Cacumen (1972-1986)
In 1972 in the West German town of Ingolstadt a teenage guitarist, Hans Ziller, put together a rock band called Cacumen with his brother Karl, who also played guitar, and gathered a group of friends to complete the band. The name of the group was from a school test Hans had taken; it translates from Latin to mean "the top of a mountain". For the next six years the band played at local small venues but had a fan base in their home town. In 1978 the group consisted of Hans and Karl on guitars, Horst Maier on guitar (in 1983, Horst's last name would become Maier-Thorn), Hans Hauptmann on bass and Hans Forstner on drums. The band was seeking a replacement singer at that time; Claus Lessmann, a fellow student of Hans', was hired.
Claus was previously in the bands Ginger and Sunset, was known for his harmonic vocals and fit in perfectly with Cacumen. With this line-up, the band had a chance to start branching out to venues outside Ingolstadt. A recording entitled Riding Away was made, which featured the song Wintertale on the flip side in 1979. The group used this opportunity to begin touring clubs, schools and even parking lots. The fan base grew and Cacumen was finally signed to an independent label. At this time, Karl departed the group. The self titled Cacumen album was released in 1981 and featured a new version of Riding Away.
Cacumen got in contact with Hanns Schmidt-Theissen, who owned a small music studio (Hanns had played with the group on the Riding Away single and was supporting the band at live venues on keyboards). Since funds were low, Hanns helped them out; they recorded the album Bad Widow at his studio in Rodgau / Germany in 1982. Hanns also tried to get the group a contract but was unsuccessful.
The fan base of the band was growing and more performances were planned. In 1983, Robert Prskalowicz replaced Hans Hauptmann on bass and this group became the well-known Cacumen band. The group was later signed by BMG and received a make-over; Robert and Hans Forstner were no longer members as of March 1985, after departing upon deciding they couldn't commit to the group full time. Their replacements were Joerg Deisinger (previously with Rascal and Dynasty) on bass and Dominik Huelshorst from Darxon on drums. The group also donned the stereotypical image of an 80s hard rock group. Finally, the company requested a name change, as they thought Cacumen would be too difficult to pronounce and not as marketable a name as they desired. After a brainstorming session the name Bonfire was chosen, which came into effect in May 1986.
Bonfire, the First Coming (1986-1994)
Bonfire's worldwide début album, Don't Touch the Light, was released in June 1986. During recording of the follow-up album, in May 1987, Dominik was fired due to musical differences and Bonfire proceeded to release their next album, Fireworks, as a quartet, the drums being recorded by Ken Mary from Fifth Angel. Two versions of this album exist: the worldwide version and the North American version (the cover of which features the four members as well as the song 'You Make Me Feel', taken from their début album).
Between the second and third albums, Bonfire went through many changes. Although Tommy Wagner performed on drums for a TV spot, a new drummer needed to be hired. In December 1987, Edgar Patrik from Sinner, Samson and Tyran Pace joined. In July 1988, during the Fireworks Tour, Horst had to leave due to his rheumatism becoming too much of a crippling factor to play guitar on stage. Taking his spot in August was Angel Schleifer, formerly of Doc Savage, Red Alert, Sinner, Mad Max, Pretty Maids and Helter Skelter. The tour proceeded and at its completion the band settled down to collaborate for a new album. At this time, Hans had problems with the record company and the band's management, due in part to his family commitments at the time. Albeit with reluctance, he was fired from the group in June 1989 due to the lack of commitment and Bonfire carried on as a quartet. Bonfire's first two albums were the only to be released commercially in North America.
Despite the business decision, Claus and Hans maintained a great friendship. When Hans formed his own group, Claus was asked to write songs as well as perform vocals. The record company wouldn't allow him to do so, however, leaving Hans to find a replacement singer for his new band, EZ Livin'.
The decision to remove Hans from Bonfire troubled Claus, and after many failed attempts to break through in the North American scene and what he deemed was a failure of a fourth album, Claus left the band on September 25, 1992. His announcement was not unexpected, but did leave the remaining members the decision of who should take his place. One vocalist the group has interest in was Michael Bormann, vocalist for Letter X and his own side-project Jaded Heart, who had also previously been a member of High Voltage and the J.R. Blackmore Group. Although he was willing to sing with Bonfire, he was committed to his two other projects, so the group continued looking. Unsuccessful attempts to find a full-time vocalist led to Michael eventually becoming the new front-man of Bonfire in March 1993. He departed Letter X but remained with Jaded Heart.
Despite having a new vocalist, Bonfire seemed to be stagnating; their record company refused to release any new material that did not have Claus singing and grunge was an emerging new scene. The band suspected the end was nigh, so a live album that featured concert recordings from the Point Blank Tour and Claus on vocals was released. The album Michael had performed on was shelved (albeit to be released later as a bootleg entitled 'Bonfire - End of an Era Demos') and Bonfire performed for the last time on the 29th of July 1994, without officially breaking up.
Claus & Hans - Lessmann/Ziller to Ex (1992-1996)
While Bonfire were attempting to continue with their new lead vocalist, Claus reunited with Hans after he left the band and together they became Lessmann/Ziller in 1992, with Hans disbanding EZ Livin'. In 1993 they released an EP entitled Glaub Dran, which featured lyrics entirely in German. This was followed by a few single releases, of songs not present on the initial recording. The duo's following was slowly growing, but not in accordance with initial expectations. In 1995, Lessmann/Ziller evolved to become a group called Ex, and in May featured Joerg Deisinger on bass and Dominik Huelshorst on drums, almost a reunion of the 1986 Bonfire line-up. Claus and Hans realized that their best chance at recapturing their fan base was to become Bonfire again.
The Return of Bonfire - Charade Emerges (1996-2000)
In 1996, Claus and Hans decided to start legal proceedings to get the rights to the Bonfire name and their music from 1986 to 1992. On July 3rd, 1994, a one-time payment was made to the remaining Bonfire members and Claus and Hans renamed their Ex project to Bonfire. They reissued Glaub Dran, with additional songs in English, in 1996. In 1997 they hired Chris Lausmann (Affair and Frontline) on guitar and keyboards, Uwe Kohler (Black Tears, Paradise Leaf, Big Apple, Lipstikk, Blitzkrieg, British Steel) on bass, and Jurgen Wiehler (Backdoor Affair, Heaven Sent, Chain Reaction, Loud & Proud, EZ Livin', Parish Garden, Wet Paint and 88 Crash) on drums.
Michael and Angel also got back together in 1997, with a desire to release the shelved Bonfire album they had recorded in 1993. Joerg was not interested in being involved and Edgar had other commitments, so the reunion was a duo, and due to Claus and Hans owning the Bonfire name Michael and Angel decided to call themselves Charade. The previously shelved album was then released in 1998 in Japan, later becoming a highly sought after item. The duo continue to work together.
Worldwide exposure (2001-)
Since 1996, Bonfire has released at least one album each year and their fan base has grown, surpassing their 1980s popularity. Chris left the group in 2002 but the remaining members continued. After successfully gaining the rights to their pre-Bonfire material in 2004, the band released a five-part CD series called The Early Days. Parts 1 to 3 were reissues of the Cacumen albums, part 4 was the EZ Livin' album and part 5 was the Lessmann/Ziller album, each disc also featuring bonus material.
In 2006, Bonfire celebrated their 20th anniversary and Chris Limburg (Vice, Wet Paint and Lustfinger) took on a role as co-guitarist. A rock opera album entitled 'The Rauber' was released in 2008. A special DVD of the opera performance-- which also featured new music videos of several of the songs from the album-- was released soon afterwards and included a remixed version of their song 'You Make Me Feel'. This new version of the song is featured on the PlayStation game Sing Star.
January 15th 2009 saw the return of Dominik Huelshorst, when Jürgen left the band unexpectedly, followed by a long anticipated return to the North American stage, as the band performed at the Rocklahoma Festival on July 12th in Pryor, Oklahoma, USA.
On March 25th, 2010, Bonfire were signed to Universal Music. The album 'Branded' was released on January 22nd, 2011. The new second guitarist of Bonfire is Frank Pané, member of the German metal band Solemnity and ex-member of Red to Grey, and Valley's Eve.
In 2016, Bonfire celebrated their 30th anniversary and a new double album, Pearls, released on UDR/Warner on 18 March 2016. This recording featured past band hits that were re-recorded. At the beginning of July it was announced that Reece and the band had mutually agreed to part ways. To fill in the vacancy Michael Bormann was announced as the new frontman, but he was not be able to join the group for a few months. Alexx Stahl of Purple Rising and Roxxcalibur agreed to be a temporary singer to fulfill the band's commitments until Bormann's arrival. During that time the group agreed that Stahl put a lot of effort in to the performances, so it was agreed all around that he would become the full-time lead vocalist.
2022 - German rockers Bonfire consisting of lead vocalist Alexx Stahl, lead guitarists Hans Ziller and Frank Pané, bassist Ronnie Parkes and drummer Fabio Alessandrini have unveiled a video for their new single “Freedom Is My Belief” from their upcoming album Point Blank MMXXIII.
Band members:
Current members
Hans Ziller – lead and rhythm guitars, talkbox, backing vocals (1972–1989, 1996–present)
Frank Pané – rhythm and lead guitars, backing vocals (2015–present)
Ronnie Parkes – bass, backing vocals (2015–present)
Alexx Stahl – lead vocals (2016–present)
Fabio Alessandrini – drums, percussion (2022–present)
Charade
* Michael Bormann - lead vocals, acoustic guitar (1997–present)
* Angel Schleifer - lead guitar, keyboards, programming (1997–present)
Former Members of Bonfire / Cacumen
* Karl Ziller - guitars (1972–1980)
* Hanns Schmidt-Theißen - keyboards (circa 1977-1980)
* Hans Hauptmann - bass (circa 1972-1982)
* Hans Forstner - drums (circa 1972-1986)
* Robert Prskalowicz - bass (1982–1986)
* Horst Maier-Thorn - lead guitars, rhythm guitars, backing vocals (circa 1972-1988)
* Michael Bormann - lead vocals, acoustic guitar (1993–1994)
* Angel Schleifer - lead guitar, acoustic guitar, backing vocals (1988–1994)
* Joerg Deisinger - bass, backing vocals, mouth drums (1986–1994)
* Edgar Patrik - drums, percussion, backing vocals (1987–1994)
* Chris Lausmann - rhythm guitar, lead guitar, keyboards, backing vocals (1992–2002)
* Jürgen Wiehler - drums, percussion, backing vocals (1997–2009)
Bonfire's official website
Hard to Say
Bonfire Lyrics
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Holding on, you must let go
We never do what we should do
Don't know why
Give a smile, but you could cry
Live it up, when you wanna die
We're all mad in our own way, ain't that right?
It's setting tough sometimes
To say what's on your mind
Because every day we lose a day of our life
(Chorus:)
And sometimes I wonder why
As time goes by and by
Living lies, it's hard to say goodbye
Play the game with a loaded dice
All for free, you will pay the price
Stuck in the middle of some homemade, selfish dream
Keep it, while you should give it back
Say it's white, but you know it's black
Little by little we start losing our way
On and on we go
'Til we don't ask no more
If it's wrong or right, do we really care?
(Chorus)
Life goes by so fast
You can't stop the wheels of time
Once the die is cast
You just lay it on the line
(2 x Chorus)
The lyrics of Bonfire's song "Hard to Say" explore the theme of inner conflict and the struggle to stay true to oneself. The verses depict a series of contradictions and paradoxes that reflect the complexity of human emotions and motivations. The lines "Saying yes, but you mean no, Holding on, you must let go" embody the struggle between desire and reason, between the heart and the mind. The phrase "Live it up when you wanna die" suggests that sometimes we indulge in self-destructive habits to escape reality or to fulfill a temporary pleasure. The line "We're all mad in our own way, ain't that right?" acknowledges the universal nature of our flaws and idiosyncrasies, and invites us to embrace our imperfections with humor and humility.
The chorus repeats the theme of self-deception and the difficulty of facing the truth. The line "Living lies, it's hard to say goodbye" emphasizes the pain and challenge of letting go of our illusions and acknowledging the reality around us. The metaphor of the "loaded dice" and the warning "All for free, you will pay the price" suggest that we often take risks without weighing the consequences, and that we end up paying a high price for our recklessness. The final lines of the chorus convey a sense of resignation and fatalism, as if to suggest that life is a game with fixed rules and outcomes, and that we have little control over our fate.
Overall, Bonfire's "Hard to Say" is a poignant and introspective song that invites us to reflect on our own contradictions and struggles, and to embrace the complexity and fluidity of our inner world.
Line by Line Meaning
Saying yes, but you mean no
Agreeing when you don't want to
Holding on, you must let go
Releasing control and moving on
We never do what we should do
Ignoring our responsibilities
Don't know why
Lacking understanding of our own behavior
Give a smile, but you could cry
Putting on a happy face while hiding emotions
Live it up, when you wanna die
Acting carefree despite inner turmoil
We're all mad in our own way, ain't that right?
Acknowledging that everyone has their own issues
It's setting tough sometimes
Expressing difficulty in speaking up
To say what's on your mind
Being honest about feelings
Because every day we lose a day of our life
Recognizing the importance of time
And sometimes I wonder why
Questioning decisions made
As time goes by and by
Acknowledging the passage of time
Living lies, it's hard to say goodbye
Struggling to let go of dishonesty
Play the game with a loaded dice
Manipulating situations for personal gain
All for free, you will pay the price
Expecting something for nothing at a cost
Stuck in the middle of some homemade, selfish dream
Being trapped in a self-centered mindset
Keep it, while you should give it back
Holding onto things that don't belong to you
Say it's white, but you know it's black
Lying about the truth
Little by little we start losing our way
Slowly losing direction in life
On and on we go
Continuing down a path without thought
'Til we don't ask no more
Stopping questioning the decisions made
If it's wrong or right, do we really care?
Ignoring the morality of our choices
Life goes by so fast
Realizing how quickly time passes
You can't stop the wheels of time
Recognizing that time moves on regardless
Once the die is cast
Accepting the consequences of actions
You just lay it on the line
Being upfront and honest
Chorus
Reflecting on the difficulty of being honest and true to oneself
2 x Chorus
Reinforcing the importance of living honestly and authentically
Contributed by Kaelyn G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.