The Gift
Breakdown of Sanity Lyrics


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I was falling for a long time
Almost everything I knew became more fucking worthless
So many promises, so much energy

All I want is silence, all I want is peace, all I want is you
No more reason for searching for what I always expected from life

New direction, new fuckin' rules
You caught me on my way to my new life
I think it's time to act selfishly

Memories of a time before distrust and pain
Perhaps a dream, perhaps a trap
But not this time, it's too different
My pulse is slowing down, my eyes are closed now
And I create a picture in my head, a picture of the time
I draw it with my mind, it's colourful and bright
It's no longer waiting, from today it's arriving
This time I can see the sky, the first time I don't look back

No more walls, no more lies, I can breathe until after the sundown
My glowing heart, just awakened perfection within reach
My sad memories, you make them look like fading dust
I am the air, I am the ground, nothing can burn me down

I really missed this feeling, now I don't fear myself anymore
Open mind, open ways, my future turns to light
Hope has come to find me, my real destination




This is the control I was waiting for, it makes me unbreakable
I remember who I am, what i was, what i've become

Overall Meaning

In "The Gift" by Breakdown of Sanity, the singer has fallen for a long time and lost faith in nearly everything they once knew. They have searched for peace and silence, which they find in the promise of a new life with new rules. The singer remembers a time before distrust and pain, which they may view as a dream or trap, but this time feels different. They create a mental picture of a bright and colorful future that they finally believe is within reach. The singer declares that they are unbreakable and have found their true destination, a feeling of control they were waiting for. The final lines suggest that the singer has survived struggles and regained a sense of self, and they now remember who they are, what they were, and what they have become.


Line by Line Meaning

I was falling for a long time
I experienced a long period of falling, metaphorically or literally.


Almost everything I knew became more fucking worthless
Most of what I knew lost its value or meaning.


So many promises, so much energy
There were many promises made, and lots of energy expended.


All I want is silence, all I want is peace, all I want is you
The artist desires silence, peace, and connection with a specific person.


No more reason for searching for what I always expected from life
The artist no longer feels the need to search for what they thought life should have offered them.


New direction, new fuckin' rules
The singer has found a new way forward and new guidelines to follow.


You caught me on my way to my new life
Someone has helped the singer find their new path.


I think it's time to act selfishly
The artist is now prioritizing their own interests.


Memories of a time before distrust and pain
The artist recalls a time before they experienced mistrust and pain.


Perhaps a dream, perhaps a trap
The artist wonders if this memory is a dream or a trap.


But not this time, it's too different
The situation at hand is unlike any other in the past.


My pulse is slowing down, my eyes are closed now
The artist is relaxed and at peace.


And I create a picture in my head, a picture of the time
The singer is visualizing a specific moment in time.


I draw it with my mind, it's colourful and bright
The visualization is vivid and optimistic.


It's no longer waiting, from today it's arriving
The moment the singer is visualizing is no longer in the future, it has arrived.


This time I can see the sky, the first time I don't look back
The artist is feeling free and unencumbered, looking forward instead of backward.


No more walls, no more lies, I can breathe until after the sundown
The artist feels unencumbered by barriers or deception and can breathe easily.


My glowing heart, just awakened perfection within reach
The singer is filled with positive energy and feels close to reaching a state of perfection.


My sad memories, you make them look like fading dust
The person the singer is addressing has helped them overcome their painful memories.


I am the air, I am the ground, nothing can burn me down
The artist feels grounded and secure, and nothing can damage them.


I really missed this feeling, now I don't fear myself anymore
The artist had been fearful of themselves but no longer is.


Open mind, open ways, my future turns to light
The artist is open-minded and optimistic about the future.


Hope has come to find me, my real destination
The singer is feeling hopeful and believes they have found their true path.


This is the control I was waiting for, it makes me unbreakable
The artist is in control and feels unbreakable.


I remember who I am, what i was, what i've become
The singer is reflective and remembers their past and present self.




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Tyler Baars

Everyone talking about the lyrics post them next time

I was falling for a long time
Almost everything I knew became more fucking worthless

So many promises, so much energy

All I want is silence
All I want is peace
All I want is you
No more reason for searching
For what I always expected from life
(No more reason for searching)

New direction, new fuckin' rules

You caught me on my way to my new life

I think it's time to act selfishly
You, yeah you caught me on my way to my new life
To my new life

Memories of a time before distrust and pain

Perhaps a dream, perhaps a trap

But not this time, it's too different
My pulse is slowing, is slowing down
My eyes are closed now

And I create
And I create a picture in my head
A picture of the time
I draw it with my mind
It's colourful and bright
It's no longer waiting, from today it's arriving

This time I can see the sky
The first time I don't look back
(What the fuck)

No more walls, no more lies
I can breathe until after the sundown
My glowing heart just awakened
Perfection within reach

My sad memories
You make them look like fading dust
I am the air
I am the ground, nothing can burn me down
Nothing can burn me down
Nothing

I really missed this feeling
Now I don't fear myself anymore
Open mind, open ways
My future turns to light
Hope has come to find me

My real destination
This is the control I was waiting for
It makes me unbreakable
I remember who I am
What I was, what I've become



All comments from YouTube:

Alexander Morales

THIS BAND IS IN OTHER LEVEL 🔥🤘

Peter B

Can’t wait to hear the new song in four days, hope it’s better than traces

Wally Winters

I truly love being apart of the metalcore fam. We are a different breed of metal and fans and the way we conduct ourselves on the daily,even at shows…its unlike any other. Not to mention, our style of music is a style of its own and the best in my opinion. BOS portrays an amazing image of what the scene is all about!

LazeeNation

I love the beginning so much. Most beautiful metal song I've heard in a while.

Robert E

That 4 minute and 2 second mark is the single most beautiful thing I've ever heard. This song has it all, man. 

Joey Burke

Everytime that part starts I tear up, it's so good!

JCat Productions 🐾

@SirwankAlot1 Solstafir - Pale rider was one of the lowest quality trash i've tried to listen to. whyyy, just why.

SirwankAlot1

I think you would enjoy Solstafir - Pale rider.
Check it out. :]

Brian Ellis

this song is incredible, its like there is a little bit of every style of metal in here. too good. 

AllTheScreaming

Breakdown of Sanity has been my favorite band since last August. I'm glad they're getting the recognition they deserve. They needed an even better album to top Mirrors. Which was quite the task, and they pulled through big time. I'm glad I'm not the only one who has their songs hit me in the face so hard emotionally it's ridiculous. 

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