt
I've failed many times and I'm used to the pain.
No work, and no jobs, and people are unemployed
Many people are without employment.
Most of the people just filling the void
They're trying to fill the emptiness they feel.
And I'm one of them
I'm one of those people.
Just because I'm in front of them
Just because I'm ahead of others.
Mean I'm ahead of the game
Doesn't mean I'm successful.
And when you clear away the shit, we basically all the same
We're all equal at the core.
All going against the grain and hope for some better days
We're all going against the norm and hoping things will improve.
In the meantime, we all just trying to maintain
In the meanwhile, we're all struggling to keep going.
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: Adrian Fenton, Gary Anthony James Webb
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