My Halo
Blinded Colony Lyrics


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This very day you'll take a last breathe and leave me
I've scrubbed myself 'til bleed
I cannot make the tiniest mistake, 'cos you'll stab me
You turn lambs to murderers

What? Who shut the light?
My halo used to shine all bright! But now...
I've dug out myself in search of worms way deep inside
What now?

Clean, I can never be
Perfection
I hunt but will never catch
Hypochondria, I make a monster of myself because of forbidden fruit

What? Who shut the light?
My halo used to shine all bright! But now...
I've dug out myself in search of worms way deep inside
What now?





My halo used to shine

Overall Meaning

all bright, but now it seems that it's lost its luster. The singer is addressing someone who they believe is going to die soon, and they are obsessively trying to make sure that they don't make any mistakes that could lead to harm. The line "You turn lambs to murderers" implies that the person they are addressing has the power to corrupt the innocent--that they are dangerous.


The singer seems to feel a tremendous amount of pressure to be perfect--"I cannot make the tiniest mistake", "Clean, I can never be, perfection". They also seem to struggle with some kind of anxiety disorder--"Hypochondria, I make a monster of myself because of forbidden fruit". The line "What now?" suggests that they are at a loss for what to do next--perhaps they have exhausted all their resources in trying to be perfect and now they are left with nothing.


The repeated line "My halo used to shine all bright!" adds an extra layer of meaning to the song--perhaps the singer used to be someone who was admired and respected, but now they feel like they have lost all of that. They have "dug out" parts of themselves in search of "worms way deep inside"--maybe they feel like they have to go through this painful process of self-examination in order to find some kind of redemption.




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