Broken Wings
Broken Wings Lyrics

I used to stand alone with a thousands of broken dreams
The singer once felt isolated and hopeless due to a multitude of unfulfilled aspirations.

Those nightmares that only makes me want to scream
The disappointment of those dreams has haunted the singer so intensely that they are driven to vocalize their frustration.

That gun near me, i think I understand what he's saying
As the singer considers taking their own life, they believe they have grasped the gun's message: one shot away from escaping their pain.

'you're just one click ahead from flying'
The gun symbolizes death, which could provide an (albeit tragic) opportunity to release oneself from the burdens of life.

It's that change I could'nt make
The artist feels burdened by an inability to make a significant positive change in their life.

To me it seemed to be just another fake
The singer has become disillusioned with self-improvement processes and sees them as ineffective.

But if it's worth two wings, believe me
Even if the path towards progress is difficult, the singer feels like it's worth the efforts required.

I will never let anything like this defeat me
The artist is determined to not let their struggles defeat them.

But it's so hard to go trough this change
Although the artist is determined, they are aware that the path towards progress is challenging and difficult.

Now I regret i didn't take my chance
The artist looks back and wishes they had made different decisions in the past.

From now, there is only one thing i would like to share;
The singer wants to communicate a single desire.

I would only like to fly millions miles far from here
The artist dreams of escaping from their current life and struggles by leaving everything behind.

But it's not so hard to realize that i can't fly with those broken wings
The singer comes to the realization that they are not capable of escaping their problems without first addressing them.

Now I wonder; what the fuck this change will ever bring?
The singer is unsure if the struggles and changes they are going through will ultimately lead to a better life.

My soul already seems to be dead, i don't have any future
The singer feels like they have already lost their spark and hope for a better future.

Am I just an imposture?
The artist questions the authenticity of themselves and wonders if they are pretending to be someone they're not.

Humiliated by everyone's sucess
The successes of others have made the artist feel inadequate and embarrassed.

I just feel so fucking useless
The singer feels like they have no worth or value in the world.

Standing all alone with my broken dreams
Once again, the singer is reminded of their unfulfilled aspirations and the feeling of being alone in their struggle.

Will anyone hear my desperated screams?
The artist is desperate for someone to acknowledge and help them through their troubles.

And in those times to come, there will be so much more
The future is unknown, and the artist recognizes that there will be more challenges and changes to come.

So much more because I am just going older
As time goes on, the artist realizes that they will face more challenges as they continue to age.

I try to focus on the future to erase those past mistakes
The singer is attempting to move past their regrets and focus on making changes for the future.

But nothing will ever change, I am myself a mistake
Despite their attempts to improve, the artist feels like they are inherently flawed and that their situation will never improve.

And it keeps dragging me down all the time
The singer's troubles and struggles continue to affect their mental and emotional well-being.

So don't wonder why I don't feel fine
The singer wants others to understand that they can't 'just get over it' and that their struggles are weighing them down.

I only want to die, I always cry
The singer is in such a dark place that they feel like death is the only escape, and they frequently cry from the weight of their struggles.

I don't see anything else to try
The artist has reached a point where they feel like there are no more options left for improving their situation.

But i can still try to pretend
Despite feeling hopeless, the artist attempts to put up a facade of being okay.

That everything's gonna end
The singer hopes that their suffering will come to a close.

But it will never be, i can tell you why
The singer is convinced that their situation will never improve.

Because i can't fly
The metaphor of 'flying' represents overcoming struggles and moving towards a better life. The artist acknowledges that they are not capable of doing so in their current state.

No, i can't fly with thoses broken wings
The artist recognizes that before they can fly towards a better life, they must first tend to and heal from their personal struggles.