Maybe
Brighter Lyrics

I don't really care about how it used to be
I am indifferent towards the past and how things were previously.

I just wanna be alone
I desire solitude and isolation.

At last
Finally, after a while or a period of waiting.

I'm sick of trying for nothing
I am tired of putting in effort and seeing no results or purpose.

Isn't it great to be alive?
Expressing the irony of life being considered wonderful when there is a lack of fulfillment.

But who would miss me when I'm not?
Questioning the significance of one's existence and if anyone would truly notice their absence.

I mean… Where's the purpose?
Expressing confusion and disbelief in not finding a clear direction or reason for existence.

I don't feel useful
I lack a sense of usefulness or value in my actions or presence.

But I still have to survive
Despite the absence of a perceived purpose, I must continue to stay alive and endure.

Maybe one day…
Possibly in the future, at some undetermined time.

One day I'll look back and see what I did wrong
In the future, I will reflect on my choices and actions to identify any mistakes made.

Or if what I did really WAS wrong
Questioning the validity of my actions and if they were truly wrong or not.

Sometimes it's easier to hide behind an obstacle instead of jumping over
Occasionally, it's more convenient to avoid facing challenges directly and instead find shelter behind them.

But now
In the present moment or current situation.

This is my time to spend
Now is the period where I have control over how I use my time.

I don't wanna let it all just disappear
I do not want to let everything fade away or vanish without purpose or significance.

So you love your life
Implying that others may cherish their lives or find fulfillment in them.

Everyone included
This applies to every person, without exceptions.

But you're incompetent of living it
Despite the apparent love for life, there is a lack of capability or ability to truly live it to its fullest.

Even if it's with someone else
Even in the presence of others or in a relationship with someone.

And I was waiting for my relevance
I anticipated the moment when I would become significant or important.

The pathos
The deep emotions and feelings within me.

How I really am needed
Understanding the genuine requirement or necessity for my presence.

That's why I consider myself selfish
Due to recognizing my desire for personal significance, I perceive myself as self-centered.

That's why I tried to start over again
My longing for purpose led me to attempt a fresh beginning or new chapter.

Cause my life is the last time I can feel alive
Implying that the current existence is the only remaining opportunity to experience a sense of vitality.

But the day will come
Inevitably, a future day or moment will arrive.

And I'll find out
I will discover or realize.

That this time
Referring to the present period or phase.

Is the right time to leave
Acknowledging that the current moment is suitable or appropriate for departure or farewell.

But maybe I just wanna live
Contemplating the possibility that my ultimate desire is simply to experience life and existence.