Looking For
Brenn! Lyrics

Why are we drivin'?
Why are we continuing on this path?

'Cause baby, we're runnin' out of road
Because we're running out of options or possibilities

Where we goin'?
Where are we heading?

Do either of us even know?
Do either of us have a clear direction or plan?

What am I doin'?
What am I currently engaged in or pursuing?

I can't catch a break
I can't seem to find any luck or positive outcomes

I put myself through this
I subject myself to difficult or challenging situations

How much more am I gonna take?
How much more can I handle or tolerate?

Don't know what you're looking for
I don't understand your specific desires or expectations

But I know what you're looking for ain't me
But I know that I am not what you are searching for

This story is full of holes
This narrative lacks consistency, completeness, or coherence

It burns like a broken memory
It causes pain and discomfort, like a fragmented or shattered recollection

You know I hope, you know I pray
You are aware that I have hopes and prayers

For all the change we couldn't make
In hopes of achieving the transformations that eluded us

Give me time to say goodbye before you leave
Allow me the opportunity to bid farewell before your departure

I told you I loved you
I expressed my affection towards you

And that's just how it's gonna be
That will remain the state of our relationship

I see myself in you
I recognize a reflection of myself within you

I thought you could find you in me
I believed that you could discover your true self in me

I hate that I've come this far just to be sent back home
I despise the fact that I have progressed significantly only to be rejected or sent back to where I started

But maybe you were right that'd be better off alone
Perhaps you were correct in suggesting that it would be more beneficial for me to be alone

And I put myself through this
And I willingly subject myself to these hardships

Did you ever wanna do this?
Did you ever truly desire to be a part of this?

Why are you changing?
Why are you undergoing a transformation?

Am I the reason?
Am I the cause or motivation behind your change?

Aren't you faithless?
Don't you lack faith or trust?

Throw the keys in
Abandon or discard the means of control or escape

Just keep driving
Continue moving forward

Don't look back
Do not dwell on the past

And I don't hate you
And I do not harbor any hatred towards you

For what you didn't have
For the things or qualities you lacked

I'm not angry
I am not filled with anger or resentment

And I haven't changed
And I have remained the same

It's always the same thing
It is consistently the identical situation or outcome

I hope there's a day
I have a longing for a future day

I know what you're looking for
I understand what you are seeking or desiring

And I know what you're looking for is me
And I know that I fulfill the criteria of what you seek

Our story was full of holes
Our narrative was flawed and inconsistent

It burned like a broken memory
It caused anguish and discomfort, much like a fractured or distorted recollection