Fake Love
BooCocky Lyrics

I don't think you understand what I'm saying,
I feel like you're not hearing me out or taking me seriously

You and I are more than friends but you playing.
We have a deeper connection, but you're not being genuine with me

I cannot do this again while I'm breaking.
I can't go through this pain again while I'm still hurting

You and I we at the end of our hating.
We're at the point where we need to stop fighting and start being honest

I don't think you understand just what you mean to me.
You don't realize how much you truly matter to me

What exactly is it that you do not see in me?
What am I missing that's preventing you from seeing the real me?

Only way for this to work is to stop being me, (I can't).
I can't change who I am just to make this work

This was always fake love but you not believe in me.
Our love was never genuine, but you refuse to see the truth

I'm so sick of all this fake love, fake love, fake love.
I'm tired of pretending like everything is okay when it's not

I'm so sorry but it's fake love, fake love, fake love.
I apologize, but our love was never real

And now I'm all alone.
I feel isolated and lonely

Don't look at me right now.
I can't handle the scrutiny or judgment

Don't think about me when the moon out.
I don't want to be on your mind, especially at night

Yeah, I'm living in nowhere.
I feel lost and directionless

Try killing my feels with a nightmare.
I'm trying to numb my emotions with bad dreams

Ay, don't know what you know about,
You don't fully understand what I'm going through

Talking about me like you know me, do you know now?
You're making assumptions about me without really knowing me

Oh man, here we go again, here we go with the roulette.
We're stuck in a cycle of uncertainty and inconsistency

Don't do this, don't do this, don't prove it.
Please don't make me face the truth and prove our love is fake

Scream fake love but I already knew it. We take one but already do it.
You may deny our relationship was fake, but I knew it all along

Dream, wake up, what the Hell we doing?
I don't even know what we're trying to accomplish anymore

Our love like thunder and lightning
Our relationship is intense but destructive

Looks so pretty but it's frightening.
Our love may seem beautiful, but it's actually scary and dangerous

I am so sick of this fighting, this fake love seems so inviting.
I'm tired of arguing, and the idea of a fake love is starting to seem more tempting

I don't think you understand what I'm saying,
Once again, I feel like you're not hearing me out or taking me seriously

Only way for this to work is to stop being me.
I can't pretend to be someone I'm not just to make this work

I cannot help but do it.
I'm stuck in this cycle and can't break free

I don't know what you doing.
I don't understand your actions or intentions

We stuck in fake love there's nothing left, so what are we proving?
Our love is fake, and we're not gaining anything by pretending it's real

Everything we went through and we don't know what we doing.
We've been through so much, but we're still lost and confused

You said you got all this love for me so why don't you show it?
You claim to love me, but your actions don't match your words

I'm so sick of all this fake love, fake love, fake love.
Once again, I'm tired of pretending everything is okay

And now you up and gone.
You've left me behind

To you, there's nothing wrong.
You don't see anything wrong with how our relationship ended

Now you got everything you want and I just got a song.
You got what you wanted, but all I have is this song to express my pain

What is it that you want?
I don't understand what you were looking for in our relationship

What is it that you wanted?
I'm still trying to figure out what you truly wanted from me

I scream your name at night but I know that you never coming.
I still yearn for you even though I know you'll never come back

I know you never loved me, never cared about me,
I'm starting to believe that you never truly loved or cared for me

Never cared about a journey, never cared about it.
You never cared about our journey or where our relationship was headed

See you want to break my heart.
I'm starting to think that you deliberately wanted to hurt me

Shell, while my guard was down and open.
You broke my heart when I was most vulnerable and trusting

Now I'm feeling so broken and I'm looking for some hope.
I'm in a lot of pain and I'm searching for any kind of comfort or solace

And I cannot believe the things you said, they never true,
I'm having a hard time accepting that everything you said wasn't true

You never meant a single fucking word,
I'm starting to realize that you were never honest with me

A love, and now you stuck inside my head.
You may be gone, but your memory and the pain you caused still haunt me

Now tell me, did you plan this shit or was it all make up and go?
I'm questioning whether you planned to deceive me or if it was all impulsive

'Cause now I'm all alone in this and I feel like I lost my home.
I feel lost and alone without you, and it's like I lost a part of myself

I feel I can't go anywhere without feeling this great despair.
My sadness and pain are so overwhelming that I can't escape them anywhere I go

Like, I'm the one who felt this shit.
I'm the one who's hurting the most

When you're the one who never cared.
And you're the one who caused all of this pain and heartbreak

Look at the shit you did to me.
This is all because of what you did to me

My heart is ripping at the seams,
My heart feels like it's being torn apart

I wish you could've loved me but I guess it was a stupid dream.
I wanted you to love me, but now I realize it was just a foolish hope