Poison
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Poison
You eatin me alive with these lies

And I believed the lie before you lied to me
The irony that I would be to blind to see
Yeah saw it in my diary
I knew it all along but I'm human and I'm wrong
I just want to control
I'm such a liability moved by epiphanies
Made up my mind and I refuse to see it differently
Prophetic when I said it so the message was embedded
But I always make exceptions to the rule I don't regret it
Instead of walkin away with a hard heart
Lots of anger lots of frustration rage like danger danger
The opposite is true grace compassion and truth
After everything that happened bad habits and distractions
It's hard to imagine all the coulda woulda shoulda
But what would it be to this is not my [?]
So I repent for the events that have taken place
And I ate enough poison that I recognize the taste

In the last four years I shed more tears than I'd like to admit
But I also shed my skin that revealed that I'm a serpent
I hate snakes crawlin on they bellies
Don't tell me that I got that in my character trait
I see the scales on my face
And I'm fighten it no that's not me
It never has been but that's when it kicks me like a ton of bricks
Like I deserved the punishment the wrath of God
I tried to laugh it off
But I can neither stand in judgment or stand in awe
For moments when I couldn't stand at all
Collapsinin perhaps it was caused from trying to hold it in
When something is wrong but you don't know what it is
With a blind fold try to pin the tail on a donkey
Is it you or is it me?
Who's responsible for this?
it's impossible to guess
So I'm left in unrest for the moments I wept
Kept your dirty little secrets
Which only made it harder to put together the pieces

And know I see it
A clear picture
That this path was here for me to walk down
An instrument used to break me down
So I could be broken over my own sin
And not be subject to the lie
Spoken inward and out would the outcome is out of my hands




The thought that my plan could succeed on my own without God
What a total facade

Overall Meaning

The song "Poison" by Braille is about the lies that we tell ourselves and how they can consume us if we allow them to. Braille sings about the irony of believing a lie before it is even told to us, and how we can become blind to the truth that was right in front of us all along. He recognizes that he has a desire for control and how this can make him a liability. He has had epiphanies, but often makes exceptions to the rules that he sets for himself. After experiencing bad habits and distractions, he feels regret and recognizes the taste of the poison that he has consumed.


Throughout the song, Braille reflects on his past mistakes and how they have led him to where he is now. He has shed his old self and recognizes the parts of his character that he needs to overcome. He acknowledges that he has had moments of weakness and times when he couldn't stand at all. He has kept secrets that have made it harder for him to put together the pieces of his life. Finally, he sees that the path he has been walking down has been an instrument to break him down over his own sin so that he can be freed from the lie of his own plan succeeding without God.


Line by Line Meaning

You eatin me alive with these lies
Your lies are destroying me from the inside out


And I believed the lie before you lied to me
I was so blinded by what I wanted to believe that I didn't see the truth


The irony that I would be too blind to see
It's ironic that I couldn't see the truth in front of me, even though I'm blind


Yeah saw it in my diary
I saw the truth in what I had written before, but chose to ignore it


I knew it all along but I'm human and I'm wrong
I knew the truth deep down but I was too stubborn to admit it


I just want to control
I have a hard time letting go of control and accepting things for what they are


I'm such a liability moved by epiphanies
I'm easily swayed by sudden realizations and often make reckless decisions as a result


Made up my mind and I refuse to see it differently
Once I've made a decision, it's hard for me to see things from a different perspective


Prophetic when I said it so the message was embedded
I had a feeling that something was wrong and it turned out to be true


But I always make exceptions to the rule I don't regret it
I often break the rules I set for myself and while I don't regret it, it leads to negative consequences


Instead of walkin away with a hard heart
Rather than becoming bitter and resentful, I choose to forgive and move on


Lots of anger lots of frustration rage like danger danger
I feel a lot of anger and frustration, which can be dangerous if not managed properly


The opposite is true grace compassion and truth
Instead of anger and bitterness, I choose to show grace, compassion, and truth


After everything that happened bad habits and distractions
Despite dealing with bad habits and distractions, I'm still able to move forward


It's hard to imagine all the coulda woulda shoulda
It's difficult to think about all the things that could have been different


But what would it be to this is not my [?]
But dwelling on the past won't change anything, so I have to focus on the present


So I repent for the events that have taken place
I acknowledge my mistakes and ask for forgiveness


And I ate enough poison that I recognize the taste
I've made so many bad decisions that I recognize the negative consequences of my actions


In the last four years I shed more tears than I'd like to admit
I've gone through a lot of emotional pain in the past few years


But I also shed my skin that revealed that I'm a serpent
I've changed and grown as a person, shedding my old ways of thinking and behaving


I hate snakes crawlin on they bellies
I hate feeling like a snake, someone who is deceitful and untrustworthy


Don't tell me that I got that in my character trait
Don't tell me that being deceitful is just part of who I am


I see the scales on my face
I see the evidence of my deceitfulness on my own face


And I'm fighten it no that's not me
I'm trying to resist my own negative tendencies, because that's not who I want to be


It never has been but that's when it kicks me like a ton of bricks
I've never wanted to be deceitful, but sometimes the temptation is overwhelming


Like I deserved the punishment the wrath of God
I feel like I deserve to be punished for my mistakes, even though I know that's not how God works


For moments when I couldn't stand at all
There were times when my mistakes and negative tendencies left me feeling helpless


Collapsin in perhaps it was caused from trying to hold it in
My emotional pain became overwhelming because I tried to keep it all inside


When something is wrong but you don't know what it is
It's hard to deal with problems when you don't even know what they are


With a blind fold try to pin the tail on a donkey
Trying to find a solution to a problem when you can't see the whole picture is like trying to play Pin the Tail on the Donkey


Is it you or is it me?
It's hard to know who's at fault when things go wrong


Who's responsible for this? it's impossible to guess
Sometimes, it's impossible to know who or what caused a problem


So I'm left in unrest for the moments I wept
I'm still dealing with emotional turmoil over past mistakes


Kept your dirty little secrets
I held on to someone else's secrets, which only added to my emotional burden


Which only made it harder to put together the pieces
The burden of holding on to someone's secrets made it harder for me to deal with my own problems


And know I see it
Now I understand


A clear picture
I see things clearly now


That this path was here for me to walk down
My mistakes and struggles were part of my journey


An instrument used to break me down
My struggles were used to break me down and make me see the truth


So I could be broken over my own sin
My struggles were meant to make me see the error of my ways and repent


And not be subject to the lie
Now, I am no longer blinded by lies


Spoken inward and out would the outcome is out of my hands
No matter what I say or do, the outcome is out of my control


The thought that my plan could succeed on my own without God
I used to think that I could succeed in life without God, but now I know that's not true


What a total facade
My old way of thinking was a complete and total lie




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