Lately
Brother Clyde feat. King Phaze Lyrics

I wish I was a little more solid
I wish I was more stable and sure of myself

A little more grounded
More anchored and rooted

Maybe just a little more
Slightly more than what I currently am

I wish I was a little less angry
I wish I could control my anger better

A little less selfish
Less self-centered

Maybe just a little less
Again, slightly less than what I currently am

Lately I feel like crashin'
I feel overwhelmed and defeated

I feel like the whole world is comin' to an end
Everything seems to be falling apart

Lately I feel like nothin' really matters
I'm losing hope and motivation

I, I wanna feel good again
I long for a sense of happiness and contentment

I wish I was a little more patient
I wish I could be more tolerant and understanding

A little more forgivin'
More willing to let go of grudges

Maybe just a little more
Once again, a slight improvement

I wish I was a little less crazy
I wish I could be more mentally stable

A little less out there
Less eccentric and unconventional

Maybe just a little less
Slightly less strange than I currently am

Lately I feel like I hate rappin'
I feel disillusioned with my job as a rapper

I feel like the world's gonna end
A sense of impending doom and hopelessness

And again situations keep goin' tragic
Bad things keep happening, one after the other

I feel like defeats gonna happen
I fear that failure is inevitable

In jail, no bail, we're packed in
I feel restricted and trapped, with no escape

Every day just keeps on lastin'
Time seems to drag on and on

I just wanna keep gettin' past it
I just want to move on and overcome my struggles

I wanna waste away
I feel like giving up and letting myself deteriorate

I wanna be left alone in hell
I feel isolated and hopeless

No one gave a damn
I feel like no one cares about me or my struggles

When I was sittin' in my cell
During a dark and isolating time in my life

So every now and then
From time to time

I feel a little bit close to the edge
I feel like I'm on the brink of losing control

And I feel I'm about to break
I feel like I'm about to reach my breaking point

And I can't take the fact that lately
I can't handle the recent hardships and struggles

I pay for my actions greatly
I face severe consequences for my mistakes and poor choices