By age 15, McKee was writing songs and performing in the Seattle area. A friend helped get her EP to Nic Harcourt, a popular disc jockey in Los Angeles and host of KCRW's "Morning Becomes Eclectic". He helped spark a major record label bidding war after playing the song "Somebody" on his radio program for several weeks. After signing a recording contract at age 16, she moved to Los Angeles to begin work on her debut album with producer Rob Cavallo. Trouble was commercially released on September 28, 2004.
After ending her recording contract, McKee spent many hours in the recording studio and was introduced to music producer Lukasz "Dr. Luke" Gottwald, by her manager. Gottwald had collaborated with McKee's longtime friend Katy Perry on her debut album One of the Boys. They (along with Max Martin and Benny Blanco) began writing songs together, ultimately producing the hits that would appear on Perry's second album, the worldwide multi-platinum, Teenage Dream. The singles "California Gurls," "Teenage Dream" and "Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.)" each topped the Billboard Hot 100 chart and sold millions of copies around the world. Other successful collaborations between McKee, Gottwald and Martin include Britney Spears' "Hold It Against Me," Taio Cruz's "Dynamite," Rita Ora's "How We Do (Party)," and Katy Perry's singles from Teenage Dream: The Complete Confection, "Wide Awake" and "Part of Me."
McKee recently signed a recording contract as a solo artist with Epic Records, and is currently at work on her second studio album, to be released in summer 2013. The lead single will be "American Girl," which McKee described as a "summer banger". "American Girl" was released in July 2013.
Sensitive Subject Matter
Bonnie McKee Lyrics
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A promise I intend to keep
But the subject matter hits
A little too close to home
And now I can't take back what I gave
With all the times we've seen
The states that we've been in
But now I'm hearing all these words you say
And I'm not sure if I can stay
And listen to you melting all my dreams
Baby it's you that kept my feet on the ground
Thought that I could choose
If I always wanted you around
Darling, I do think we need time apart
I still need time to mend my broken seams
I told you I'd listen to you
So I'm all ears
But don't ask me to respond
To your pleas for my advice
'Cause now I'm too burdened to speak
Baby it's you that kept my feet on the ground
Thought that I could choose
If I always wanted you around
Darling, I do think we need time apart
I think the time has come for me to go
I can't be by myself
But there is no one else
And well it hurts to know someone else tastes your lips
(It hurts to know someone else tastes your lips)
But I cannot forget how hard I cried
When I'd discovered you had lied
When you said I could never hurt like this
Baby it's you that kept my feet on the ground
I thought that I could choose
If I always wanted you around
Darling, I do think that we need time apart
And I think the time has come for me to go
'Cause I'm weary, I'm so weary
I told you I'd be there
I'm broken I'm so broken
But I'm here
It's painful, it's so painful
I told you I'd be there
These are secrets I cannot afford to hear
These are secrets I cannot afford to hear
The lyrics to Bonnie McKee's song "Sensitive Subject Matter" express the pain of a broken relationship. The singer has always promised to be there for her partner, but the subject matter of their conversations is hitting too close to home. She cannot take back what she gave, and she is burdened and too broken to speak. The singer feels betrayed because her partner lied and she cries at the thought of someone else tasting their lips. She cannot afford to hear any more of their secrets, and it is time for her to go.
The song portrays a sense of vulnerability and helplessness, as the singer realizes that she cannot always be there for her partner. It also portrays the disappointment of realizing that someone we cherish may not always be what we expected or hoped for. The lyrics are relatable to many, as most people have experienced heartbreak or felt betrayed by someone close to them at some point in their lives.
Line by Line Meaning
I told you I'd there for you
I promised to be your support system through thick and thin.
A promise I intend to keep
I am steadfast in my commitment to you.
But the subject matter hits
The topic we need to discuss is causing me emotional distress.
A little too close to home
The issue we need to talk about is triggering my own personal trauma.
And now I can't take back what I gave
I have already committed myself to being here for you, but the emotional toll on me may be too great.
With all the times we've seen
Through all the experiences we have shared together.
The states that we've been in
The emotional ups and downs we have faced as a duo.
You always saved me from my troubled self, it seemed
You have been my sanctuary when I was struggling on my own.
But now I'm hearing all these words you say
The discussion we are having is revealing some deep, dark truths.
And I'm not sure if I can stay
I am unsure if I can handle this level of emotional burden.
And listen to you melting all my dreams
The revelations are shattering my hopes and aspirations.
Baby it's you that kept my feet on the ground
You were the one that kept me sane and grounded in reality.
Thought that I could choose
I believed I would always have the freedom to decide if you were around.
If I always wanted you around
But now the situation feels beyond my control, and I am not sure if I want your presence.
Darling, I do think we need time apart
I believe we need to take a break from each other to heal.
I still need time to mend my broken seams
I need time to heal my own emotional wounds before I can support you again.
I told you I'd listen to you
I am committed to listening to your problems and being there for you.
So I'm all ears
I am willing and ready to hear what you have to say.
But don't ask me to respond
I may not be able to provide emotional support or advice at this time.
To your pleas for my advice
Your situation may be too much for me to handle mentally and emotionally.
'Cause now I'm too burdened to speak
The weight of our discussion is causing me to be unable to articulate my thoughts coherently.
I can't be by myself
I cannot handle this emotional burden alone.
But there is no one else
I feel emotionally isolated and alone in my struggles.
And well it hurts to know someone else tastes your lips
The idea of you being intimate with someone else is incredibly painful.
(It hurts to know someone else tastes your lips)
Repeating that the thought of you being with someone else is too much to bear.
But I cannot forget how hard I cried
I remember feeling intense emotional pain and agony after discovering you lied to me.
When I'd discovered you had lied
When I learned that you had deceived me in some way.
When you said I could never hurt like this
When you convinced me that I could not experience hurt or heartache on this level.
'Cause I'm weary, I'm so weary
I am exhausted and fatigued from dealing with this emotional stress.
I'm broken I'm so broken
The emotional burden is causing me to feel emotionally fragmented and shattered.
It's painful, it's so painful
The emotional agony is nearly unbearable.
These are secrets I cannot afford to hear
The knowledge that is being revealed to me is too much to bear.
These are secrets I cannot afford to hear
Repeating that the information being shared is too much for me to handle emotionally.
Lyrics © CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: BONNIE MCKEE, BONNIE LEIGH MCKEE
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