Nightmare
Brendon Small Lyrics


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I don′t think you know who I am
But I have a tale to tell
Born from a wicked spell
Mephistopheles isn't me
But they see what they want to see
Blinded by everything

I remember lying in my bed
I remember dirt above my head
Never ever wanted this to be
I am half of what I used to be

I do not want to let it go
This has been all but foreseen
Star will shine bright in the sky tonight
Magnetized planets sing

This cold heart keeps on beating
I′m the darkness you're feeling

My cold heart keeps on bleeding
I'm the darkness you′re feeling
I remember lying on my bed
I remember dirt above my head
Never ever wanted this to be
I am half of what I used to be

I still wait
Time will tell




Falcon flies
Magnetize

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Brendon Small's song "Nightmare" paint a cryptic picture of a dark character's struggles with their identity and circumstances. The song opens with a declaration of how the character feels misunderstood, even while they have a "tale to tell" that suggests a complex background. The reference to being "born from a wicked spell" implies that there is something supernatural or otherworldly about them. The character is not "Mephistopheles," a demon from German folklore, but others only see what they want to see and are "blinded by everything."


The second stanza mentions the character lying in bed with dirt above their head, indicating that they may have been buried or entombed at some point. They lament that they never wanted this to be and that they are "half of what [they] used to be," hinting at some kind of transformation or deterioration since the character's past self. However, against this backdrop of darkness and loss, there is a sense of purpose in waiting for something or someone, as the character insists that "time will tell" and a "falcon flies" while planets "sing."


The chorus repeats the character's claim of being the embodiment of the darkness others feel, highlighting a sense of isolation and possibly even malevolence. Despite the darkness, however, the character's cold heart keeps on beating and bleeding, suggesting a tenuous connection to humanity or some kind of emotional vulnerability. In the end, the song offers more questions than answers, leaving the listener to wonder who this enigmatic character is and what their story might be.


Line by Line Meaning

I don’t think you know who I am
I believe you do not recognize or acknowledge my true identity


But I have a tale to tell
However, I possess a story that I am compelled to share


Born from a wicked spell
My existence originated from an evil charm or curse


Mephistopheles isn't me
Despite appearances, I am not the demon Mephistopheles


But they see what they want to see
Nonetheless, people perceive me as they desire or choose to


Blinded by everything
Their senses and judgment are clouded by all that surrounds them


I remember lying in my bed
I recall a time when I was confined to a bed


I remember dirt above my head
I distinctly remember being buried under soil


Never ever wanted this to be
I never desired or asked for this situation to come into existence


I am half of what I used to be
My current state is only half of what I once was


I do not want to let it go
I am not willing to relinquish what I currently have or am


This has been all but foreseen
This situation was predicted or anticipated


Star will shine bright in the sky tonight
There will be a prominent, radiant celestial body visible in the evening sky


Magnetized planets sing
The gravitating planets produce a celestial harmony or melody


This cold heart keeps on beating
Despite my numbness, my heart continues to pump blood


I’m the darkness you're feeling
The gloomy and fearful emotions that you experience are caused by me


My cold heart keeps on bleeding
Even though I am unfeeling, my heart continues to bleed or suffer


I'm the darkness you’re feeling
The negative and harmful sensations that you sense are generated by me


I remember lying on my bed
Once again, I have a memory of being placed on a bed or similar resting place


I remember dirt above my head
I can still recall the sensation of having earth covering me


Never ever wanted this to be
I am absolutely certain that I did not desire or prefer this scenario to happen


I am half of what I used to be
I have only retained half of my previous self or identity


I still wait
I am still anticipating or looking forward to something


Time will tell
The future will clarify or reveal everything


Falcon flies
A particular bird of prey takes flight


Magnetize
There is an attraction or pull between things




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