A Dozen Roses
Braid Lyrics
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And I don't know where you are
Maybe I don't know what I'm doing
You're moving like a movie
You still move me
Among the other ones
And twos and threes and twenty-threes
Got to keep my conscience clean
Mentality was not for me
And never could be
Cause it surely brings bitter things
And misery
And I say
Heaven hits me hard
In with the new
Heaven hits me hardly
In with the news
Whatever gets me started
In with the noose
Have you ever had a heaven here
And was it clear?
Cause I just wrote a letter
A confession down the ladder
That things could be so much better
And through follow the leader
I met her and then another end
And usually a grudge
But I loved so much
The way we touched and psuedo-kissed
Oh I already miss you singing like this
Over the phone
Every now and every then I tend to pretend
I'm not alone
Static made old radio
Now I know
Static made old radio
Heaven hits me hard
In with the new
Heaven hits me hardly
In with the news
Whatever gets me started
In with the noose
Have you ever had a heaven here
And was it clearly better?
In Braid's song "A Dozen Roses," the lyrics serve as a reflection on a failed relationship from the singer's perspective. The singer starts the song by admitting to having a dozen roses in the car, but they have no idea where their ex-partner is. The singer seems to be caught up in the memories of their past relationship, as they still feel emotional about the situation. Despite the ups and downs of the relationship, the singer seems to hold onto the positive aspects, saying that their ex still moves them among the other people they have briefly dated.
The singer then reflects on the idea of keeping their conscience clean, hinting at the possibility that they may have hurt their ex in some way. They then express how they do not want to be around the 'hurricane-what's-her-name mentality.' It was not something they could see themselves accepting in their own lives as it leads to nothing but heartache and bitter feelings. The song's chorus, "Heaven hits me hard, in with the new, in with the noose, have you ever had a heaven here, and was it clear?" seems to be a reflection on the idea of how things can change so suddenly in relationships, from feeling so much love to feeling like they are living in a noose.
Nevertheless, the singer sounds nostalgic and longing for their ex-partner when they say that they often pretend around them as they are not alone anymore, leading to them missing the way their ex used to sing over the phone. The final lines of the song repeat the idea of "static made old radio," hinting at their relationship turning into white noise, and the emotional turmoil that left the singer feeling lost.
Line by Line Meaning
A dozen roses in the car
I have twelve roses in the car
And I don't know where you are
I don't know your current location
Maybe I don't know what I'm doing
Perhaps I am unsure of my actions
You're moving like a movie
Your actions resemble those seen in a film
You still move me
I'm still emotionally affected by you
Among the other ones
And twos and threes and twenty-threes
I see you among many other people
Got to keep my conscience clean
I have to make sure I am doing the right thing
But that hurricane what's-her-name
Mentality was not for me
And never could be
Cause it surely brings bitter things
And misery
Being involved with someone with that type of chaotic personality causes negativity and unhappiness.
Heaven hits me hard
In with the new
Heaven hits me hardly
My emotions hit me strongly when something new comes along
In with the news
Whatever gets me started
In with the noose
Have you ever had a heaven here
And was it clear?
I find solace in distraction, and wonder if you've ever experienced something that made you feel whole.
Cause I just wrote a letter
A confession down the ladder
That things could be so much better
And through follow the leader
I met her and then another end
And usually a grudge
But I loved so much
The way we touched and psuedo-kissed
Oh I already miss you singing like this
Over the phone
Every now and every then I tend to pretend
I'm not alone
I wrote a letter confessing that things could be better, and I met someone new. I normally hold a grudge, but I enjoyed the physical interaction we had. I miss hearing you sing over the phone, and sometimes I pretend I'm not alone.
Static made old radio
Now I know
Static made old radio
A static noise has made me reflect on something I didn't previously realize.
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@gotikantonio
a dozen roses in the car
and i don't know where you are
maybe i don't know what i'm doing
you're moving like a movie
you still move me
among the other ones
and twos and threes and twenty-threes
got to keep my conscience clean
but that hurricane what's-her-name
mentality was not for me
and never could be
cause it surely brings bitter things
and misery
and i say
heaven hits me hard
in with the new
heaven hits me hardly
in with the news
whatever gets me started
in with the noose
have you ever had a heaven here
and was it clear?
cause i just wrote a letter
a confession down the ladder
that things could be so much better
and through follow the leader
i met her and then another end
and usually a grudge
but i loved so much
the way we touched and psuedo-kissed
oh i already miss you singing like this
over the phone
every now and every then i tend to pretend
i'm not alone
i'm not alone
i'm not so alone
static made old radio
now i know
static made old radio
heaven hits me hard
in with the new
heaven hits me hardly
in with the news
whatever gets me started
in with the noose
have you ever had a heaven here
and was it clearly better?
@emilyramirez2132
This still hits hard 23 years later
@the1juan2
Yup. Takes me back to high school and first year at community college, first bad break up and weekends drinking away shit.
@rpmac121
Such a good song. Thank you, Peter Nickle, you devil!
@Sl33pyS3ven
Holy moly man, I remember this song from high school. I used to listen to bands like No Knife, Q and Not U and of course Braid. Sadly no one knew who these guys were because my school was full of mainstreamers. Good times!!
@jessicabarnhill
Q and Not U is still 🔥🔥🔥
@slowbloodmusic
No Knife and Q still kick ass
@retrogamereaper
No beep beep for you! Sorry.
@ThePlotToBlowUpTheEiffelTower
Holy shit I was just recently thinking about how I got into Q and not U but it's because of this comment that I discovered them. Thank you
@Toughguysdontdance12
One of the best emo anthems ever.
@daveyboring
I totally love this drumbeat. perfect